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Sunday, August 6, 2006













-.- god i feel like hell *mopes around* its 4 am and i try to go to sleep around 11 pm! something keeps waking me up random thoughts or a pain in my ear my mom coming home from work a cat scraching at my door *dropy eyes* i havent slept in 3 days! or more! and i dont have that happy hyper feeling anymore ethir soo its just Blah!!

and than when i did come out of my room yesterday my dad was taklking my ear off non stop talking about my brothers damn cars and that hes at a party than about how he helped him fix some of the other car up and what not than telling me how he sold the one car and wants to put the other for sale ... and as i sit thare listing all i can think of is why donst he help me as much as he helps him? why dose chris get all the atention??? every time he comes over they go straight out for hrs! and he can show up whenever he wants i hate that he not saposed to live in the same house as me but its almost like he lives here sooo what the hell???

T.T im not that bad of a person ... im not that much to handale i only need some type of atettion .... i doubt my dad gose around to chris talking about me and what i like to do ... hell i dont think he knows what i like!! *rubs temlples* and he thinks my enjoyment of anime is childish since its "cartoons" or so he says BAH! and i really dont think he would understand if he read my poety

i dont know maybe this is from the lack of sleep or what not -.- i just want someone to pay atetinon to me when im not doing something wrong *sigh*


.... damn its seems that i ranted! damn mind of mine i think i sould try and get some sleep now


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