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Wednesday, January 31, 2007


   Update:
Listening to:
a recording of my audition for A' Capella jazz chior at school (it actually doesnt sound too bad)

So, My boyfriend and I agreed to dis agree. he called me, and said, that there where some things he was feeling, that he wanted to talk to me about. I told them, basically, that I was still mad at him. Then he told me he really loves me, and hes sorry.

gah. I cant stay mad at him. He came over with an ice cream cake from dairy queen, and our favorite kung fu movie. We snuggled up in the den, and talked until my jaw felt sore. I finally told him about how stressed I've been with school, and pressure from my parents, and about the fight with that girl yesterday. He told me that he had been planning something for a while, and that he wanted to show me.

I guess hes applying to xavier in Cincinnati with me too. but not after we do something first. He asked me to marry him. Thats why hes been taking extra hours at work. I guess he wasn't joking with the ring and the cheezy proposal at Christmas... I told him my parents would never go for it. they dont believe in marrying right after high school.

So we're planning on eloping in New Orleans. right after graduation. we wont tell anyone, just disappear for a few weeks. I know its really reckless, and youthful. But its also the only thing that seems right. I Havent given him a deffinate yes or no. it seems nice now, but, I need to think about 5 years down the road... ya know?

*sigh* damn. just when things seemed to be getting simple. silly me.

-LHH-

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