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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
some random story that popped in my head...
`ello all!
ok... well yea, so I am a slave to time warner, I have thier Ultimate package. 1000 cable channels, HBO, and all those movie channels, the soccer channel, the tennis channel, anime network on demand (*sigh* my one true love) and a buncha others. As well as around 120 music channels, including this wicked awesome techno channel, called dance hits. its awesome, and what it does, is play the song, and pop up random trrvia about the song, and this one, I'm sure many are fimular with, called "I gotta get through this." ohhh I love it so.
but in the random trivia, it said that the dude who wrote and sang it, wrote the song while walking to his best friends house, to profess his love for her. and I was touched. things like that just never seem to happen anymore, and, now this is absoulty no offence ment for any guys, I am in no way a femminist wacko who hates all things with a y chromosome. its just not like that, but it just seems to me, like all the guys I know personally, are total jerks in love, who ither see nothing but sex when they meet a pretty girl, or they exepect the girl to do everything, like exepress thier feelings.
and oh my god! do you know how hard it is to tell someone you like them? or even worse... tell them you love them?!? its the absoulte best worst feeling of passionate raw fear, and hate, and love... happy, angry, embarrased, feeling sexy... you go insane just thnking about stuff!
like, what if they dont feel the same? what if they do? what if he yells at me and calls me a slut or something? or what if he pulls me up in a passionate cheesy movie kiss? what if what if what if!!! you can drive your self crazy just trying to plan out what you're going to say!!! heh its soo stressful.
but yea, I was inspired to write a story. tell me what you think about it. I'd like some feed back.
-hikari
"Kya... if you keep pacing back and forth lie that you're gonna wear a hole in my rug." Kya paused from her thinking, and looked up, at her two guy friends lounging out in the couch across from her. "oh sorry mio, akaro... I'm just..." she let her sentence to fade in the air, as her worried mind began to wonder. "you're just worried because your going to profess you love to him..." mio finished for her. she nodded lightly, and sat at her friends feet, rubbing her temples. "you know, I though the hardest part was admitting to my self, that I loved him... its taken me years to do that... but now, here I am, ready to drill my head into that fireplace, just over telling him something, I've been saying for years..." she trailed off again, and stared at the roaring fire, resting snuggly, in the fireplace of her friends home.
"Yes, but you do know that those words hold new meaning now." akaro spoke wisely, sating at the fire too. Mio smiled brightly, and rubbed the back of kya's blonde head, as he leaned back into akaro's lap, twirling his fingers, in akaros long dark hair. "thats very true akaro sweetie!!! I remeber it was super ultra hard for me to tell you I loved you!!!" he said happily. Kya chuckled, and looked at her friend mio, his bright red hair, and warm brown eyes... no one would have figured he could be gay. "yes but you do remeber, you asked to have sex with me, before you said you loved me." akaro said gantly, wrapping his arms around mio's waist, and alouing mio to rest his head in the crook of akaros neck. kya smiled gently, and imagined doing the same with the man she loved. Kyo...
with his shaggy blonde hair... happy warm green eyes... tan honey skin... Kya hugged her self, closing her eyes gently, to soak in the feeling. he was forbidden... by all laws of common belief. he was her forbidden love. but she urned to taste the sweet apple of sin. she wanted to kiss him deeply, longly, sweetly. kiss every inch of him. exeplore his flesh that rightfully belonged to her when he gave her his heart. To simply rub her cheek over his neck, his chest, his arms, his kands. she wanted toclose her eyes, and lay so close to him, so that she felt his breath, carress the fine hairs of her cheek. feel his eyelashes kiss her forehead, as she slep in the warm embrase of his loving arms. Kya felt a shudder run through her bones, and she almost felt his arms arms aroud her...
and she heard a knock on thw door. she knew it was him.
her twin brother.
her taste of sin.
-kari
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