Friday, December 29, 2006

   scrub scrub scrub...

"Shower Song"-Yours Truly ^_~ sorry guys, I've been without my MP3 player since monday now and I just haven't got any kind of song in my head ^^' time: 10.20-11.10 am CET mood: pretty good physical condition: tired as hell, hardly slept the last two nights.. damn this tiny bed and it's lack of space for two people!!! song: as said, none, sorry ^^" manga: still Chrono Crusade volume one, yes, I suck, haven't read anything in almost a week *sigh* weather: it's freaking sunny!! this weather is weird.. but I think it's pretty cold. hey guys!! yep, I'm still alive ^^ sorry I've been gone for a week now.. yep, it's really been a week *sigh* one of the best weeks of the year, though *laughs* not because I haven't been here, but because of what I've been doing while not here ^^ while speaking of being away, my sweetie, Silvereagle won't be around for a while.. his computer is finally getting fixed, or at least, it stands in the room where it will get fixed, I dunno.. anywho, he won't be able to be online for a while, unless he finally decides to borrow my laptop for a while, which I'm fine with, but he doesn't seem to like to work on laptops.. ow well.. where was I going with this.. oh yeah, Silver-sama won't be around for a while. but that might mean that he will be around more again once his computer is done ^^ ok, do you guys want me to tell you about my week? it's been pretty long and well, I've done a lot of things... I'll just give you guys the short version ^^ saturday: work was cool, got a huge basket with cheese, wine, snacks, and stuff from my boss ^^ really didn't expect that, so it was really cool ^^ Silver-sama came to pick me up after work and we spend the evening watching stand-up comedy and after that we watched The Nightmare Before Christmas (I had never seen it before, but I loved it ^^ it was better than The Corpse Bride if you ask me. and I adored the Oogie Boogie Man ^^) sunday: nice big breakfast with my parents, my bro and Silver-sama ^^ it was so yummy ^^ the rest of the day was spend not doing much really.. *thinks* what did we do.. I think I slept a lot.. sunday evening: Bones, DAH monday: actually went to church with my mom, I hope this doesn't bring on another period of her whining to me about coming with every sunday.. I just wanted to go to the Christmas Service.. ow well, we'll see ^^ after church, we all got to open presents ^^ I got a lot of reading material ^^ I'm especially happy with the Hanibal Lector trilogy ^^ and of course the presents from my sis Magnus and Cat ^^ I love them, thank you guys so much *hugs you both* in the afternoon we all watched Finding Nemo together ^^ it was pretty fun hehe ^^ and in the evening, my parents went to my uncle's birthday and I got to packing my stuff to go to Silver-sama's. we went to his house later that night. tuesday: was mostly spend in bed hehe ^^ I love this bed.. though it really is too small for two people hehe ^^" in the evening we all ate dinner together and we opened presents ^^ I got even more reading material YAY!! plus, and this was the present I probably loved the most, I got the Remix CD's of The Wraith: Hell's Pit and Shangri-La from ICP ^^ YAY! they did an exceptional job on the song 'In My Room' *laughs* after dinner we watched Ice Age 2 with his parents. I didn't like it all that much.. I wasn't very impressed with the first movie either, but still, it was funny at times ^^ the rest of the evening was spend on Silver's room, getting completely hammered and playing my fun, newly invented 'Guess The ICP Song'-game ^^ wednesday: we went to the shops cause Silver needed some new clothes. man, was it ever busy.. but we got what he needed and I got some nice stuff too ^^ new charms for my bracelet and a whole new charmbracelet too ^^ I also finally found the DVD of Lake Placid YAY!! in the evening Silver and me watched the movie Bewitched, which was good. thursday: Silver's friend Sander came over. it was pretty fun, we played some Magic and just hung out.. Silver and me cooked and after dinner, the three of us went to the movies. we went to see The Holiday, which was pretty good, though I think the guys would've rather watched Deja-Vu.. I wanted to see that too, but it only played really late, so we decided on The Holiday. after the movie we went to our favorite bar, had a drink and then we went home again. Sander left for his home too and Silver and me just sat down together and I got some rest.. I was so tired.. then we watched some tv and after that went to sleep. today: I'm still at Silver's ^^ I was actually supposed to go home yesterday evening, but I stayed another night ^^ we don't really have anything planned for today.. I'm probably going to take a nice long nap after I'm done posting ^^ and in the afternoon I really have to go home, cause I have to work in the evening. I hope everyone had a lovely Christmas ^^ and I think I might post a list of presents I got and erhm.. the brag-list is still on the agenda *laughs* I just really need to list all my manga and anime.. well, I'm gonna let you guys go, this has been way too long already. I'll try to visit today, but I can't promise anything.. *hugs for everyone* much clown love, I'm outta here ^^

