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myOtaku.com: luicifers wife

Saturday, August 5, 2006

OMG good morning my friends!!! Im in the weirdest mood ever happy if I say soo my self I think o.0 yes but me thinking not good lol.

But im happy *bounces around* got some of the buttons made and have a new order in … will get to them soon hopefully: D

Maybe its because I really haven’t slept in a day or 2 and iv been on a sugar high DR PEPPER!! ^-^

Hmmm and I finished one of my poems …. (will be in this post a lil further down)

Now im going to dedicate this poem to a special person heh special whatever just pent up emotions and what not and hopefully I wont need to express my self any more for this persons because I really don’t care anymore … so basically it’s a big fuck you but in pretty words :D!! Enjoy the poem!!!

~Eternal Odium~

Adrift darkness
Naive Light
Don’t worry it just a gentle hate
You add fuel to the fire everyday
Since I cant get you out of my thoughts and crawl into my dreams
I want to rip you from my mind
And erase all memories that you made
But than you seem to pull me back in again
You want me to hate you?
Yet have this faulty friendship
My chest seems to throb after talking to you so why do I bother?
You be my dreams
And ill be your nightmare
No it’s not the feelings of love that go threw my vain
It’s more of a dark despair or simple hate
All the words you try to weave together now
Some how some way it will never save you
Sorry came to late
Will I learn to hate you?
Or has that already begun
Im walking away now
Someday I might come back don’t count on a warm welcome
Do you even deserve a second chance?
Lying just to get pity
In the arms of another once you get bored of the other
Don’t worry its just a captivating hate
Every time I see your face
Hear your voice or think of the memories we once shared
The 10th time shouldn’t hurt as much as the first
Now I know that I was wrong
I will sing this same old song
This is a blistering hate
I put the pieces back together one last time
Ill place the mask back in its right full place
Don’t ask for my trust again
All you get is the abandoned hate

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