Friday, January 19, 2007

   BUUUUYAAAHHH!!!!!

WHEE!! I can fly, I really can ^^ more will be explained in the post ^^ time: 10.05-10.53 am CET mood: stormy *grins* physical condition: just fine today ^^ manga: I just finished on Battle Vixens 2 and I plan to start Battle Club volume one later today or this weekend ^^ (they're from the same creator w00t for exploding clothes and massive fighting scenes) song: I Am-Train or at least, I think it's called I Am.. weather: sunny, bright, nice breeze: calm after the storm gotta go let my cat back inside, gimme a sec ^^ ok, I'm all set, lets get on with the post ^^ yesterday, we had the heaviest storm since october 2002 in the Netherlands.. and I LOVED it!!! I had so much fun hehe ^^ mostly it was about watching people almost getting blown over tee-hee ^^ well, let me start at the beginning of my day.. I had trouble waking up, but eventually I dragged myself out of bed and got ready to go to the bus. at that time it was a bit windy and it was raining, not too bad. I got to the bus, still half sleeping and pretty much soaked, though I would learn later that day that that morning was nothing.. right, so in the bus, I fell asleep again. I usually can't sleep in busses no matter what, so this should show how damn tired I was. but I didn't really notice that I was falling asleep.. so you can imagine my surprise when at the endstop, I was tapped on my shoulder and vaguely heard a voice telling me to wake up.. turns out it was the busdriver and everyone had gotten off the bus already >_< D'oh! ow well, I should be happy he woke me up hehe ^^ got into the subway, nothing special happened there.. got to school, with a bit of trouble. let me explain ^^ the school is in Rotterdam. it's next to a piece of pretty much open water (part of a harbor if I'm not mistaken) and all the buildings are HUGE! I'm not kidding, they're high (for Dutch standards that is...) so the street you have to cross to get from the subwaystation to the school is in the middle of these huge buildings and points directly towards that piece of water. three guesses where the wind goes to... exactly, right into your face. I have to say, it's breathtaking. litterally. but it's fun ^^ I got into the school without much harm. only had to stop once in order not to be blown right back to the subwaystation.. inside the school was where things truly became fun ^^ cause well, it's always more fun to see other people struggling with the wind ^^ especially when two of my projectgroup members came, one of them almost got blown over, was holding on very tightly to the other, who was in turn holding on to a metal fence thingy ^^ and both were laughing their asses off hehe ^^ anywho, inside the building we didn't have much trouble with the wind. just the occasional shakings and sounds of a storm brewing outside. also, it was actually a very lovely sight to see the waves and the water coming up in the harbor ^^ we finished up the project so YAY!! didn't take too much effort, if you don't count the complete absense of a working colorprinter in the school *sighs* eventually, we got things working with some help from the Servicedesk and that immediately caused a lot of people to ask us how we did it *laughs* gotta love project-deadline-day ^^ but then came the even more fun part ^^ we had to hand in our documents in the other building further down the street *grins* the part you have to walk from the main building to that building is an extend of the road from the Erasmusbridge, so loads of wind comes down there ^^ and we were lucky enough that we didn't have to go against the wind, but along with it WHEEEEE!!!! running is fun, especially when you can't stop anymore and you actually have to lean back to not fall over ^^ but it made me think, maybe Douglas Adams is right and the knack to flying is indeed falling and then failing to hit the ground..(Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy reference, read it already you guys!!) would've tried it out if I wasn't scared to hit my face on the pavement *laughs* me and Ben were having the best time of our lives, Carola (another classmate) however, kept looking very much like death was right behind us.. even though she kept denying that she was scared hehe. after handing in our stuff, it was time to get to the subway again and this was even more fun ^^ about ten feet with one skip and the feeling that you could get blown away any second ^^ gotta love it ne? so I was skipping while Carola was yelling at me to be careful ^^ I decided to go a bit slower when I noticed her having trouble staying upright ^^ now, the subway I have to take in order to get to my bus (or school, in the opposite direction) goes above the ground for most of the way *huge grin* so we were already swaying and stuff while the thing was driving.. and then, someone pulled open a window *laughs* it sounded like the subway was going to explode or something and everyone was yelling while I was laughing my ass off hehe ^^ the busride home was quiet, if you don't count the freaking bus breaking down a few miles before my stop!! what happened? I'm not exactly sure, but just when we got off of the freeway, the door popped open and wouldn't close anymore.. and when the door's open, them freakin' busses can't drive anymore!! we were lucky enough that there was a tourbus just passing by at that moment and the driver decided to take us to the main busstation in my town from where we could find our way home. so all the people from the bus had to step into another bus in the middle of the road, while the line of cars behind the two busses was getting bigger and bigger.. at the busstation, it turned out that the only bus that would pass my stop wouldn't be coming for the next fifty minutes, so I decided to walk home.. FUN!! (that one's sarcasm) by that time, the storm was getting worse, rain hurts when it's blown into your face with about 60 miles an hour.. I hid in a nearby mall for a few minutes to call my mom and ask her to look up a dry, well, everything for me and explain the situation. by the time I got home, the only thing that seemed left dry was my underwear, I don't think I've ever been that wet in my life (no pervy thoughts!!! *glares at Silver*) so I took a nice warm shower and got into some comfy warm clothes ^^ that made me feel a lot better ^^ but it's not all fun and games with storms like this.. locally, nothing really bad happened, our backyard fence is totalled, but we needed a new one anyway if you ask me.. some cars were wrecked by trees and that's pretty much it for our town.. but there was some slightly more shocking news: that's one of the buildings of the university my brother goes to. he was supposed to have a class in one of the rooms just behind where the crane has fallen.. at least three people were brought to the hospital, at least six were injured.. don't worry, my bro was lucky enough not to be in that building at the time. they got an email that they had to go to the other building (the one where the picture is taken from) and he could actually see this scene from his classroom.. a lot more buildings were damaged due to the storm and from about 5pm all train traffic was stopped, so a lot of people were stranded in trainstations.. thank goodness there were some facilities and emergency beds could be put up in most stations. that's it for my storm report.. this night, I couldn't sleep.. it was actually so bad that I decided to do my homework O_o well, at least I'm done with that now, so I can relax all weekend ^^ Silver-sama will come to my place this afternoon and we're going shopping as said YAY ^^ I can't wait, but first.. I need a nap, I haven't slept nearly enough tonight.. stinky sleeping pills only work when I take two at once *sigh* ow well ^^ have a wonderful weekend everyone ^^ I don't suppose I'll be around much, since I will be with Silver-sama until sunday ^^ oh, and just a quick shout-out to my good friend Cati0vz who is having her 17th birthday today ^^ congrats sweetie and I promise to post the present today, really!!! I'm outta here, much clown love ^^