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Friday, December 22, 2006

   Santa baby, hurry down the chimney..

"Santa Baby"-Kylie Minogue just a bit of Christmas spirit for everyone.. warning: long post, but it will be the last one before Christmas ^^ plus, it has a songlyric at the end, which makes it look longer!!! enjoy guys ^^ time: 8.07-9.15 am CET mood: damn sleepy, sleeping pills aren't out of my system yet.. physical condition: less sniffly than before, though my stomach hurts a bit now.. manga: I'm still reading Chrono Crusade volume 1, but I'm really enjoying it ^^ song: still Angel (which is the correct title to the song) from Westlife weather: I don't know, probably cold but dry ^^ (it's still dark out and I'm still in bed ^^") its been a good couple of days guys ^^ the last day of school of the year wasn't all that bad thank goodness ^^ and we actually did get to go home earlier so YAY for that ^^ during Business Ethics, as expected, I started on chapter three of my WDX fic ^^ it's so much fun to just write while nobody is really paying attention to you ^^ and then someone suddenly asks: whoa! are those your notes?! and I'm like: naw, it's a story I'm writing ^^ I've just got some things for the project that have to be done tonight and then there's some stuff I need to redo during the vacation, so I don't have all that much homework either YAY ^^ in the bus, all of a sudden a bandname and the name of a song popped into my head.. and at first I was like: what?! O_o but then I remembered.. a few weeks ago, I was trying to find a song that I didn't know the title or the band or any of the lyrics or just the music from, but I did remember that I adored that song and that I had it on CD somewhere.. maybe you can guess which song it is already, but it's the song 'Angel'. I adore that song. so I suddenly knew I had it on some CD of Westlife.. but I didn't have time to find out on which CD, cause I still didn't know the exact title of the song.. so I just wanted to put them all on my mp3 yesterday. one of the CD's didn't want to work with me though, so I'm unable to get that one on my mp3.. and of course, that's the exact CD that has that song on it *sighs* ow well, maybe I can download the song while I'm at Silver's next week ^^ if I remember to ^^" in the meantime, I can relive my youth and get into Westlife again, cause they actually have some really nice songs ^^ and yesterday was wonderful ^^ or at least, the morning was ^^ I went over to Silver-sama ^^ it was so great but the time flew and before I knew it, I had to get back in that evil train that took me away from him.. we didn't do all that much ^^ we just cuddled, fooled around, I tickled him till he had to force me to stop *laughs* he's so ticklish ^^ and of course we watched some Rune Soldier ^^ we're on the second to last DVD and there's a pretty good plot unfolding.. so I can't wait to finish watching it ^^ I wanted to cry when I stepped into the train.. I wanted to jump out just to be with my love for a few hours more.. but I knew he had to go to work and well.. I don't think they'll like having me walking in the way while working on aircraft engines.. so I behaved and got into the train and stayed there.. the rest of the day was spend doing very little.. I watched tv while laying on my bed. I could hardly move because my stomach was killing me.. it just all of a sudden started hurting and it wouldn't stop *sighs* so after dinner, I got in bed with a warmwaterbottle and tried to just get some rest. I watched some tv and I messed around on my laptop for a while. I listened to old Podcasts from the main site. they're so much fun ^^ and I love Ichigo's voice hehe ^^" well, we all know by now how I get when I hear a good voice *grins* I've been listening to the old podcasts, cause I really didn't listen to any until this week and I thought it was so funny, but some things didn't make sense.. so I decided to catch up on things ^^ I just love the wackiness ^^ but I did caught myself a few times on not really listening to their stories anymore, but just listening to their voices.. may be weird, but I'm kind of a lonely girl at times, especially when Silver-sama has the late