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Sunday, June 6, 2004


I'm better, but not by much. It feels like I have fallen into a permanent state of melancholy. Every little thing sets my off. i could be fine, then someone says a little comment and my mood goes plummeting. And I realize how stupid some of the things I'm getting upset over are, but I can't help it, and I'm getting more frustrated everyday. I feel like this is all so hopeless. I think I'm due for an emotional breakdown. Maybe about 9 years overdue. If I get upset over little stupid things, how am I going to react to a big one?

Other than that, one week of school left, then finals and we're done. But that makes me sad because I would rather be at school than anywhere else. All my senior acquaitences will be graduating and leaving for college. It's depressing. I'm so bad at saying goodbyes, and now I have so many to say. Tech won't be the same next year, more than half the crew was comprised of seniors. >cries<

~Lumi ^_^

Current Mood: Melancholy
Current Music: Dream Theater "Scenes from a Memory"
Quotes: "You can't have everything. Where would you put it?" - Steven Wright

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