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

   I like pie *nods*

I suck, cause I haven't got a song in my head. nothing. absolutely blank.. that's so weird.. especially since I didn't just woke up. I woke up about half an hour ago.. maybe it's cause of the sleeping pills.. ow well, it's nice having things quiet in my head for a change. time: 9.00-10.10 am CET (due to many distractions on my part!!) mood: has yet to be decided. not wanting to go to school today anyway. physical condition: my throat hurts, but I swear, I'm not going to get sick, I REFUSE!!! manga: Loveless volume 3 YAY I got back to my normal self ^^ though I was so confused when I started reading it.. maybe I should've read 1 and 2 again before starting on 3 ow well. I thought I was going to save myself for Ranma 1/2 36, but I decided that I need some shonen-ai. song: nothing.. blank.. nada.. weather: how could I know, the curtains are closed!! good morning one and all to yet another installment of my life.. yah.. whatever.. I've got this little icky spot on the inside of my mouth and it hurts.. that should teach me not to chew on the inside of my lips.. erhm.. no it won't, I'll probably do it again today.. as long as I voluntarily chew it, it's ok, but yesterday, I bit it while eating a sandwich.. that hurt.. lots of dots today too.. anywho, nothing much happening in the life of the Lytjuh. it was my dad's birthday yesterday, so I kind of hid in my bedroom all day while I was at home. during the day, it was very quiet, but in the evening, pretty much the whole family came *sigh* over thirty people in one small living room all talking to and through each other is not good for me.. so every now and then when I had to be downstairs, I stayed in the kitchen and ate pie. hence the subject of today. I really like pie.. especially cherry pie.. or vanilla-cream pie.. or abricot.. or apple pie of course.. so I'm happy to report that we should have a lot of pie left over ^^ I like cheese too, but I was too late and there were only two blcks left.. so I ate those.. and shared with my cat who decided it was scary downstairs. the rest of the evening we played the, to me, very amusing game of "cat's got your tongue" where Quinty (my cat) tries to lick my fingers and I try to get a hold of her tongue. she looks so stupid when she can't get her tongue back *snickers* and that's added to the fact that she just generally looks stupid hehe ^^ alright I'm back again.. got kind of disctracted by Stuff On My Cat cause I just remembered I send in a pic of Quinty a while ago.. check the site out, it's sure to make you laugh a few times or more ^^ (great, now Quinty is trying to eat my phonestrap..) lets see.. I can't remember what I was going to say.. last day of school today before midterms next week.. I'm starting to worry about spanish, the other tests I can probably wing my way through ^^ oh man, I just remembered that I will need to go to school tomorrow too, for the project. we're finishing it off, it isn't too much work anymore. yesterday me and two other members sat down to tackle *Quinty, stop licking my arm I'm trying to type here..* the financial stuff and we actually succeeded ^^ well.. we did it like a real company would: manipulate the numbers until the outcome is right *laughs* I guess we just kind of stopped caring about it hehe ^^ and she's licking my arm again.. I think Quinty is in serious need of attention... o, no, she finally got back to her own little spot on the footend of the bed ^^ oh, I totally forgot to tell you guys about the order Silver-sama and me placed at Archonia.com ^^ I'm finally getting Ranma 1/2 volume 36 *squeels!!!!* it's about darn time too hehe ^^" in addition to that, I ordered XXXHolic volume 8, Gatcha Gacha volume 3, Aquarian age DVD volume 1, a Chobits mini figure, and these two beauties ^^ I would've ordered more PVC statues if I had more money.. they're having them on sale, so *squeel!!!* (for example, this one: ) I kinda got addicted to them ever since I got my tiny figurine of Onegai Twins at the Anime Con.. the birthday of Cati0vz is coming up soon and I've got a present for her *grins* well, Silver and me do anyway ^^ I'll make sure to post that before getting to the bus today, so that it will arrive on time ^^ all these birthdays keep reminding me that mine is coming up.. februari second.. I won't be the same ever again *drama queen* I'll be turning twenty.. my teen years are over.. but don't fear, I think I'll remain the sick little perverted manga and anime nut I've always been ^^ not all of you know me like that, but some of you do, you all know who you are *winks* OH! almost forgot again!! my doc's appointment yesterday *jumps around* it was good. I told my doc I was feeling good cause, well, that's the way I feel and his first reaction was: 'well, get the hell out of my office then!' but all jokes aside (I love my doc, he's funny and he stutters and he's just generally a very sweet man ^^) even though I feel better, they advice to take the anti-deps for at least nine months before lowering the dose, so I'll have to keep taking those. my lack of sleep and energy is something that keeps returning every year: winter depression, though I'm careful with using the word depression so I'd rather call it.. erhm.. hybernation-need. yep, that sounds about right ^^ so we're going to take it easy with that and see how I feel once the sun starts warming up the earth again ^^ as for my bloodpressure, it was 110 over 60, 60 being a bit low, but the doc said that the 110 is the most important ^^ so that's all good again too ^^ as for eating more salt, you have no idea how much salt I already eat, Yensid-sensei *laughs* in the end, I was send home with a new stack of happy and sleepy pills and I'm to come back when I run out of happy pills again ^^ well, time to get ready for school I guess *sigh* I do not feel like going to Business Ethics.. Spanish will be hell too, but I need that class.. ow well oh, quick update on my imooto-chan Magnus, she posted on the WDX forum a few days ago, so I know she's still alive.. haven't heard from her in any other way yet though.. but I keep sending her texts, I care, and I want her to know and at the moment, that's pretty much the only way to let her know. *newsvoice* This' just in! Magnus has texted me back YAY ^^ she's doing ok, studying hard for an exam tomorrow and she's kind of nervous for university next week ^^ but I just wanted to let you guys know that she's ok, she's eating regularly (which is very important to me and I think Yensid-sensei will be glad to hear that too ^^) *massive hugs and much clown love to everyone* I'm outta here guys, I've bored you long enough ^^ ps: can't wait for friday, will be going shopping with Silver-sama *grins* and I'm broke *laughs*

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Monday, January 15, 2007

   It's time that we tell if it's heaven, if it's hell or if it's...