shift.. so it was just nice to have some voices coming into my room.. I'm weird, I hope it doesn't scare you guys.. I went to sleep at around eleven pm. my stomach was still hurting so badly, I almost broke out in tears just because of the pain.. right now, it's not that bad, but it still hurts a little.. I wonder why it suddenly started hurting this bad.. ow well, let's just hope that it goes away soon ^^ I wanted to make sure I got some good rest, so I took two sleeping pills (the maximum according to the box) and right before I wanted to get into bed, I got really dizzy and it just felt like I had to throw up.. so I ran to the toilet, but by the time I got there, the feeling was gone again.. I wonder if the extreme dizzyness might have been caused by my low bloodpressure in combination with the sleepingpills.. so then I started worrying on wether it had been such a good idea to have taken two.. ow well, there was nothing I could do at the time anyway, so I texted Silver-sama and all of a sudden, he called me. so I picked up and he was like: hey, what's wrong? and I was like: but you called me... *silence* riiiight, now I'm confused O_o turns out, he probably pressed to wrong button while reading my text hehe ^^" that's what you get with that crazy phone of yours honey *sticks out tongue but hugs him* as for the title of today, that should actually be: postman baby, hurry up the driveway.. I still haven't gotten the package from my 'mooto-chan Magnus and I really want to give it some time to mock me under the Christmas three.. I hope it arrives today or tomorrow, or else it will be after Christmas *pout* but what's most important is that it gets here at all! I just pray that it isn't lost in the post somewhere.. ow well, we'll see ^^ all I can do is patiently wait ^^ big freakin' EDIT: the package just came in and now the present is mocking me under the Christmas tree *glares at it* also, it made my mom jealous cause I now have more presents than anyone in this house muahahaha!!! *huge grin* just a little while till Christmas ^^ I got to talk to an old friend of mine again this week (no, this is not a wisecracking joke about your age Grifter-san!) and I have to admit.. even though it was great talking to him again, it was kind of.. rusty.. we couldn't really get a conversation started and it just felt a bit.. awkward.. we really haven't talked in far too long.. and now I'm afraid of losing yet another friend *sigh* but I know he's busy with work and his new home, so I will just have to be patient and everything will be alright eventually, I'm sure ^^ if I just keep saying that to myself, it should be fine ^^ or at least, that's what an old classmate of me told me in the bus yesterday ^^ he's so much fun to talk to, and he's really a sweet guy ^^ I mean, we were in the same class together in middle school and we still talk regularly ^^ he works at the supermarket and I usually run into him on saturday mornings when I get some bread and stuff for the bookstore ^^ I say this, cause in the same bus was one of my 'best friends' from the first few years of highschool.. I kept making eyecontact with her, but she just looked straight through me.. when I saw her in the bookstore last week, she did the exact same thing.. but then again, she DID turn into a stuck up bitch, right after we started growing apart.. ow well. my fish are on a dieing streak again.. I must've flushed about three of them this week.. just a good thing they had like a gazillion babies a few weeks ago ^^ they're in the fishy day-care tee-hee ^^ it's a funny thing though.. just the fishes that have babies die.. I wonder if there's a connection between that reproduction and the ending of life.. makes me want to try and see if I'll live longer if I don't reproduct.. but naw, life's too short for that kind of experiments and I don't really want to get all scientific with my fish ^^" I love them too much to test stuff out on them ^^ anywho, lets talk about Christmas ^^ this will probably get a bit sappy and emotional.. the past few days have been days of looking back for me.. I've been looking back on the past year and everything that happened.. I fought fights, lost good and close friends, found