Thursday, February 2, 2006

   eh... feeling kinda pointless
egggg...

*koff* feeling sooo crappy. I have this horiable cold, thats going into bronchitius. crap. if I'm not careful, I might have to go to the hospital again. every time I get an upper respratory infection I have to go to the hopital because I only have 1 lung, and I'f I get pneumania I could die. which really sucks. but oh well... no skin off my back.

humm well I got my report card I GOT ALL PASSING GRADES!!!! YES! *does happy dance* hellz yea, lizzie gets her licence, I get to get my nose pierced, and I'm taking martial arts again. *koff* I still feel sick though. *glare*

I hate feeling sick. I know how I got it. my cousins spent the weekend at my house, I've been stressing out over exams, and I got this new video game, (doom 3 hell yea) so I've been living off cheedios, red bull, skittles, and pocky. plus I've been staying up till` 3 in the morning. so mabye it was destened to happen that my immune system would crash.

*shrug* oh well. dont care... *takes a sip of coke* well I must go... I've been putting off checking my e-mail. *sigh* see ya!

-kari-chan-
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Monday, January 9, 2006

   *yawn*
well at school. hehe my computer died over the weekend. it was complete and utter chaos. It took 3 different people to fix it. and lol.. it was insane! we had like 32 virius's!!! *screams* it was crazy!!! but we got it done. found out my dad downloaded this spyware thing. *gurr* if its free to download offline, 9 times outta 10 its very very bad.

*sigh* dumb ass!!! well chillin.. doing all my studying. exams are next week. *yawn* its insane... lol, but I am passing all my damn classes!!! WOOO HOOO!!! *pumps fist* lol

well must go. lol^-^

-much love

-kari
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Thursday, January 5, 2006

   bloody exams!!!
hey all... *yawn* I absoutley hate exams! with a passion. at the library right now. I should be researching sacco and vendiii lol but I havent up dated in like a yera... so yea.

humm... well... not much going on right now. spent new years at the monistary. twas awesome. remeber chinese new year the 29th heck yes! *pumps fist* well... oh got an ipod fro christmas. jammed packed with samori shamploo and cowboy bebop. of corse!!!

humm well must go... have to study.

much love

-kari
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Friday, November 4, 2005

   to ryan, my kick ass irish rocker soldier
I miss you baby, a hella `va lot more than you prolly know. I feel like just screaming, because you miles and miles away. I miss you phone calls at 3 in the morning. I miss hearing the story about how you got that scar that looks like japan on your knee. I miss that really funny story about how you and alex went to new york, and you came back with alex missing a testicle and you comming back with 300 bucks and a sore ass. (I never knew you could get gang rapped by pigons in bufflo) lol I miss those lazy summer days when you would lay on your back by the lake, and let me count all your tattoo's even though I've memorized every single one (12 tat's 4 piercings) I miss how you baby talk to your dog, even though that poor mutt has been deaf for years. I miss your gauged ears, your pierced lip, you talent for singing random songs at the perfect time. ryan, even though you're in iraq, your well missed here. come christmas, I'm gonna wrap both arms around you and cry untill you tell me your never going back. I miss you man. I love you <

-from you little rockin` lizzie
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Wednesday, November 2, 2005

   just woke up
humm just woke up. been feeling kinda crappy. This whole thing with my friend dustin getting into a car wreak and dying kinda puts a lotta things in perspective for me. *sigh* I miss feeling closer to god. I donno why, but it feels like I dont fit in any relgion anymore.

his funeral is next week. Me and joe are going. joe cried all 3rd pierod after I started crying. *sigh* and I've been swamped to do request pictures for danni and aly and kiki and jessica... *sigh* this week sucks.

(hopeing to feel at least a little better...)