"Hopeless"-Train I really like this song ^^ I've been listening to Train a lot lately (ever since I got the CD on friday hehe ^^") time: 4.40-5.10 pm CET mood: cheery physical condition: very little energy, a bit of a cold manga: none *le GASP* yep, I'm not reading any manga at the moment!! it's all PuyoPOP's fault!!! song: Meet Virginia-Train weather: bright, sunny, but cold as hell.. that isn't quite right, is it *laughs* hidiho peoples ^^ I'm back yet again with an exciting post about my life.. ok, maybe not that exciting, but still.. the past few days were good, even though I had some bad luck as usual. on thursday I went to Silver-sama ^^ and I stayed the night, cause my mom was afraid of the hard winds on the way home. my mom wasn't really happy about the situation, but when I tried to make some clear rules for what I would do that day, she first tried to have me stay at home alltogether (yeah right, like I would..) and in the end she just told me to do 'whatever'. so then a quick decision was made and I went to pack my stuff. Silver and me didn't do much. we just watched some tv and had fun together. on friday Silver had to work.. so I spend a lot of time in his room on my own. not that bad though. I got to play some Red Ninja again (man, did it ever feel good to cut some guys' heads and legs off again tee-hee), sleep a lot and just generally hang around ^^ and it feels so good to have him come home when I'm there.. it's hard to describe, but I think it will be even better when we get our own place ^^ friday evening we went to the huge electronics'n'stuff-store where I bought (with Silver's money) two cd's of Train and some CD-R's for my dad and Silver bought me PuyoPOP Fever for the GBA *huge grin* I had been looking for PuyoPOP ever since I saw Genshiken (I adored the scene where she tries to get closer with her boyfriend and they decide to play PuyoPOP, first round she is beaten without a chance and she immediately decides to be annoyed with everything he likes) so now, I'm addicted and I want to play it all the time, but I keep getting the crap beaten out of me by the comp.. I've got a lot of learning to do hehe ^^" but it's so much fun ^^ saturday was my second to last day of work. I'm not needed coming saturday, but I am the saturday after that and then it's all over yet again *sighs* like I said in my last post, I applied for a job in a casino, got called back the very next day, but got passed because I don't want to work sundays.. it's my own little preference, I want to have ONE free day during the week. with school and work, I need one day where I don't have to do anything and can just spend some time with Silver.. so that sucked.. and on saturday I heard that a girl from a nearby clothing store was going to quit, so I applied there and got denied right there on the spot, cause they are looking for someone with experience in fashion and who can work fulltime.. yeah, two times denied in one week.. that's enough for me for a while.. but I'm still looking. AND I'm looking for a place to run an internship, so I'm damn busy with looking for places where I can work.. argh!!! on saturday evening, Silver picked me up from work and I was so damn tired.. but we still had fun watching stand-up comedy ^^ and me playing PuyoPOP hehe ^^ we didn't really do much else, just be close together ^^ I love those days ^^ sunday was spend pretty lazy. we watched Metropolis, which was pretty good despite the characters being drawn like Astroboy.. I've never really liked that artstyle.. and the story started out quite boring and vague, but it got better after about 45 minutes (less than half the movie, so I'm happy) and of course, Bones. I still hate the new lady. it feels like she could fire Tempe at any time and then take over her role in the business. but I like the way Tempe reacts to her, even though it really shows that they're trying to make her more of a people/social person.. what I like most about Bones is the fact that Temperance is completely honest, no pretty wrappings around what she has to say, no hiding things in pretty words. she can be completely objective and is open to pretty much any approach and possibility. she's like what I'd like to be on some points.. enough Bones-rant ^^ today was meh. there's no other word for it.. the project is in its last week and all that needs to be done is some financial mumbojumbo.. it kind of annoys me that the whole group seems to think that me and one of the other members (Ben) are financial geniuses.. they look at us for pretty much anything.. but that isn't so bad, I'm more than willing to explain things to them.. but what REALLY annoyed me just now is the fact that I explained the whole thing to two of the members, told them what page of the book they needed to look at for REFERENCES and EXAMPLES and then see them completely copy (including numbers *sighs*) the example in the book.. had they read it and looked at it for a little while, they would've known that the example was for just one month, while the thing we needed had to be for a full year. also, I told them to make sure that the numbers were appliccable to our project and that they had to be realistic.. *again sigh* so I got to completely redo that whole thing, PLUS do my own work.. ow well, it's not like I've got a life or anything anyway ^^" I just hope they'll look at my example for the next one they need to make.. just went grocery shopping with my mom and bro to get some fresh air. got to be annoying with my bro in the supermarket and I found a Minun figure (it's a Pokémon) it's cute and now lives in my manga-bookstand ^^ tomorrow I've got a doc's appointment.. I'm finally going to know a little more about the reason why my energy level is so darn low, why my bloodpressure is virtually non-existent and if I need to keep taking them anti-depressives for much longer ^^ cause I don't feel like I really need them that much anymore ^^ that's a good thing, right? some news about some friends on MyO: I'm sad to say that one of my dear friends, Ada Pallas, is leaving TheO.. I didn't talk to her as much as to some others, but I still consider her a close friend. her comments were always fun to read and she was one of my friends who had something to say in their posts.. she hasn't been able to keep her account active lately and today she posted that she will delete it forever.. *sighs* you will be missed, Sarah. no more worries about my good friend Grifter-san, he got into a stroke of bad luck, but returned last week. (also notice that Silver-sama is back and posting again YAY ^^ he's got his comp fixed ^^) now I'm worrying about my imooto-chan Magnus *sighs* she's fighting some demons of her own and seems to forget about our friendship whenever she doesn't get online.. I'm sending her texts every day, but I haven't heard from her yet.. I would like to ask of you to please keep her in your thoughts and pray with me that she will be ok.. well, that's enough rant from me for today. I think I've said everything I want to say anyway ^^ time for some PuyoPOP hehe ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