new and even better friends (this goes out to you Magnus, Cat and Yensid ^^), I've managed to get my propedeuse, I've become a blood-donor, I've risked my relationship, Silver-sama and me got through some really rough times, I've risked the relationships of others to try and get things straight and without hate, I've sort of managed in that, I found a job and lost it again, I found a temp job, but will lose it just before new years, I've started taking pills against my depression and they're actually working (should've done that a long time ago!), I've had more fights with my mom than ever before *laughs*, I went to a full-weekend AnimeCon, and the list just goes on and on.. a lot has happened this year, both good and bad.. but this Christmas, I'm going to make it all about the good. thanks to all the bad things that have happened to me over the last year, and it really has been a rough year, I've become able to count my blessings. the good things are clearer to me now than they were before. it makes me think of something my Ethics teacher in High School told me while he was helping me through my depression: defeat the bad with the good. it's from the Bible. and it really is the only way that works. count your blessings, not your losses. and it's not all that bad for me.. when I'm in the train to Silver's, I pass a graveyard. and on that graveyard, is the grave of my uncle who died last year. and every time the train passes by, I can see his grave.. it just stands out and I just look at it and think of my aunt. she is kind of like me *smiles softly* whenever she was with my uncle, they didn't need anyone else, they could take on the world! but now, ever since my uncle passed away, I can just see my aunt slowly disappearing into a little, scared, lonely woman.. it makes me so sad. she probably won't be able to make this Christmas about the good things.. but I hope and pray that she will at least be able to remember the good times they had together. I hope that this Christmas, she will be remembering the love they had and how no one could ever come between that.. it's hard for my mom too.. not so much because of my uncle, but because of my parent's first kid.. he died around this time when he was just two yeard old.. that will be twentythree years ago this year.. it's so weird to think that if he hadn't died, I would have an even older brother.. but then I think again and realise that maybe I wouldn't even be on this earth if he didn't die.. sometimes, bad things happen to good people, but I still think that everything happens for a reason.. a lot of people have had a rough year, I know I'm not the only one who feels this way. so to all of you, I say this: make this Christmas about counting your blessings (not about how many presents you get!) make sure that you realise and stand still by the fact how lucky you are to have all that you have and that you haven't lost it all. for just two days, try to forget all the shit in the world and in your life and think of all the good things that have been happening to you this year and think of everything that you have left after everything that happened. I might have lost a lot of good friends this year, but I've also learned who my true friends are, who I can truly rely on no matter what. and this Christmas, I'll be celebrating with them, even though we're miles apart *smiles* just one wise lesson for you all, before I leave you guys till after Christmas (I'll be spending saturday through thursday with Silver-sama, so I don't think I'll be able to come around to sites or post a lot, I will try to get to some sites, though it will still be after Christmas) Count your blessings now, for they're long gone.. happiness isn't getting what you want, it's wanting what you've got. I think I'm truly happy *smiles* by the way, I will probably post a 'brag-list' after Christmas ^^ cause well, maybe I'll get some manga or anime hehe ^^ muahahaha!! I wish you all a very merry Christmas guys *hugs everyone* much clown love, I'm outta here. "Angel"-Westlife(it has been done by several different artists too though. I've bolded some parts that I especially love in this song.) Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

