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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-12-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• states. nuff said
Member Since
• 2005-03-30
Occupation
• student
Real Name
• EL Lizzo Don Porvalentino VII

Personal

Achievements
• I'd say, getting out of bed every morning. hummm And startng my baby, known as Dizzylogic.com
Anime Fan Since
• I was like... 2...(sailor moon hoocked me )
Favorite Anime
• fushigi yuugi, FLCL, chobits, ceres, inuyasha, full metal alchmist, azumanga daioh, trigun, cowboy bebop, sailor moon, fruits basket, card captor sakura, yu-gi-oh, pretear, arjuna, avatar, wolfs rain, full metal panic, saiyuki, naruto, gravi, and, DN ange
Goals
• hummm *thinking* I would love to go to africa, and help out the red cross with AIDS relief efforts... umm oh and to graduate high school with honors!!!
Hobbies
• I love playing and listening to music, oh I like designing outfits. umm cooking, playing video games, fueling my insominia, by watching kung fu movies at 3 in the morning, and Playing Sports, mostly tennis, and daydreaming
Talents
• playing trumpet, drawing, dancing, writing, running, I'm really flexiable... ummm I'm good at falling over my own feet.

myOtaku.com: LyingHereInHeaven

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

blah wierdo 'y' chromosome!
Listening to:
Emilie Autumn
Swallow

*yawn* just one of those days you know? thanks for the advice everyone! I decided to ask my boyfriend again, if he could drive me. but, it ended up turning into a fight. hes been acting so weird lately! I asked him, and he told me it was too big of a hassle, even if I where to give him gas money. Then I reminded him that he drives my friend laura home from school every day, and she lives further away from him than I do! and he doesn't even charge her gas money! well, he got mad at me, and claimed that I was forcing him to break up with me. I calmed down, and told him, not to talk like that. then he claimed I've been cheating on him, and he needed time to cool off!

I don't know. Its hasn't been sitting well with me all day. I talked to my friend Carmen on the phone. (Fallenfromgrace09) she says that hes cheating on me. but she also has a bit of a man hating problem. so I'm not quite sure. Laura is beautiful. tall, blond, model like. and I kinda got that vibe that he had a crush on her. I'm cool with it! I mean, everyone gets crushes. its what you do about them right? and we're still young, so it shouldn't matter much. We've been dating for... it will be 2 years this 4th of July. And I know him really well. And we where friends before that. if you add in the whole weird "dating on off" phase, its been 3 years.

So I trust him completely. and he should trust me. but there have been times... when we where still dating, and not technically boyfriend and girlfriend, he slept with this girl named Felicia at a party. I didn't make much of it, because we weren't really dating then. and even though I'm saving it for marriage, his sex life is his own business. And even though I personally LOATHE Felicia, it was when I really didn't have a say. But, for Christmas, he told me he wanted to marry me. He might have been Joking, but when you say something like that, it tells me that you're at least serious. I mean, I would never even dream of being disloyal. I would rather chew off my own arm. and everyone knows it. So for him to think that tells me something is up.

I honestly hope not. I joke around, and, we're not extremely serious, he's still my friend if nothing more. And we did have alot of fun together. it just bothers me that he cant even... Well, hes been calling my cellphone non stop since I got home, so that tells me, that hes at least thought about it. But he needs a bit more time to 'cool off' because I'm a little mad, and honestly a little hurt, that something as simple as a car ride, and escalate into such a big freggin mess. >< and guys say women are the complicated ones!!! >< sorry about the rant. So how is everyone else? better I hope!

-LHH-
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