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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

   This one time, in band camp...
... don't ask about the title. i just say that line alot... anyway, i have a peom type thing i wrote in class last school year cuz i was majorly pissed off at a friend. and i still sorta am. but it's not like homework or anything. i just felt like yelling at her but couldn't... anyway, i thought i'd put some of my writing up to see what anyone thought of it. and please resist the urge to scream "MY EYES!! THEY BURN! OH HOW they BURN!!" as your comment. here goes nothing.
"So now you're ignoring my pleas and cries for help while pulling everyone else away with you. No one even listens to me any more. They're too buisy listening to whatever the hell you have to say. What did you do to gain their undevided attention? (nothing at all.) Now my will to live life to it's fullest is wavering in such a way that i fear it may collaps all togeather I can hear it crashing to the floor. And the usual things i liked to hear you say, well I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT ANY MORE!!! You HEAR me??!! This stuff i've been writing wasn't just for the HELL of it. I was INSPIRED ... by YOU. Not in a good way though. Now PAIN and DEFEAT are my favorite words. That's about all i feel. When I leave, I'll go back to my same old boaring self. I like the new depressed, angsty me. But i have no choice. You won't miss me though; you miss HIM too much. And if he were here, you STILL wouldn't miss me!! I don't even EXHIST anymore! Can you believe it? if not to anyone else, then to MYSELF. Meaning that i have issues. But EVERYONE knows that. I have the lowest self-esteam. My hardest goal would be to chase one of my dreams, ... which, Surprisingly i have a lot of. I just havn't had any that i've thought of ...."
and there you have it folks. not very origional, but i was in a blind rage remember. and it was on the back of my math sheet. tell me what you think though.
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