   you're gone, you're gone, gone out of my dreams. it hurts, it's true, but you weren't who you seemed..

"Thought that you would be"-Krezip great song ^^ time: 11.15-11.30 am CET mood: cheery, last day of school for this year after all ^^ physical condition: still sniffing.. manga: I'll start Chrono Crusade volume one on the way home. song: In the arms of the angel-Westlife weather: grey and cold, but dry ah, the last day of school for the year ^^ finally, I am so ready for my Christmas break hehe ^^ monday and yesterday have been fine, a bit lonely, but fine. yesterday was spend a bit at school, then I came home and actually made some homework (that is, making an email in Dutch, then translating it to English and then running it through an online translator so that I've got a Spanish email hehe ^^") and then I spend the rest of my evening watching Galaxy Angel ^^ it was so much fun hehe ^^ and now I'm all done with the series.. *sighs* but I've still got erhm.. some series about a ninja girl hehe ^^" Jubei-chan or something.. can't really remember.. and I've still got a lot of Ranma 1/2 to go ^^" but I'll probably watch some of The 4400 tonight ^^ I still have to watch the second season, so that should give me something to do ^^ Quinty has been driving me crazy in the cutest way ever ^^ everytime I'm working on my laptop, she comes to lay on my lap and then she falls asleep ^^ she's so cute, but also very heavy and in the way when I'm trying to type.. yesterday, she fell asleep with her paw and head on my right arm and she just got so heavy.. so after about an hour, I couldn't feel my arm or legs anymore ^^' and this morning, she tried the same thing, but instead lay right across my stomach, with her paws on my chest and her face turned straight to me ^^' she just kept looking at me really stupid *laughs* today has been boring so far... got Business Ethics coming up, so I'll probably get some work on my fic done *laughs* as long as the teach doesn't come sit next to me while we have to watch a movie that is.. I'm secretly hoping that the lady from Spanish will let us out early, in true holiday spirit.. but I doubt it really ^^' I'm really glad that all my packages got to their destination allright ^^ I hope everyone likes their presents ^^ I know Yensid liked them YAY ^^ but the others are not allowed to open them before Christmas!! muahahaha!!! there are three presents mocking me at home already.. it's just a good thing I can't see the presents at Silver-sama's ^^" as for how I know two of them are from the bookstore (this is for Lord Sesshoumarou): I work at the bookstore, so I recognise the wrapping paper ^^" well, lets see.. this is kinda short... tomorrow morning I'm going to Silver-sama YAY ^^ I can't wait to go see him and I'll be sure to bring Rune Soldier with me, cause I want to know what happens next ^^ I'm posting in school, so this will stay short I guess.. I have nothing left to talk about really ^^' maybe, when I get home this afternoon, I'll do a little brag-list. I feel like writing down all the anime and manga I own hehe *evil grin* until then, I'm outta here, much clown love

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Monday, December 18, 2006

   Heaven knows no frontiers and I've seen heaven in your eyes...

