Wednesday, February 7, 2007

   off again today
listening to:
Champinge
Fall out boy

damn! off school again today!!! ah! I almost miss it. ALMOST being the key word of course. I had an amazing day today. I went sledding with my friend nicole, and a bunch of people. we took diaan, the chinese exchange student thats staying with her. shes never even heard of sledding, so we showed her an amazing time. We went to wright hill, on base.

I havent been there since I was in grade school, so it was alot of fun. ^,^ we managed to get diaan and Kev to share an intertube down the really woodsy part, but its freaking awesome. I got to hang out with Van at the top of the hill. hes the korean student staying with my friend nick. hes actually really really funny. I never really talked to him because my best friend amanda is practically stalking him. but hes... I can see why she has a crush on him. hes pretty cool.

Then on our way home, kev let me drive his truck. ahhh! damn! that was amazing! we took the back roads back, that havent been plowed yet, so I was skidding all over the place. I got diaan to scream out random chinese cuss words a few times. Then we all loaded up in my friend chris's basement, and played DDR. ha ha ha. but I just got back home. ^.^ ah!!! did I mention?!?

I GOT A NEW PUPPY!!! ah! my dad found this puppy on his way home from work last night. he was whimpering under his car, he almost didnt see it as he was pulling out of the parking gurage. He said I get to name it, because I get to keep him when I move out to georgia for college. right now we're calling him buddie. he looks like a golden retriver. but, I'm thinking about calling him Hiro from heros' that show on ABC. Because when ever he wnats something, he makes this really cute squinty face, like hiro does when he stops time with hi mind! ^,^

but yea. amazing day. how was everyone else?

-LHH-
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

   blah
Listening to:
choral rock
twoforyou

Listening to some really weird rock music while I'm waiting for my naruto episode to load. ep. 219 baby!!! *pumps fist* that warrants an uber geek award, I'm sure. ha ha ha. hummm Right now life is treating me well. School was closed again today. It wasn't as bad a day today as yesterday. my mom and dad where at work. heh heh. So I got the whole place to myself. And hey, I don't care if I get a snow day tomorrow or not. I've had a 4 day weekend. *shrug*

Hum. I'm feeling really really annoyed right now. I'm not sure why. its just there. I think because my computer is being stupid and needs a swift kick in the jollies to get moving again. My neighbors keep trying to hijack onto my wireless connection, and its getting annoying, because I'm tired of blocking them. I keep my connection open so I can surf online on my x-box 360. (and so I can play gears of war!!! hell yes!!! ><) so they try to take advantage and play on it. Meh. I'll just hack into their system and download porn. I did it before when my big brother left his laptop un attended. ha ha ha. that taught him to hide my psp. ha ha ha. my mom was sooo mad at him too... man.. that was funny. I'm going to be grinning about that all day now. humm... so I guess that motions for a poll!

whats the funniest prank you've ever pulled on someone?

-LHH-
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Monday, February 5, 2007

   *screams*
Listening to:
Saku
Dir en grey

Gawd, school was canceled today. it wasnt because of the snow, it was because its like -6 degrees, and half the water mains here burst. so yea. I'm trapped in the house. >< *sigh* its just, since i got back from Fallenfromgrace09's house, my parents have been breathing down my neck. With the super bowl and such. Super bowl is a bigger holiday than thanksgiving in our house. its a big deal. espically when my dads favorite team the colts are in it. *yawn*

I personally could care less. I'm more of a soccer girl myself. I adore british soccer, and I have the soccer channel playing in my room. ^^ but, football is just a nessary evil I have to deal with. so rather than be a stick in the mud yesterday, I played on the computer in my room, and watched howl's moving castle for the thousandth time. But the entire time my parents are yelling for me to join in, and watch it with them. And when I did they demanded I be more enthusisatic. *sigh* I just swallowed and tried to act like I liked it, but truthfully I'd rather chew off my arm.

