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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-12-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• states. nuff said
Member Since
• 2005-03-30
Occupation
• student
Real Name
• EL Lizzo Don Porvalentino VII

Personal

Achievements
• I'd say, getting out of bed every morning. hummm And startng my baby, known as Dizzylogic.com
Anime Fan Since
• I was like... 2...(sailor moon hoocked me )
Favorite Anime
• fushigi yuugi, FLCL, chobits, ceres, inuyasha, full metal alchmist, azumanga daioh, trigun, cowboy bebop, sailor moon, fruits basket, card captor sakura, yu-gi-oh, pretear, arjuna, avatar, wolfs rain, full metal panic, saiyuki, naruto, gravi, and, DN ange
Goals
• hummm *thinking* I would love to go to africa, and help out the red cross with AIDS relief efforts... umm oh and to graduate high school with honors!!!
Hobbies
• I love playing and listening to music, oh I like designing outfits. umm cooking, playing video games, fueling my insominia, by watching kung fu movies at 3 in the morning, and Playing Sports, mostly tennis, and daydreaming
Talents
• playing trumpet, drawing, dancing, writing, running, I'm really flexiable... ummm I'm good at falling over my own feet.

myOtaku.com: LyingHereInHeaven

Monday, January 8, 2007

jumping off the tops of buildings
Listening to:
Gloria
Acceptance

been dealing with stuff. been loving stuff. Normal really. My exams are comming up this wendsday. I'm not too nervous. I'm pretty good at taking tests. I'm only dreading the open campus. I used to love it, but I'm finding my self dreading nay free time. Mostly because my mother is slowly driving me insane. Shes going through this kind of pre-empty nest syndrome. I told her about me going to college in georgia, and shes already going through withdrawls.

I wish she'd stop. I mean, I love her, she gave birth to me, but much like the other parents of my generation, she found work more important than raising me, so now both she and my father are getting older, and realizing that thier kids childhood was wasted on a nanny, and an expensive house in california. I love my parents, but thier not very good parents. They're more worried about thier work. Not thier kids. And now thier realising it, and trying to regain time thats wasted away, and not truely thiers.

I'm 17. almost 18. I live like I'm a single adult anyway. When I wake up, my parents are at work. When I come home thier at work. they dont come home untill around 7, by then I've already cooked dinner, and made sure my little sisters homework is done. They'll complain about thier day, never asking about mine. Then, its like, my 17th birthday hit, and they realized how old I really am. and how little they know me.

I guess I should be the kind duituful daughter, and go to college at my parents alma matter, marry one of thier friends sons, and waste away in thier home town. but I'd rather live my own life. I don't owe them anything. so, as I see it, I dont need to listen to them. parents or not, they didnt have a large part in raising me other than forking the bill. so when my mom gets all teary eyed, and begs me to stay, I can only look at her with disgust, and ask her what shes honestly done for me.

she doesnt even know me.

*sigh* sorry, so many rants. not enough happy. I promise a nicer update soon. ha ha ha

-lizzo
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