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• EL Lizzo Don Porvalentino VII
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• I was like... 2...(sailor moon hoocked me )
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• fushigi yuugi, FLCL, chobits, ceres, inuyasha, full metal alchmist, azumanga daioh, trigun, cowboy bebop, sailor moon, fruits basket, card captor sakura, yu-gi-oh, pretear, arjuna, avatar, wolfs rain, full metal panic, saiyuki, naruto, gravi, and, DN ange
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• hummm *thinking* I would love to go to africa, and help out the red cross with AIDS relief efforts... umm oh and to graduate high school with honors!!!
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• I love playing and listening to music, oh I like designing outfits. umm cooking, playing video games, fueling my insominia, by watching kung fu movies at 3 in the morning, and Playing Sports, mostly tennis, and daydreaming
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• playing trumpet, drawing, dancing, writing, running, I'm really flexiable... ummm I'm good at falling over my own feet.
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
amazingly amazing
My bones have shattered
My pride lay shattered
and all in the mist of this self inflected pain,
I think I see my beautiful rescue...
Feeling amazingly amazing right now. its really nice to know your wanted sometimes. it really is. I mean, I don't beg for attention. Sure, I usually end up being in the middle, because I'm loud, and flamboyant. but to truly know you're wanted... needed... its nice. just to hear about how much people care about you. it just feels like, no matter what happens. who happens to hurt me, or what happens to me, as long as I have those few special people in my life, I can get through anything, and it will all turn up fantastically.
they took me in... broken. spoiled... isolated... and they saw all these horrible things in me... and they accepted them. I wasn't whole... and they dint care. they helped me find those broken pieces, and helped me fit them together again... they took me in, sheltered me. I feel so amazing to have people that care for me in such a way, that they see my faults, and love them for what they are...
It could be nothing more than a comforting smile, or an inside joke, that just reminds me, that I do have people that care for me. I feel so thankful, that sometimes... I'm almost guilty. I don't do enough to repay them for their kindness. Sometimes, I feel like I could rip out my kidney, and it wouldn't be enough to equal the amount of happiness they bring me everyday of my life. all I can do is spoil them, and thank them. hug them every day, and smile at them. its not nearly enough... but I know they'd never ask for anything more than me as a person. thats what I'll give them! my boyfriend, my best friends... They'll get every bit of me. I love them all so much. this is really the first time I've been this happy in a long time.
its just nice to know you're appreciated...
-lizzo
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