*violin solo*

'Never Meant to Belong'- erhm.. I have no idea who it's from, but it comes from the Bleach soundtrack ^^" time:9.15-10.15 am CET (man, did I really spend an hour writing this post?!) mood: paranoid and anxious physical condition: I feel a bit sick and completely exhausted.. manga: still Kare Kano volume 1 song: Reality Used to be a Friend of Mine- PM Dawn, man, does that song ever kind of apply at the moment.. weather: grey but dry at the moment. here I am again, updating and stuff yay ^^ well, I'm not too happy at the moment, but I'm sure that my time with Silver-sama this afternoon will at least remove some of the tensions *nods* not many mentioning-worth things happened yesterday.. I went to almost every class and actually paid attention! well, not in Business Ethics, cause that class is just plain boring.. I swear, that guy could bore someone to death without even having to try for it.. and what's worse, he just goes on and on with his lessons and doesn't know the school schedule of when lessons start and end.. so around ten mindboggling minutes after the class should've ended, someone was finally brave enough to say: 'erhm, sir? we are supposed to be in Spanish class now...' so he said: 'ow really? well then you should've told me earlier, cause you know you can just tell me!' and then.. HE WENT ON WITH THE FREAKING CLASS!!!! so everyone just decided to pack their bags, get their coats and leave while he was still talking. he annoys me anyway *laughs* he makes us watch movies about sad little chimps and other apes to make us aware of the importance of using ethics in your ways.. I seem to be one of the few people who hate apes and monkeys (except for the little ones.. erhm.. deathcap monkeys or whatever they're called and those really fuzzy ones that are almost extinct.. golden lion monkeys?) anyway the only thing those movies do to me is making me want to cut the whole freakin' rainforest down and put up a nice big hotel ^^ that is, if I didn't love the rainforest so much because of the beautiful plants and other creatures that live in it ^^ like snakes.. why doesn't anyone try to get people's pity with snakes? (I know, I know, it's because most people are scared of snakes and stuff) but all I'm trying to say is: why does it always got to be those freaking monkeys?!! they should try it with big cats. I love those! they would make me want to make a donation, but as I see it now, all my money would go to those monkeys and I don't want to save the monkeys, I want to save the siberian tiger or something!! anywho, I'm getting off track here as usual ^^" the moment I stepped out of the bus on my way home, it started pouring.. so I walked the last few streets home, humming 'Why does it always rain on me' and getting wetter with every step I took. I mock people who run through rain, by the way. my motto is: most of it doesn't fall on you and you'll get wet anyway. so at home, I took a ridiculously warm and long shower, got into some comfy warm clothes and spend the rest of the day not really doing anything.. I talked to Silver-sama for a while, which was nice, cause we didn't get the chance to chat before that day..and after dinner I just spend my time with my laptop, aimlessly surfing around the net, waiting for maybe a message from my good friend.. yep, I'm talking about Grifter99-san.. I'm just pretty worried about him, cause no one seems to have heard anything from him in almost a month.. but I really shouldn't worry this hard.. he's probably just really really busy ^^ but it's just not like him to stay away this long without even sending a quick message like 'I'm swamped, sorry.. miss you' ow well, I will just have to wait and see when he comes back *nods a bit uncertain* eventually, I had a horrible headache coming up while I was chatting with Silver-sama on MSN.. so I decided to shut down my laptop, take some paracetamol and try to get some sleep.. but then I noticed a documentary on Discovery Channel about the Columbine High shooting and I stuck on that cause it was really interesting.. of course it made me once again think about what this world is coming to.. things just keep getting weirder and more violent.. like a few years ago, when we still had snow in the middle of winter instead of fall-like storms (I love those storms by the way tee-hee ^^) anyway.. some kids were playing around at a parking lot and one of them threw a snowball against a car.. now, usually, you'd think that the driver of the car would just get out and shout at the kid or something.. but noooooo! in this world, it seems to be normal to immediately grab your gun and start shooting.. the little boy was killed coldblooded by the person who drove in the car and then the guy just left.. events like these make me feel old. make me wonder what is happening to the world and society.. but I know that I will do my best to at least better myself and I will try to raise my kids the best way possible (once I have kids of course) my parents did a good job on me, even if I say so myself.. last night, I couldn't sleep.. so I checked my laptop to see if there happened to be a message for me or something.. I started looking around on MyO and stumbled upon a site of someone I really rather wouldn't have stumbled upon *sighs* I just sat there shaking for a few minutes and then I decided to get the hell away from there, before I start cutting open old wounds that seem to be healing at the moment. I don't want to be like a few months ago again.. I really don't.. it was one of the two people I plan to never come across again here on this site or anywhere else.. nothing has changed from the past few months.. I just now know something that I didn't know before.. Edit: I need to get this out.. I'm just so totally annoyed!!! this person called me a liar for not leaving TheO when I said I would for a while.. I simply changed my mind for crying out loud!! and now I find this person who said to be leaving PERMANENTLY too, to have created a FREAKIN NEW ACCOUNT!!?? now who's the liar? call me crazy, but I call that hypocritical and it just annoys me to hell.. *sighs* don't call me anything like that and then do something similar, only worse.. UGH! sorry to everyone who knows who I'm talking about.. I suck, I know.. and I don't mean to be a bitch, but I need to get my feelings out.. I'm sure this person is a fine friend towards all of you.. and I won't talk about it anymore now ^^ I promised Silver-sama ^^ I just wish I wasn't so freaking paranoid, cause now I feel watched.. like someone is keeping an eye on me and on what I write to make sure I don't write something they don't want me to write *sigh* I know, I'm completely paranoid!! and I don't want to be, I was getting over it!! ARGH!!! well, I guess that's something else to discuss with my doctor.. but I'm starting to get the idea that I might have to go and see a therapist again *sighs and kicks something random* but after the first shock, I shut down my laptop, called Silver-sama (woke him up) and talked with him for a while. he comforted me, while the two sleeping pills I took were starting to work. after that I slept like a baby even without the weird dreams I've been having lately (not really worth mentioning, they just involve me being a spy, killing people or people trying to kill me and basically blowing up a lot of stuff *grins*) I'm so glad that I've got Silver there for me.. I really don't know what I would do without him.. he's the only thing that comes between me and a world that's so damn mean.. (yeah, Beloved Monster hehe, it's such a cute song ^^) Silver keeps me safe and protected ^^ oh hehe, my mom just came in and said that if the winds are too strong, I HAVE to stay with him tonight *grins* naw, I'll be honest and check the weather forecast.. they say there might be winds of windforce 10 and we need to pass a pretty big bridge before we can reach my home. with winds like that, they usually advice you not to drive over that bridge ^^ but I immediately started grinning, so my mom was like: 'I shouldn't have said that, now you're going to stay away no matter what...' but I won't ^^ I'll be a good girl and only stay with Silver-sama if it's too dangerous to drive *nods and smiles and hopes it will be too dangerous* Edit2: I will stay at Silver-sama's tonight ^^ not only will it be too dangerous to drive, I think it will also seriously benefit my mental state at the moment ^^ that is, if we stop fighting about my annoyedness.. nah, it'll be fine, I just need to get over myself *nods* but I guess that will mean that I probably won't visit a lot tomorrow, even though Silver-sama will be at work most of the day.. I don't like working on his computer hehe ^^" I reacted on an advertisement asking for receptionists at Holland Casino in Scheveningen.. why? cause I need work, I want to go into the recreational business anyway, they need people and it sounds like a totally cool job!! I'm just afraid that I either don't have enough experience in the working field or that I am actually too young, even though you can enter this casino at the age of 18.. well, I just got an email back telling me that if they are interested in me, they will let me know asap.. so now I'm pretty anxious to boot.. I haven't told my parents yet.. I just don't want to give them any false hope and maybe I'm also trying to keep myself from getting too excited.. I might apply for another job in the same casino though, cause it just seem so cool and it actually fits in with my education ^^ Edit3: the application fell through.. they got a lot of reactions to the advertisement and they need someone to work sundays too.. I'd rather not.. *sighs* I'll have to keep looking then.. sucky me, wanting to work in the recreational business while it means you will have to work sundays.. UGH! ow well, better luck next time I guess ^^ I'm also already working hard on getting some cosplay together for the upcoming Con.. I know, it isn't until june, but I want to be prepared this time!! I'm thinking of at least doing Coo, from Di Gi Charat, but now I think I also want to do Winry (obviously from Fullmetal Alchemist) both costumes should be easily plucked together. I'm a disaster at a sowing machine, so I'm buying my costumes as I go, getting small parts to fit in from all over the place. I'm currently trying to purchase a labcoat for Coo and I will buy some accesoiries or however you spell that from the AnimeGamers site ^^ Winry should be even easier to assemble, since I would really just need a pair of white worker-pants, a black top (which is taken care of* and a red bandana which really can't be very hard to find *smiles* I still haven't heard anything about the gophering(not the animal, the person who helps out with stuff) at the Convention, but I'm pretty sure they will get back to me and if not, I'll just have to send them a new message asking if they received my last one ^^ HAH! I fooled you all!! you were all thinking that this was going to be a short post, but it really wasn't!!! hehe ^^" I wrote down more than I thought I was going to.. ow well, I guess this time I didn't forget anything.. *thinks* nope, nothing comes to mind. I'll let you guys go now and will try and get some more sleep if I want to make it through the day ^^ I still have some homework that needs to be taken care of, but I've still got some time this afternoon before I leave for Silver's ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here ^^

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

   Set adrift on memory bliss of you...