-kumiko
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

   *yawn*
*yawn* yay yo

lol I'm happy. even though I'm sick again. just a cold this week, thank god. lol anyway I'm passing all my classes and I'm really close to a c in algebra (a really great thing for me) and a b in biology. (a really really great thing)

humm... *thinks* well this whole sweet 16 birthday has been looming over my head for a while. who to invite, where to have it. I'm realy not looking foward to planning it. speaking of, tiffany is having he sweet 16 this november 5. we're going shopping for it next sunday, since I'm assistant planner or what ever.

hummm ohh that feels nice. My moms doing my hair, since its getting nappy and what not. this gel stuff. its kinda cold, so it feels really good. gotta go. luv ya'll

-liz

(p.s. if any one can find this manga shooting star can they lend it to me or scan the pictures or something? I guess its this artists portrayl of cowboy bebop. I guess spike is way hot, and ed actually looks like a girl. creepy. I cant imagine ed with boobs. it scares me.)
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

   `effing crap...
wow I get a 3 day weekend to feel like complete crap. `effin atmosphere. it too `effin sunny. I want it sad and depressing, and I wanna see those little birdies in those little trees who are singing a little song to drop dead. oh and I want the company manager of who ever owns this adultonlinechat.com to be tied up in my basement right now, so I can take a baseball bat to that sonna va bitch who thought it was a good idea to send those innapropiate pop ups to my `effing computer.

*sigh* my entire week hasent been going very well. in about a week grades are comming out. and its becomming very appearent to me that I've been slacking off again. -.- I think I can pull it outta my ass though. *sigh* it just feels like everytime I try to be nice, or force myself to be happy, something horriable happens.

take for example, homecoming. I had lots of fun, and enjoyed my self quite nicely, but as I had predicted, all my friends "somehow" broke up with thier boyfriends. ALL AT THE SAME `EFFIN TIME!!! so I feel like some `effin mother hen here, going from one friend to the other, trying to console them, and trying to help them salvage a scrap of thier love life, while finding it hard to proove mine even exists. which it doesnt. my love like is like big foot. mostly a legend, but those pitiful fools (like my friends) believe its true.

*sigh* well its just micah is back from homeschool, and hes in tiffs lunch. which means I have another temptation to skip my algebra class. you see, as I'm finding out I've gotten my self into a really big mess. I mean good girls only like bad boys, and the same goes for me. he smokes he drinks, oh and he was in juvie with my friend helen. oh joy. well on thursday I skipped algebra to see him. not a freggin word. and hes hangging otu with the hoods. oh joy.

so yea, tiff is like- "yea hes always trying to call you youre just never home!" ha no thats not it. you see I have a cell phone thats on 24/7 and he has my cell. on top of that I'm always at absolute music, buying pics for my guitar, and playing on the way cool amps they have set up in the basement. (oh man they had this gibson guitar in there on tuesday, that I fell in love with. I practically cried as I played... it was so smooth and ohh... the sound... and man it was just so drool worthy) but yea any way he cant use that execuse, or tiffany cant use that execure because I see him hanging out next door at this variety store called foys. and on top of that if he isnt cussing or spitting or smoking, hes making out with this chick called falicia. I hate her. I hate him.

GAAAA!!!! *stamps feet down and rips out hair* GOD DAMNIT!!! I still like him!!! hes soo freggin sexy, and hes just such a bad boy! hes even got that classic bad boy smirk... *flops down on grownd* I think I'm just gonna kill my self. thats easiest. *sigh* man this sucks. I hate when I like someone. I mean its nice and all, having a crush on someone, and dating. I mean the comsept is right on! its cool. but I just dont like guys having that much power over me. I dont like anyone having that much power over me. the ability to make me blush and halt what I'm doing in my busy life to take care of someone who may or may not return my feelings is something I cant deal with. *sigh* I think I'm gonna shoot myself in the face.

well that and I have a cold again. my stomach hurts too. -.- but I never go to the nurse anymore, because I wanna be nice and take care of my friends so called "needs" like helping them deal with a cheating boyfriend and crap. then I never tell them how I feel or what is going on with me because I dont want to concern them.

*sigh*

being nice fucking sucks ass.