And they where mad at me about that. then, 8 this morning, after I freaked out thinking I had school, then realising it was closed, I went back to bed. just as I was falling asleep, my mother bursts into my room, rips off all my blankes, and demands that I get out of bed, because we had an emergency. So I flip out, I'm already worried, because my dad has a heart condition, and had a heart attack last year, so here I am, already tearing up, running down the hall, to be met with my mother holding a hair dryer to my kitchen sink pipes. The pipes froze. the pipes. YOU wake me up at 8 in the morning screaming and crying because of the pipes.

*sigh* and the entire day shes been yelling at me because it was a sierous problem, and that I was being a major pain in the ass for not freaking out with her. Ah. because you know, damn me for not screaming and going into hysterics about the damn plumming. I'm tired already because of this weekend. And I ask her if I could go to the mall today, to pick up a hoddie I've wanted for a while, so she freaks out on me for that, claiming I'm selfish, and I'm being a spoiled brat. And when I think I've got some repreve, when my dad comes home for his lunch break, my mom beaks into tears claiming she only wanted some help, and I'm being a horriable daughter by not helping her out, and he had to slave over the water heater for hours, while her terriable daughter demanded to go to the mall. And my dad isnt going to listen to his daughter! no hes going to listen to his wife!

so now I'm grounded. And I might not even be able to go to sadie hawkins. AND IM THE PRESIDENT OF THE DECORATING COMMITTEE!!! *sigh* man. I know she gave birth to me and all, but I honestly hate my mother. Shes soo immature, and so selfish. I just cant stand dealing with her. and my poor dad is stuck in the middle. Any time he doesnt agree with something she does, she threatens divorce. its soo lame. and my dad just goes along with it. i'm scared to death whats going to happen to my little brother and sister when i graduate and get the hell out of here. they're going to ahve to take the full brunt o her immature antics... *sigh* sorry for such a long rant. I'm just really frustraited.

I hate snow days.

-LHH-
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Saturday, February 3, 2007

   finished!!!
^^ I sepnt a while on my picture for the art compitition. ^^ i had to edit it, and resize it because it was messing with my site. ha ha ha. but I posted it on my profile. it should be up in a while...
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Friday, February 2, 2007

   what if?
Listening to:
Juliet
Emilie Autumn

What if all hypothetical questions where not real? damn. thats deep. I read that today in a note from my friend melissa. it got me thinking almost all day... >< not really, but it was a nice destraction... So I'm at carmens right now. I just rode the bus home with her after school. Her mom like, tackled me, and wouldnt let go until I promised to help her bake. So after finishing our homework we made a cake. its pretty good. it has fried apples in it.

Right now we're watching romeo and juliet. (the historically accurate one, WITHOUT leonardo decaprio...) Ha ha ha. Carmen says she wants a guy just like romeo. I told her thats fine, if she wants a psycopathic stalker that has sucidal tendencies. Ow. She hit me with a stuffed animal... ><

Hey! you know if you put your hood up you can hear better?!? yup. I'm wearing my Class of 08 hoodie, and my varsity jacket. because carmens room is in the basement. damn this cold could freeze a peguin... >< And here she is in a mini skirt. Well, we just got done doing DDR too. so i guess shes still hot. I was so cold, i didnt even pull off my hoodie... >< but yea. Since me and alex went on break, he and laura are ofically an item. I'm almost relieved. She can deal with him.

If a guy doesnt want to be loyal, then he shouldnt bother dating... I kinda miss being able to talk to him though. We where like, best friends. oh well. At least I have carmen... Ha. and now shes quoting juliets line from the balcony scene. no wonder we're such good friends. I remeber all of romeo's lines. ha ha ha. Humm. well, my friday was really boring, and kinda lame because everyone felt the need to ask me if I "felt okay" But I hope everone elses was better! I want to say thanks for commenting though guys! you're really awesome!

-LHH-
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Thursday, February 1, 2007

   sleep
Listening to:
Some emo music my little sis is playing

Gah. so tired. I cant believe its Thursday already. That makes me sad. T.T Hummm... I called my boyfriend and told him we needed a break. its getting a bit too serious. after talking to him yesterday, I'm just too tired, and stressed, to risk another distraction from school. I feel sort of bad, sort of happy. I hate to admit it, but he gets on my nerves alot. Hummm other than that...