"Set Adrift On Memory Bliss"-PM Dawn lovely song.. *sighs* time: 8.55-9.15 am CET mood: sleepy physical condition: my neck and shoulders are hurting.. manga: Kare Kano (his and her circumstances) volume 1 song: no song in particular, just the whole Arjuna Soundtrack ^^ weather: no idea.. hey guys!! yep, I'm still alive!! I hit an all time record low on comments with my story, so I won't post it on here anymore. thanks to the people who actually read it and commented though *hugs all four of you* well, I've been gone for a while and nothing really interesting happened.. plus, I kind of have to rush this post, cause I need to get to the bus pretty soon *sighs* the weekend was great, spend loads of time with Silver-sama ^^ I just still love those lazy sundays that I spend in his bed, stealing all the blankets, just basically invading his bed and chasing him out of it *laughs* can't really remember what else we did.. we watched Bones of course and I hated the new lady *kicks her* she's so nice and has perfect people skills and is just the complete opposite of Bones, which kind of makes me angry, cause that way, it looks like she might take over the role of the heroine.. I don't know if this makes sense to anyone, I guess Yensid will understand what I'm talking about ^^ it just makes Temperance look like a horrible person and I really don't like that!! plus, I generally just don't like changes.. I have noticed that lately, I've been smiling and laughing and just generally been having more fun ^^ it must mean the pills are really working now ^^ but I still have trouble sleeping and I've got a terrible lack of energy.. plus, my bloodpressure has been worrying me.. but I've got to check back with my doctor next week, so I guess we'll have some things to discuss ^^" school has started again too.. I haven't been to many classes yet, but I think I will be there more next week, since we've got tests coming up.. plus, we're getting close to the end of the project, just a bunch of financial stuff to figure for which my group seems to be relying on me ^^" ow well, it'll probably be fine ^^ yesterday, I spend some money again and I have decided to hide my ATM card until after my birthday *nods* of course, I know where it is, cause I will need it when I buy a present for my dad, but I won't be buying stuff for myself anymore this month *nods again* here's what I bought yesterday: -Arjuna Soundtrack cd, those songs are so lovely *squeels* I just had to have it!! -Chibi Vampire manga volume 1 -School Rumble manga volume 4 -Buso Renkin manga volume 3 for Silver-sama -and the complete box set of (and now I'm going to have to look up the title..) Haibane-Renmei. it looks so good and I needed a new anime to watch. ok, so I've still got Ranma 1/2, Trigun, Get Backers and Noir to watch, but except for Ranma, I watch all those with Silver-sama ^^ and I just didn't feel like watching Ranma when I started it again this week.. so yeah ^^' sorry I have been scarce lately, I just haven't had a lot of energy.. I'll try to visit everyone today, but I really can't make any promises! I'll be at Silver-sama's tomorrow, so then I won't have much time either.. but maybe I can catch up with everyone by friday.. I'm going to let you guys go, it's time to get dressed and sort out which books I have to take with me today.. I really don't feel like going *sighs* ow well, just one more day and it's weekend for me ^^ much clown love guys, I'm outta here

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Sunday, January 7, 2007

   a day late, but here it is...