"No Frontiers"-The Corrs this must be their most beautiful song ever... time: 2.50-3.20 pm CET mood: meh, kinda cheery, but lonely too physical condition: sniffling, but ok manga: still Saikano 3.. it's mentally exhausting, but I'll get through it!!! song: erhm... I dunno, there's not really a song stuck in my head today ^^" weather: bright and chilly, with a nice warming sun though ^^ the weekend was good ^^ work on saturday was boring, cause hardly anyone came to the store.. it was rainy and icky outside and I guess everyone decided to delay their Christmas shopping.. ooohh, I just noticed some packages from the bookstore underneath the Christmas tree *drools* hehe ^^' anywho.. work was slow, but I still enjoyed it ^^ I saw that the author of one of my favorite books had brought out a new one, which sounded pretty good ^^ at the end of the day, Silver-sama came to pick me up from work as usual and we ate at my place. a little later, my mom and dad left and my brother would go too, so we decided to go to his house to watch stand-up comedy ^^ we were both pretty tired, so we went to sleep pretty early ^^' on sunday we didn't do much really. we just hung out, watched tv, I slept a lot, wondered if spiders take showers too (I wonder weird things when I'm tired..), and a lot of other things.. we watched some episodes of Galaxy Angel, which is still too cute for words and I started noticing little hints to Di Gi Charat in it.. turns out, they're both from Broccoli ^^ didn't know that, but it was fun to search for the Di Gi Charat clues hehe ^^ we also watched a lot of episodes of Rune Soldier and a plot is actually thickening!!! I love that series hehe ^^ it's wacky ^^ basically, it's RPG in anime-form ^^ and of course we watched Bones. after it ended, I cried cause it meant I had to leave soon.. and it just hit me: one of the few things I look and live forward to all week, is sunday night, watching Bones with the arms of my love around me.. it's like a moment of complete calm, no worries, no evil outside world trying to get me, just me and him and my favorite show (yep, it beat CSI!!) I love, no, ADORE the character Angela!! I know she's just a character, but I really wish I had a friend like her!! and I just feel everything she feels, I want to be there for her and comfort her and.. I must sound like such a weirdo.. but I think Angela would be a wonderful role-model for me too. I only wish I could be a friend like she is.. a person like she is.. by the way, seems like something good is blooming between Hodgins and Angela, that would be nice ^^ (no spoiling things for me please ^_~) I really want to know when Bones will come to DVD.. but it will probably take a long time still, just like Gedo Senki.. I mean, the UK release is next SUMMER!!! that means that we have to withstand winter first!! ugh.. I wish I could hybernate.. winter really isn't my thing.. aherm.. when it was time to leave, Silver-sama gave me a little present ^^ it's a book from Toon Tellegen (which is probably impossible to pronounce for most of you guys *laughs*) he's one of my favorite writers, even though he basically writes children's stories. but they have such deep philosophies in them.. I'll try and translate one of my favorite stories for you guys some time ^^ on the way back home, we came past this garden that has wonderful Christmas lighting in it every year. it's in my town and this guy has his gardeners work on it each year to make it even better than the last year.. here are some pics, cause I just can't keep this view from the world, can I? besides, it's a great example of how to make NICE Christmas lighting!! (one street in Silver-sama's town got it all wrong, but he won't let me take pictures of that hehe ^^") also, I love how the trees on the roundabouts look this time of year ^^ and the huge crane on the building sight for the new mall (as long as I'm doing pictures anyway hehe ^^) lets see.. I don't think there's much left to say here.. today has been uneventful: went to school, skipped Business Economics since it's usuless for me anyway, went home, had pictures made and picked up my Public Transport card for next year (most students get one from the government, it means free train, bus and subway rides and such ^^) oh, here's a shoutout for my friend Grifter-san, who's having his birthday today ^^ even though he probably won't read this, I just wanted to wish him a happy birthday *sprinkles confetti* ^^ as for anyone wondering, yep that's me in the picture at the end of every post.. and stop saying I'm pretty, you guys are embarrasing me *blushes, then deathglares Silver-sama* no synonyms either!! *sticks out tongue* well, I'll let you guys go ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here

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Friday, December 15, 2006

   If I had it my way, the fuckin' sun'd be gone!

