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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-12-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• states. nuff said
Member Since
• 2005-03-30
Occupation
• student
Real Name
• EL Lizzo Don Porvalentino VII

Personal

Achievements
• I'd say, getting out of bed every morning. hummm And startng my baby, known as Dizzylogic.com
Anime Fan Since
• I was like... 2...(sailor moon hoocked me )
Favorite Anime
• fushigi yuugi, FLCL, chobits, ceres, inuyasha, full metal alchmist, azumanga daioh, trigun, cowboy bebop, sailor moon, fruits basket, card captor sakura, yu-gi-oh, pretear, arjuna, avatar, wolfs rain, full metal panic, saiyuki, naruto, gravi, and, DN ange
Goals
• hummm *thinking* I would love to go to africa, and help out the red cross with AIDS relief efforts... umm oh and to graduate high school with honors!!!
Hobbies
• I love playing and listening to music, oh I like designing outfits. umm cooking, playing video games, fueling my insominia, by watching kung fu movies at 3 in the morning, and Playing Sports, mostly tennis, and daydreaming
Talents
• playing trumpet, drawing, dancing, writing, running, I'm really flexiable... ummm I'm good at falling over my own feet.

myOtaku.com: LyingHereInHeaven

Saturday, October 15, 2005

`effing crap...
wow I get a 3 day weekend to feel like complete crap. `effin atmosphere. it too `effin sunny. I want it sad and depressing, and I wanna see those little birdies in those little trees who are singing a little song to drop dead. oh and I want the company manager of who ever owns this adultonlinechat.com to be tied up in my basement right now, so I can take a baseball bat to that sonna va bitch who thought it was a good idea to send those innapropiate pop ups to my `effing computer.

*sigh* my entire week hasent been going very well. in about a week grades are comming out. and its becomming very appearent to me that I've been slacking off again. -.- I think I can pull it outta my ass though. *sigh* it just feels like everytime I try to be nice, or force myself to be happy, something horriable happens.

take for example, homecoming. I had lots of fun, and enjoyed my self quite nicely, but as I had predicted, all my friends "somehow" broke up with thier boyfriends. ALL AT THE SAME `EFFIN TIME!!! so I feel like some `effin mother hen here, going from one friend to the other, trying to console them, and trying to help them salvage a scrap of thier love life, while finding it hard to proove mine even exists. which it doesnt. my love like is like big foot. mostly a legend, but those pitiful fools (like my friends) believe its true.

*sigh* well its just micah is back from homeschool, and hes in tiffs lunch. which means I have another temptation to skip my algebra class. you see, as I'm finding out I've gotten my self into a really big mess. I mean good girls only like bad boys, and the same goes for me. he smokes he drinks, oh and he was in juvie with my friend helen. oh joy. well on thursday I skipped algebra to see him. not a freggin word. and hes hangging otu with the hoods. oh joy.

so yea, tiff is like- "yea hes always trying to call you youre just never home!" ha no thats not it. you see I have a cell phone thats on 24/7 and he has my cell. on top of that I'm always at absolute music, buying pics for my guitar, and playing on the way cool amps they have set up in the basement. (oh man they had this gibson guitar in there on tuesday, that I fell in love with. I practically cried as I played... it was so smooth and ohh... the sound... and man it was just so drool worthy) but yea any way he cant use that execuse, or tiffany cant use that execure because I see him hanging out next door at this variety store called foys. and on top of that if he isnt cussing or spitting or smoking, hes making out with this chick called falicia. I hate her. I hate him.

GAAAA!!!! *stamps feet down and rips out hair* GOD DAMNIT!!! I still like him!!! hes soo freggin sexy, and hes just such a bad boy! hes even got that classic bad boy smirk... *flops down on grownd* I think I'm just gonna kill my self. thats easiest. *sigh* man this sucks. I hate when I like someone. I mean its nice and all, having a crush on someone, and dating. I mean the comsept is right on! its cool. but I just dont like guys having that much power over me. I dont like anyone having that much power over me. the ability to make me blush and halt what I'm doing in my busy life to take care of someone who may or may not return my feelings is something I cant deal with. *sigh* I think I'm gonna shoot myself in the face.

well that and I have a cold again. my stomach hurts too. -.- but I never go to the nurse anymore, because I wanna be nice and take care of my friends so called "needs" like helping them deal with a cheating boyfriend and crap. then I never tell them how I feel or what is going on with me because I dont want to concern them.

*sigh*

being nice fucking sucks ass.

-a very tired very stressed out liz-
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