ok, so I overslept yesterday and had to hurry to get to work.. so I couldn't post the first chapter of my story *bows* very sorry. but here it is. it might be a bit confusing.. so if you want to know more about WDX visit The Official Website or The Forum if you have any questions about WDX or the characters, feel free to put them in a comment and I will answer them in my next post. also, I would very much appreciate all critique, tips or just plain commentary on my story or the way it is written, but remember, keep it clean, flaming will get you removed from my friendslist for sure. don't wish to be harsh, but if you want to tell me that I suck, do it in a nice way and give me advice on how to improve ^^ anyway, enough rambling from me.. enjoy the first chapter of my very own Fic based on WDX ^^ Chapter One: The Intruder. The mansion looked deserted from the outside. The sun was setting and dark clouds were gathering. It would be a rough night. She just sat there, staring at the building. She had found a small hill with a view on the house and some protection from the wind. All of a sudden, she got up and walked towards the mansion. To someone who would see her for the first time, it looked like she was lost, trying to find a sign of life inside the house to get some help and maybe ask for directions. She walked all around the building looking up at windows. But she knew exactly where she was going. During the day, it was too dangerous inside the house, but at night, there were plenty of shadows to hide in and the chance of getting caught was a lot smaller. She knew the building better than anyone living in it by now. The huge dragon on the balcony stirred when she passed by. He looked at her as if he would eat her in the blink of an eye if she would get too close. She winked at him and started to climb up the rain-pipe. When she got onto the balcony, she quickly stroke the dragon’s head and he calmed down. She wanted to stay right there for the rest of the night, cause this was where she was happiest right now. But hunger drove her into the house. Walking through the empty room, she felt a pain in her heart. She always got that passing through here. No, she thought, don’t think about it, keep going. Magnus and Shirogane walked though the hallways on their last inspection of the day. ‘I still can’t believe that we’re missing food! No one in the mansion would have to steal.’ Shiro looked at Magnus. ‘Do you have any idea who it might be?’ Magnus shook her head. ‘It can’t really be anyone from our organisation. They can get everything they want and they know it. I’ve had my ninjas search the place, but they always come back empty-handed.’ She sighed and looked at Shiro. ‘I’m afraid we’re being infiltrated. But it has to be someone who knows this house. An outsider would’ve never found his way around Draco.’ Shiro nodded. ‘He’s been waiting for her, hasn’t he? I’ve heard a lot about her from you and Cat, and I still can’t believe that she left him behind. Regardless, he’s been a wonderful guard dog!’ She laughed, but Magnus suddenly stopped and turned to Shiro again. ‘Haven’t you noticed yet?’ She asked in a stern voice. ‘What?!’ Shiro was surprised by the sudden change of her leader’s mood. ‘Draco has been acting weird. We have never been able to control him since she left. He had just been sitting on that balcony and he scared off everyone who came too close. But the last few days he has been restless, nervous almost. As if he can feel something coming...’ ‘I thought it was normal for him to act like this.’ Shiro replied. Tink.* Magnus suddenly looked up and motioned that Shiro should be quiet. ‘What is it?’ Whispered Shiro. Magnus held a finger in front of her lips and sneaked to the nearby room. Then she quickly jumped into the doorway. ‘It’s nothing. I thought I heard something, but it was probably just my imagination.’ Shiro recognized the room and looked at Magnus. ‘Lets just continue our round.’ She patted the leader’s shoulder and they moved on. After about a minute she dared to breathe again. That was way too close, she thought, while holding a hand around a charm bracelet on her left wrist. Usually, she left it with Draco before moving into the mansion, but this time she had forgotten completely. She came out of the shadow she had been hiding in. As soon as she had heard the voices in the hallway, she knew she had to hide, though she wished that she shouldn’t have. When the footsteps faded, she looked out into the hallway. It was empty, or so it seemed. A plate of food floated towards the room. This would have freaked out anyone who wasn’t familiar with the organisation. She just smiled and waited for the plate to get to her. ‘Thank you.’ She whispered and kissed something that couldn’t be seen. Red cheeks quickly flushed up, only to fade again as soon as you could see them. She took the plate from the invisible ninja who had brought it to her and he left. Just a good thing the flesh is weak, she thought while she ate the food. This had always been her speciality. There was no place she couldn’t get into as long as there were men around. When she finished her meal, she went back out onto the balcony. The wind was raging and she knew she would have to spend the night here. Draco moved up a bit and spread one of his wings. She thankfully sat under it and stroke his leg. ‘Thank you, sweetie.’ She said to him. ‘I’m sorry, I had to leave you behind.’ The dragon grunted and blew some warm air her way. She laughed and hugged him. While the storm was gaining power, she slowly fell asleep. The next morning, the storm had calmed down, but the mansion was anything but calm. Magnus had called on a meeting first thing in the morning and everyone was discussing loudly. ‘Silence!’ The leader stood up and looked at everyone in the room. ‘This is an urgent matter. It seems that the World Domination X mansion has been infiltrated. This simply can not be the work of someone who doesn’t know this place.’ A rather shy girl with cat-ears and tail stood up. ‘Do you think it could be Lloyd’s organisation?’ She asked with a worried look on her face. ‘Don’t worry, Cat, we won’t let him get to you.’ Magnus assured her. ‘It could be him, but I’m not ruling anything out, it could always be someone else.’ A longhaired guy with a katana strapped to his belt stood up while Cat sat back down. ‘I have been spying on Lloyd and his crew for a while now and there aren’t any plans of bringing us down. They are still trying to get their organisation together.’ ‘Good.’ Magnus nodded and then turned to another guy. ‘Triguy, since ShadowEagle hasn’t heard of anything, do you have any idea of who it might be sneaking through the mansion?’ Triguy stood up. ‘There has been a new rival organisation founded recently, but I don’t think they are able to get past Draco, your ninjas and the spiders, milady.’ He replied. ‘But my shadows have picked up the trail of a girl who they say is familiar to them.’ A wave of whispers went through the room as Magnus sat down with a shocked look on her face. She was holding her wrist tightly. ‘Could it really be her?’ Shiro whispered to Seto, who was sat next to her. ‘We don’t know her, but she would probably be the only one who could get past that dragon.’ She whispered in return. In the meantime, Magnus had found her strength again and stood up. ‘No way!’ She said, loud enough to get everyone quiet again. ‘She would never come back here! Not after everything that happened.’ Shishou stood up. ‘But Draco...’ She started. ‘Silence!’ Magnus slammed her hand on the table. ‘It can’t be her, cause if it was, she wouldn’t be sneaking around like this without contacting anyone! That would be an even bigger betrayal than leaving here when we needed her the most.’ Everyone looked at the leader in disbelief. Magnus sighed. ‘I will have my ninjas search the mansion again and they will patrol the hallways every night.’ She sat down. ‘I hereby close this meeting.’ Everyone but Cat and Magnus had left the room. Cat slowly walked towards her good friend and leader. ‘What if it is her?’ She asked in a soft voice. ‘What would you do if she were to return?’ Magnus shook her head. ‘I don’t know. I really don’t. This place isn’t the same without her but…’ ‘But how can we trust her again if she did come back?’ Cat finished the sentence. ‘Her return will be proof of her loyalty to you.’ Cat smiled and hugged Magus. ‘I suppose you’re right.’ For the first time since last night, Magnus smiled. ‘Lets get some breakfast. I could use one of those donuts of yours.’ Cat nodded and the two headed for the cafeteria, where the others were already eating and excitedly talking about the meeting. so there you go, hope you guys enjoyed reading it and if this is well received, I will continue to post up the chapters after they've appeared on the WDX forum. much clown love, I'm outta here ^^

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Friday, January 5, 2007

   They say that I'm crazy. And it's probably true.