-a very tired very stressed out liz-
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

*yawn*
so a bunch of stuff has happened since I last updated. ^-^ the biggest news,



I convinced my mom to get a lizard. *grin* its soo cool, his name is dashel willam ross, and he is a gecko. ^-^ I love this little guy! hes soo cute, and hes really fast, hence the name dash. ^-^ aww and he loves to sit on the computer screen and watch you type. hes watching me right now. but yea its cool.

uhh second, homecoming was last saturday. my dress was so cool. as soon as I find my camera I'll put my pictures on here. ^-^ happiness yo. micah wasnt there, because he was to busy screwing my next door neighbor. ass hole. >.< gurr... I hate guys like that. but my neighbors easy, and hes really only out to get laied, so I guess it was better to get let down now, then go out with him and get stood up, or felt up. eathier way it was better to find out this way than further down the line. I got my picture with nick instead. tiff, my friend says it looked really good. ^-^ I cant wait it get it back.

well, I better get off, sorry for suck a short update, but I'm sick again, and I have a biology report due thursday. humm I'm starting to get kinda worried. I think I have a weak ammune system or something, because it seems like I'm always sick these days. lucy its only the flu today...

^-^ well gotta go
! see ya!!!

-kumi-chan-


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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

   owwww
ow my face hurts. I got this big ass shiner dude. -.- I oficaly hate mosh pits now. see, ya'll know how I went to this gigantic concert on sunday? well, me and all my brillance, decided to go all out during my favorite band hawthorne hights, just because. well, as it turn'd out, I went crowd surfing, got dropped, and got kicked in the stomach, I saw micah, while I was crowd surfing, called out his name, and got hit in the back. then as I got up to the front of the stage, I decided to walk back. because crowd surfing hurts ya know? well, as I was walking back, this huge mosh pit opened up infront of me, and I got punched in the face by this random dude.

well I punched him back, and His lip ring caught on my butterfly ring, and I ripped it out. and after all that, I was too busy in the medical tent to talk to micah!!! *gurr* but its ok. the guy who punched me appearently had a ring on too. so I have a cross shaped bruse indent thing on my cheek...

*humph* OH!!! and did I mention? PICTURE DAY IS TOMARROW, AND i GOT THIS BIG THROBBING RETARDED SHINER!!! I DONT WANNA GO DOWN IN THE YEARBOOK AS A BRUSER!!! *sniffle* I just bruse easy. i really isnt as bad as it looks. -.- I feel like crying. *sigh* well I am cursed after all. I havent had 1 good picture day ever. I always get hit, or a zit, or I get some brocli in my teeth, even though its been years since I've had brocli... *sigh* this sucks...

^-^ but I did call micah today. called him yesterday too. and I didnt hang up when someone anwsered the phone. ^-^ I'm starting to get a little more courage!!! ohh and the high school is having a car wash on october 1st. it'll be kinda cold, but its cool. I get to stand on the corner holding up a sign and acting like a whore!!! a little gils greatest dream. lol

well, I'm gonna get some more ice, hopefully at least some of the swelling will go down by tomarrow!

-peace love and food ya'll!!-

kumiko-chan
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Sunday, September 18, 2005

   smut...

Currently Reading-
The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty (Sleeping Beauty)
By A. N. Roquelaure, Anne Rice


*sigh* I've gone to the dark side. *cry* I'm reading anne rice smut. *wail* but I cant help it!!! its soo good!!! lol I mean this book has some wayy messed up shit in here, like spanking and whips and shit. but I just cant put it down! -.- Oh well... a little smut never hurt anyone.

lol, well I"m going to leave for x-fest in about... *checks watch* and hour or so. I still need to pick up janson. then we're all going out to see seether, hawthorne hights, and a bunch of other bands. *does happy dance* I'm excited. *grin* I'm just happy I get to go out this weekend. I'm just tired of staying inside all the time.

*yawn* well I wont get home till around midnight because after the bands, I"m going out to play laser-tag. ^-^

see ya'll later!!!

-kumiko
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