Carmen and I are planning on having a girls night in. just the 2 of us. Ever since the beginning of this year, we haven't been spending enough time together. Both of us are just so busy. I don't mind. Her mom is crazy. The last time I came over her mom glomped me. >< ha ha ha. it was funny. But yea. nothing but cheesy shojo manga, DDR, and old school Mario for us. Shes a bit of a yaoi addict, so its going to be hard trying to keep her on task. its not that I don't like yaoi, but its like soft-core Japanese funky cartoon porn to me. I told her that and she laughed. so yup. Hummm nothing much other than that... Is it just me or does it feel like everyone is getting really really tired? maybe its my age or something, I don't know, but man... I'm bummin it today.

PEACE!

-LHH-
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

   Update:
Listening to:
a recording of my audition for A' Capella jazz chior at school (it actually doesnt sound too bad)

So, My boyfriend and I agreed to dis agree. he called me, and said, that there where some things he was feeling, that he wanted to talk to me about. I told them, basically, that I was still mad at him. Then he told me he really loves me, and hes sorry.

gah. I cant stay mad at him. He came over with an ice cream cake from dairy queen, and our favorite kung fu movie. We snuggled up in the den, and talked until my jaw felt sore. I finally told him about how stressed I've been with school, and pressure from my parents, and about the fight with that girl yesterday. He told me that he had been planning something for a while, and that he wanted to show me.

I guess hes applying to xavier in Cincinnati with me too. but not after we do something first. He asked me to marry him. Thats why hes been taking extra hours at work. I guess he wasn't joking with the ring and the cheezy proposal at Christmas... I told him my parents would never go for it. they dont believe in marrying right after high school.

So we're planning on eloping in New Orleans. right after graduation. we wont tell anyone, just disappear for a few weeks. I know its really reckless, and youthful. But its also the only thing that seems right. I Havent given him a deffinate yes or no. it seems nice now, but, I need to think about 5 years down the road... ya know?

*sigh* damn. just when things seemed to be getting simple. silly me.

-LHH-
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   blah wierdo 'y' chromosome!
Listening to:
Emilie Autumn
Swallow

*yawn* just one of those days you know? thanks for the advice everyone! I decided to ask my boyfriend again, if he could drive me. but, it ended up turning into a fight. hes been acting so weird lately! I asked him, and he told me it was too big of a hassle, even if I where to give him gas money. Then I reminded him that he drives my friend laura home from school every day, and she lives further away from him than I do! and he doesn't even charge her gas money! well, he got mad at me, and claimed that I was forcing him to break up with me. I calmed down, and told him, not to talk like that. then he claimed I've been cheating on him, and he needed time to cool off!

I don't know. Its hasn't been sitting well with me all day. I talked to my friend Carmen on the phone. (Fallenfromgrace09) she says that hes cheating on me. but she also has a bit of a man hating problem. so I'm not quite sure. Laura is beautiful. tall, blond, model like. and I kinda got that vibe that he had a crush on her. I'm cool with it! I mean, everyone gets crushes. its what you do about them right? and we're still young, so it shouldn't matter much. We've been dating for... it will be 2 years this 4th of July. And I know him really well. And we where friends before that. if you add in the whole weird "dating on off" phase, its been 3 years.

So I trust him completely. and he should trust me. but there have been times... when we where still dating, and not technically boyfriend and girlfriend, he slept with this girl named Felicia at a party. I didn't make much of it, because we weren't really dating then. and even though I'm saving it for marriage, his sex life is his own business. And even though I personally LOATHE Felicia, it was when I really didn't have a say. But, for Christmas, he told me he wanted to marry me. He might have been Joking, but when you say something like that, it tells me that you're at least serious. I mean, I would never even dream of being disloyal. I would rather chew off my own arm. and everyone knows it. So for him to think that tells me something is up.

I honestly hope not. I joke around, and, we're not extremely serious, he's still my friend if nothing more. And we did have alot of fun together. it just bothers me that he cant even... Well, hes been calling my cellphone non stop since I got home, so that tells me, that hes at least thought about it. But he needs a bit more time to 'cool off' because I'm a little mad, and honestly a little hurt, that something as simple as a car ride, and escalate into such a big freggin mess. >< and guys say women are the complicated ones!!! >< sorry about the rant. So how is everyone else? better I hope!