"Give it all up"-The Corrs I really love this song ^^ time: 2.05-2.42 pm CET mood: meh, swingy..(at the moment quite happy) and I feel like spending again *sigh* physical condition: period. enough said. manga: Black Knight, I needed my dose of yaoi ^^ song: Teenage Dirtbag-Wheatus weather: grey, but dry hey guys ^^ well, yesterday was spend doing absolutely nothing and I loved it ^^ my mom kept whining about it and now she keeps yelling at me that I should get out of bed more.. I'm tired, on vacation and sick of her whining to me and not my brother, who has made it a standard thing to stay in bed till like three pm.. but he doesn't get all that shit, noooooo, he can just do all that without getting yelled at. why? cause I'm an easier target. my bedroom is on the second floor, next to my parent's bedroom. my brother however, lives on the attick and has annoying stairs to climb before you can reach his room.. but then again, my bro has always been the favorite.. he does great in school, always has loads of money, has had the same job for what.. about 8 years now.. I'm the screw-up kid, that has to struggle for her grades, is almost always broke and still spends and who, on top of all the other things they don't like about me, is depressed and on medication.. *sighs* not to mention my hobbies.. yep, Magic the Gathering, Manga and Anime didn't fall very good with my uber-religious mom.. ow well, I shouldn't be whining about my family life.. I've got my wonderful boyfriend to take care of me and I won't always live in this house. ow well.. erhm, so yesterday, I did nothing of great importance ^^ I stayed in bed for really long, read some manga and some more of 'The American'. let's see.. I showered and watered my plants. that were probably the most energetic moves of the whole day ^^' the evening was spend watching 'Jubei-chan the ninja girl (secret of the Lovely Eye-Patch)' I started watching it on wednesday, watched the first dvd then and I finished it yesterday ^^ (it's thirteen episodes) it was so cute ^^ though it was just plain ridiculous at times, with very badly drawn characters just to show that they weren't really needed for the scene.. but in the end, it helped a lot to get the story some comic relief. it was really fun to watch and it certainly wasn't a waste of money ^^ I can recommend it to anyone who likes magical-girl, samurai, highschool romance, action, comedy stories ^^ in a way, it sometimes reminded me of Ranma 1/2.. but the men in it are quite the perverts.. or just confused with themselves.. they see Jubei's chest and immediately exclaim that they're in love -_-' ow well, it was fun to watch, has a strong story, good fights, enough comic relief (I adored Koinosuke by the way ^^ in his little dog-house *laughs* I just realised that this will make no sense to anyone who has never seen the series..) I talked with Silver-sama a lot yesterday.. I really needed him and thank goodness he was quite available ^^ I've just been confused for a while now about a friendship of mine.. the person I'm talking about never lets me know anything from him anymore, not even a quick message.. and I just keep waiting up for him to show up, to have a little chat.. I'm afraid that I'm losing yet another friendship and though I really don't want that to happen, I can't keep torturing myself, waiting up till 1am, wondering if he really still wants to be my friend.. ever since last summer I've developed somewhat of a fear of getting abandoned.. I guess I'm really a needy friend.. but I'm also getting older and wiser I think, cause I realise that a friend who is never there isn't much of a friend at all and that I have to think about my own mental and physical health and that it might be better to let go.. *sigh* but it still isn't fun. I'm whining today, sorry for that guys, but I need these things off my chest.. onto happier things. I volunteered to be a gopher at the coming Anime Convention ^^ *squeel* even though Silver-sama isn't too happy about it, I had been thinking about it ever since the last Con. you get a lot of privileges, a free t-shirt, a goodie at the end.. plus, you get to help making the whole weekend work ^^ and if that wasn't enough, I might be able to score some extra credit for school, since it could apply for my open study point (or however they call it...) it would be a wonderful experience and with my studies (tourism and recreation) it would also look great on my resume hehe ^^ but I haven't heard anything from the organisation yet, so I will just have to sit and wait to get more info ^^ lets see.. what else.. *yawns* I slept wonderful last night ^^ it's amazing what two sleeping pills and going to bed at around 1.30 am can do.. so at the moment, I'm feeling quite energetic ^^ I think I will clean my room for a bit today, clean the fishy-day-care, get some of the left over baby-fish out of the big tank, clean that up a little too (I especially need to clean out the filter ^^") and after all that, I think I might dig out my dig-a-dino velociraptor ^^ it's weird that I don't have to work tonight, but it will also give me some nice time to relax ^^ maybe I'll even read more of the book, since the stack of books I still have to read keeps getting bigger and bigger ^^" hmz.. I might as well sort those out too, while I'm at it hehe ^^ my dad is going to make me a bookshelf above my door, so that I can clean out my bookcase a little ^^ this means that I can put my 'normal' books on that shelf, put all my mangas in the small bookcase and maybe create some more room in my other bookcase for my dvds ^^ the only question now is: when will he do it? it could probably take quite some time, knowing my dad ^^" but the important thing is that it will get there *nods and smiles* I think I won't post or comment over the weekend. I have to work all day saturday and the rest of the weekend is for Silver-sama (and my homework, I keep pushing it back more and more ^^") on the other hand, I think I will post up the first chapter of my WDX fic tomorrow. this would mean I don't have to type much, so I can put it up before work. I really want some more feedback. I just hope it will be understandable for the ones who are not familiar with World Domination X.. ow well, I'll find out soon enough ^^ well guys, as you've all read, I've got quite a schedule planned for today, so I think I'll let you guys go now ^^ have a lovely weekend ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here part of the song 'Here by Me' from Three Doors Down. I just love this part ^^ too bad Silver-sama can't read it.. I can’t take another day without you 'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own I've been waiting so long just to hold you And to be back in your arms where I belong I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say But everything I've ever known gets swept away Inside of your love And everything I have in this world All that I'll ever be It could all fall down around me Just as long as I have you right here by me

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Wednesday, January 3, 2007

   I like it rough, cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

"Pain"-Three Days Grace time:2.36-3.07 pm CET mood: I'm in a spending mood ^^' physical condition: my legs and back are acking, it's terrible *sighs* manga: Furuba volume 15 (During the weekend I have read DearS 8 and FMP:Overload 5 ^^) song: same as in the title, I really like it ^^ weather: rainy and grey.. hey guys ^^ well, this will be my first REAL post of the new year, cause you all noticed how short the last one was *laughs* I've survived the family visits, barely.. it's not that I don't like my family, I actually kind of enjoy being around them at times, but most of my relatives don't talk to me or we just have nothing to talk about.. so after about an hour things get boring.. thank goodness Silver-sama was there with me so that we could be bored together ^^ the visit I enjoyed the most was the one at my great-aunt's house. she's a really nice lady, but also kind of the 'extravagant' aunt of the family ^^' she always worries about if her guests have enough to eat and drink and stuff like that. so she kept on bringing more and more snacks into the room, while we (me, Silver, my parents and brother, my uncle and aunt and my cousin) kept telling her we didn't need anything anymore.. in the end, we all decided to just give up and eat some of the peanuts, chips, crackers and chocolats ^^" if you can't beat them, join 'em, I guess ^^ my brother was the only one who was able to not eat anything cause he kept saying he was on a diet.. he actually is.. sometimes I wonder about my brother.. but I could fill a complete post about that, so I won't go into it ^^ anywho, new year's day was good ^^ I saw in the new year at Silver-sama's and chatting with my imooto-chan Magnus ^^ it was loads of fun and I'm still amazed that I was able to stay up as long as I did (till about 2 am) hardly slept again *sighs* so the next day I was exhausted, which led to some irritation when dinner time came around.. we were going to order food, so I suggested Chinese.. that got rejected right away.. and then my bro said Pizza.. which my parents directly agreed to.. while they all know I don't eat pizza or anything pasta/tomatosauce based *big sigh* so I suggested Greek, cause we all like that, but NOOOOO.. ow well, I ended up eating fries.. anywho.. I don't like fireworks, so I didn't set any off.. I watched what the people in Silver's street set off through the window and watched Silver light some stars in his backyard. I love watching him sleep.. I don't know why.. I just love the feeling of him beside me and hearing his breath.. I know, I'm totally outside the topic (if there was one..) the night was fun though, cause Silver seemed kind of surprised to have someone laying next to him *grins* he was sleeping and cause I couldn't sleep, I kept tossing and turning.. and every time I turned around or softly touched him, he went like: 'Huhn?' it really was quite funny ^^ and when I told him about it in the morning, he didn't remember a thing about it hehe ^^ lets see.. the last two days have been spend counting books.. it's time to make the balance sheet for the bookstore, so every book has to be counted.. I had to count the literature section, which is a good thing, cause if I would have to count the detective/thriller section, it would take me a week cause I'd keep thumbing through the books *laughs* it took me one and a half day to get through about seven bookcases, the books at the bottom (on the ground) and on top.. I got all dusty and my legs and back are just hurting cause of the bending and kneeling *sighs* but now, I don't have to work till saturday, so I've got some time to rest my weary bones *laughs* I'm getting old before my time ^_~ made a ridiculous purchase just now.. I bought the Civilization Chronicles. the package includes the four Civilization games, a booklet, the card game, a video DVD and extra bonus material like wallpapers and such. I couldn't help myself, for the rest of the month, I think I will hide my ATM card ^^" though I still really want to buy Ranma 1/2 volume 36.. but then again, I've been unable to find it anywhere up to now, so I don't think I will find it soon.. it's still out of stock at Archonia.. *thinks* I think that was all I had to say today really.. I'll be lonely and missing Silver-sama until saturday cause he has the late-shift this week.. but then again, it can be nice to be able to just do whatever I want, when I want it, cause we've been together for almost one and a half week. I love being around him, but those times do show me how much I love my own space.. I get kind of cranky after more than three days together ^^" guess I'm not ready for a marriage yet *laughs* well, I'm going to install my new games and play hehe ^^ I'm going to have a nice quiet rest of the day, maybe even read a bit more of the book I borrowed from the bookstore ^^ it's pretty good ('the American' by Andrew Britton) or maybe I'll watch some anime.. or maybe read more manga.. or I'll make homework.. naw, I won't be that bored ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here

