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Friday, July 22, 2005
the inside of confusion chapter 1
"Love is blinding. It makes you do stupid things, it makes you make mistakes. You can only hope you don't mess up so bad, that those mistakes unravel you. Because then, you might just lose the one you have lost it all for. And you don't want that. You have to say things you're scared to say, and do things you're not sure you should do. There are those who think they are saying everything they need to, but sometimes, there is the misinterpretation. Oh, misinterpretatioons. Horrible incidents..."
-blaize zabini 7th year
sometimes its hard to admit you've become weak...
when you've lost everything, that would ever be considered pure...
your mother, your identy, your normality...
and you manage to wear your mask all the same.
cold, unfeeling, reluctant to trust. your heart has become stone.
yet...
your face still smiles.
you still laugh.
you forget to cry
you only emotions, are anger, and happiness.
but suddenly, your mask falls off. in one single night, you relize, your mother is dead, and so is your father. not only that, but a man most close to you. like a grandfather. all gone. and the only reason you cry, the only reason you break down... is because you saught, and executed revenge. you regained your fathers honor, by destroying his killer. you've done something many people can never do. yet you weap over thier loss.
why?
because you realize now, you have killed. drenched in blood, you weap, and you imagine the horrified faces of the on lookers. your friends and family. all in the room with you, backing away slowly, petrified of you. but as you slowly look up into the faces, you notice something strange. though grave, thier eyes flash compassion, understanding, and love.
why?
"you did what you had to do. you killed the death eater who had killed your father." lupin whispered. Rose looked up, the nights cold summer breeze filtered through the open windows in the hospital wing of hogworts. she felt warm, comfotring srms snake around her sholders. she looked up to see fred weasly, hugging her from behind, as her shivers of grief, and coldness, melted away. "I would have done worse. much worse, had I been in your shoes. its nothing to be ashamed of. and nothing to grive over" fred whispered in her ear.
she sighed and looked to harry, his hands clutching the locket that rightfully belonged to her. "Harry, mum an dad are happy. I can feel it" she gave a weak smile, and fred helped her to a bed. harry couldnt help but smile a little, and hand her the broken locket. "your right, the brave and noble criminal siruis black, and the dashingly beautyful latin quidditch star esperanza martinez, are smiling from somewhere up there..." kiki flint whispered, from the bed next to her.
Rose smiled gently, and pulled out a cut, and bloody hand, and clasped her friends pale, and shaking one. "your right, they're smiling, and I'm sure, my mums protecting draco, even if my father objects." kiki gave a husky laugh, as did everyone else, and the last thing rose felt before she fell asleep, was the warm lips of fred weasly, kissing her fore head gently.
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so thats it... lol this is more for stephanie than any one, cuz she wants to do a harry potter story so bad. if you havent guessed yet this is kinda a prolouge thing... lol see ya'll later!!!
-kari
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