-LHH-
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

   Gothic lolita
Listening to:
gothic lolita
Emilie Autumn

>< I got into a fight today. I really didn't mean to!!! honestly! its just, since my car broke down, I've had to take the bus, until it gets fixed. (meaning, until my lazy big brother fixes it for me. ><)but, I really really hate the kinds of people on my bus. I'm already kinda annoyed anyway, because I'm an upperclassmen, having to ride the bus with freshmen. And its nothing against the freshmen! I have alot of freshmen that are close friends! but yea, since my boyfriend is a TOOL and wont drive me home... I've had to deal with really annoying closed minded people.

But, I just got on the bus, pulled up my sun glasses, and listened to my hero Emilie Autumn. (her music is amazing! ^^) And this really annoying guy, that I knew from a few years, when we had A shop class together. began talking to me. I just rolled my eyes, and just said "look can you leave me alone?" well, he started raising hell, because, you know, damn me for not wanting to lower my IQ by talking to a guy who is a freshmen, for the 3RD FREAKING TIME.

And something about me, that usually, I'm withdrawn, and nice, but when I'm in a bad mood, just leave me alone. Well, his girlfriend started cursing at me, and finally I just stood up, and shouted at her to, and I quote, "shut the fuck up, you sound like a strangled ferret." she got angry, and yelled at me saying I said all freshmen where bad. I laughed and said, I dint say all freshemn where bad. she started to argue, and I said, I would use more eloquent vocabulary, like "distastefully ignorant" well, after about the 4th or 5th shot at her intelligence, she got mad, and followed me after I got off the bus, to "tell me off"

and thats when I punched her. She tried to scratch me, and I swung my bag, and nailed her across the jaw. her boyfriend jumped in, and broke it up saying a "fat assed bitch like that" (directed at me I suppose) just "wasn't worth it" *yawn* I kinda hurt my hand hitting her. and I have a scratch on my arm. but other than that, I'm just kinda blah. I don't feel like dealing with them anymore. so I'm going to once again, beg my boyfriend to drive me home. maybe bribe him with gas money, and free use of my x-box 360. hopefully that will work... >< so yea. I was wondering, have any of you guys gotten into a fight before?
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Monday, January 29, 2007

   *cough*
Listening to:
Constantine the movie
(its playing in the den)

*cough* stayed home from school today. I felt like crap when I woke up this morning. so my mom let me stay home. well, not without a little prideless begging on my part. ha ha

so this weekend was amazing. We all went to the movies. and saw epic movie. the movie its self was a bit... eh... not really amazingly funny. not amazingly bad. The only really insanely funny thing was one part when they're making fun of the Pirates of the Caribbean and this beastie boys music video, and there was nothing but bikini wearing she-pirates running around. my friend mike, was on the edge of his seat, mouth hanging open. we all where watching him, and when he caught us, he grabbed the tub of popcorn, and put it over his lap. yea, like we didn't know what was going through his mind... *rolls eyes*

once the movie was over we got into this Chinese torture chamber of a photo booth to get a few pictures. 5 long legged teenagers in a cardboard box... yea, that didn't hurt... it was pretty funny, because we had alot of people staring at us. well, no surprise... After that, we had some time to kill, so me and michi went to the arcade. we went on the tekken 4 game, and kicked the crap out of a couple of teenage boys that where there. ha ha ha. it was funny too. I went up there, and the guy was like "oh, I promise not to beat you too bad sweetie" don't say that to someone who won 2nd prize in the tekken tournament at the ikasucon anime convention. You'll be crying. I guess they got the wrong impression, because I'm only like, 5'4 and not too impressive looking. And, yea. we beat em up real good. then one of them asked for michi's number. >< lame... so that was my weekend. how was everyone else's?



Copy of the picture we got in the Chinese torture chamber photo booth. from left to right, me, michi, then back row, jessica, emily, and mike. ><

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