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Monday, January 1, 2007

   Happy New Year!!!!

well, nothing much else to say really ^^ I'll post fully tomorrow or the day after, have to visit more family *sighs* thank goodness Silver-sama is with me ^^ I'm really not a family person... much clown love, I'm outta here

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Sunday, December 31, 2006

   And remember not to get hammered either, 'cause people who get hammered don't get to nail!

"War of the Sexes"-The Streets in my opinion, that line is not entirely correct, but that might just be because I'm usually with Silver-sama whenever I get hammered hehe ^^ time: 9.09-9.47 am CET mood: alright, just listened to a rather boring podcast, though.. physical condition: my legs hurt.. and I've got a bit of a cold again.. bleh manga: I finished Chrono Crusade friday evening, but I'm yet to start another one. song: Angels Falling-ICP weather: beats me, it was really windy last night, but it seems to have calmed down a bit hello guys ^^ man, is it really the last day of the year already? it's so weird, halfway december the days seem to speed up for some reason.. ow well lets see.. friday was good, had some nice time with Silver-sama before I had to leave and then worked in the evening. my boss had some good news for me: I can keep working the saturdays for a while at least ^^ he's got a new girl he wants to train on the friday evenings, but it's easier for him to have me still work the somewhat busy saturday ^^ so that's good, since I haven't got another job yet *sigh* this stinks.. yesterday was good too, work was kind of boring cause there were hardly any customers.. pretty much the only people who came into the store either wanted to trade a gift they got for Christmas or wanted to buy lottery tickets which we don't sell ^^" but I got to have a nice talk with my boss about a subject I forgot already.. ow well, it was fun nonetheless ^^ Silver-sama came to pick me up as usual (by the way, I bought the Abarat books *not entirely sure that they're called that in english too, but ow well* it's fantasy and it was a really good deal, so I couldn't resist hehe) we ate dinner and then just watched some tv. I was tired as hell, but I still managed to stay awake until about 1.30am.. and then I wasn't able to get to sleep at all anymore *sigh* so that was a rather boring night.. (not evening) we watched some stand-up comedy as usual on saturday evenings, cause they gave stand-up comedy night back to us ^^ after that we surfed channels and got into Jurassic Park so we watched that and after that we watched what has got to be one of the worst monster movies ever: Sabretooth. I LOVED IT!!! as some of you might know, I'm a sucker for a horrible monster movie ^^ my personal favorite is still Frankenfish, which I can recommend to anyone really *laughs* but Sabretooth was well.. the tiger was VERY computer-animated and things didn't make sense as usual, but the right people got eaten and there were enough ripped off and mutilated body parts to keep me happy ^^ for some reason, the movie kind of reminded me of the movie Blood Sport, which had a giant croc in it.. but I don't think anyone has seen one of these, let alone both, movies, so I'll end my little rant here ^^ well, the night was spend laying awake and thinking about the upcoming year.. yep, I'm smack in the middle of a worrying period again.. I have no idea if I'm going to find another job soon, the plan to do an internship in the US is pretty much off the agenda cause it's just too damn expensive (having the internship-bureau thingy help me out would already cost me about 1500 euros and I don't feel like calculating that into dollars, but it's just too much *sigh*), I have no idea where I will do an internship now and well... loads of things are unsure and just plain vague.. what is certain is that Silver-sama and me will probably go to the Anime Con for a full weekend again (that sentence isn't completely right is it? *laughs*) but in the end, I'm sure things will work out fine. when I look back at the past year, it seems like I've kind of winged my way through it and even though a lot of sucky shit happened, all in all, things aren't so bad ^^ I've got a question for all of you: do you have any new year's resolutions and if yes, what are they? I don't have any, hell, it's hard enough for me to think of a good resolution for the next day, let alone a whole year. I could say I will try to get drunk less, but I know I will still go into the new year with a nice alcoholic buzz.. I'm still a horrible example hehe ^^" ow well, people shouldn't use me as a role model anyway, you guys all know that by now ^^ ok, I believe it is time to end it here. the last post of 2006.. kind of gets me sentimental darnit.. I'm a past-dweller, a pack-rat of memories, either good or bad.. a lot of things happened this year and I think I shared them all with you guys.. I want to thank all of you for sticking with me trough the shitty year it has been and for listening to me whining all the time ^^ I want to apologise for writing such long posts, but I won't, cause I know most of you like reading them and the people who don't, don't read them. I want to thank you all for all the kind words and advice shared with me throughout the year and I pray that there will be many more years of our friendship. thank you guys for being my friends *hugs you all* ok, now that the sappy part is out of the way (sorry guys, I can't help myself ^^" things like this just happen to me when I think of a past year and stuff..) I promised you all a list of my Christmas presents, so it will be right at the bottom of this post ^^ but first I want to wish you all a lovely ending of the year and for all of you who are like me and will drink tonight: take it easy on the bubbly ^_~ be careful with fireworks and may the new year bring you all loads of good things, good health and good friendships ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here as promised: Christmas gift list! -Noir dvd 6 -Dig-a-Dino: Velociraptor -ICP: the Wraith: Hell's pit/Shangri-la remix albums -CSI NY book -another one of those -Bones book -a lovely make-up set (thanks Cat, there are a lot of colors in there I needed ^^) -a selfmade necklace (it's so cute 'mooto-chan *huggles*) -book: Poison Arrows (can't really remember the exact title or writer, but I think that was it, right 'mooto-chan?) -the Hanibal Lector trilogy books (Red Dragon, Silence of the Lambs and Hanibal) -book: 101 things you have to be able to do -Negima manga volume 4 -Full Metal Panic: Overload manga volume 5 -the CSI boardgame -Brokeback Mountain book -another CSI book, but I already had that one.. I think that's it ^^ man, did I ever get spoiled.. and remember that I just listed them in the order they came into my head ^^' if there are any questions about my gifts or just anything random, just put them into your comment and I will probably answer it in the next post ^^ now, it's time to wake up Silver-sama in the spare-bedroom and get some more sleep in myself I'll see you all next year *waves*

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