"In My Room"-ICP I need more sleep.. there should be more hours of night in a day!! time: 9.30-10.05 pm CET mood: tired, but cheery (damn those Christmas songs for having effect on me!!!) physical condition: I am being sat on by my cat, does that count? makes it hard to type anyway.. manga: Saikano volume 3 song: Santa Baby-Kylie Minogue, the only Christmas song that I kind of like ^^ (I need a mrs. Clause costume *winks to Silver-sama*) weather: cold, but dry yesterday was good as expected ^^ I adore the movie Eragon and now I definetely want to read the books ^^ I mean come on, how can a dragonlover like me not like a movie that has a dragon like this in it: it was just so well done ^^ I had read a review about it in the paper on my way to Silver's and about ten minutes into the movie, it was clear to me that the reviewer had not been watching with either an open mind or just plain attention.. I would love to be a reviewer by the way.. of books, movies or hotels.. but then I should've studied journalism or something I guess.. ow well ^^ anywho, to anyone thinking about going to see it: JUST DO IT!! after the movie, Silver-sama and me went to our favorite bar and just had some beers and talked and celebrated our anniversary ^^ we got a free beer from the barman, who just happens to be my old 'boy next door' *laughs* his parents still live in the same house and are good friends of the family ^^ so we talk about the goings on in the street and with our parents, stuff like that ^^ it's quite fun to see him again (he's like.. ten years older than me, so I was still tiny when he last saw me and then, a few years ago, I step into a bar with my boyfriend and he was like: "aren't you that little girl that used to live two houses next to me?" and I'm like: yup ^^) anywho, free beer tastes even better than beer you have to pay for ^^ but that's only logical I think ^^ so Silver and I hung out there for a while and then it was time to bring me home again, cause he had to work early this morning ^^" I hardly slept all night again.. I hate it and I think I might take a sleeping pill tonight.. I woke up at around 8.30, visited some sites and then decided to go back to sleep. when I woke up again, it was noon and time to get some food in ^^" the rest of the day was spend doing nothing in particular, just the way I like it ^^ I surfed the net for a bit, watched some tv, went to the city with my brother and spend some money on manga *sighs* it's just a good thing I was able to hold myself back in the music store.. anywho, I bought: Furuba 15 and Sakura Taisen 4 and something for Silver-sama ^^ I'm still looking for Ranma 1/2 36, but it's no where to be found *kicks the stores* and online, it's out of stock *sighs* I want to know how it ends so I can resume watching the anime!! yep, I'm weird like that ^^ after we came back home, I watched some Galaxy Angel ^^ so cute ^^ and then it was time to eat and go to work.. my boss is evil.. why, you ask? he brought out the CDs with the Christmas Songs Of DOOM!!! (luckily not sung by annyoing kids, or I would be in a straight-jacket right now..) so tomorrow will be hell, 7 hours of non-stop Christmas songs.. ow well, hopefully I will be able to tune them out and play some ICP in my head ^^" speaking of ICP, weird things have been happening.. the bag that finally came in was the right one YAY ^^ I adore it!! but here's where it gets freaky: my mom asked me this afternoon if I had a new bag. so I said yeah. and she wanted to see it.. so I showed it to her.. here's the situation: *me, standing half cringed waiting for the yelling to start, holding my bag out as a shield* my mom looks at it and says: "Oh, that's a nice bag!" me: but I ordered it a long time ago and I really li... what?! so no harm done ^^ I'm just wondering how long it will take until she recognises that there's a little dude with an axe on it and that it says: "as wicked as it gets" *laughs* I'm off-topic again, aren't I? my mind gets jumpy lately, which really is a good sign ^^ the people who have been with me longer might recognise this as the old, happy, quirky me ^^" I have no idea where I was.. work was boring tonight, though, it was a really slow night *sighs* when I got home, my parents had put up the Christmas tree (we have an old fashioned real one, so soon, the house will be covered in green spiky needles *laughs*) so now, my presents for them and the present from Cat for me are mocking us all *sighs* I wanna know what it is!! ow well, I will patiently wait until Christmas morning ^^ I have to wait even longer for the presents at Silver-sama's, cause I won't get them until probably the evening of the second day.. hmz.. time for some more Galaxy Angel, me thinks ^^ I need some cuteness ^^ Silver-sama is out with his coworkers.. I hope he's having fun ^^ at first, the plan was that I would tag along, but his coworkers suddenly wanted a 'guy's night out'.. ow well, I get some well needed rest and I'll see Silver again tomorrow ^^ I'm outta here, much clown love ^^

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Thursday, December 14, 2006

   You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong... But you've got me...

"As Lovers Go"-Dashboard Confessional I adore this song!!! *squeels and hugs MP3-player* being with you here makes me sane I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my sight I'd post the whole lyrics, but I don't want to *laughs* time: 10.10-10.37 am CET mood: sleepy as hell physical condition: my body hasn't really woken up yet.. manga: I will start Saikano volume3 today ^^ song: Vindicated-Dashboard Confessional (I should try to find a CD of them or something..) weather: *tries to see through the curtains* beats me, but it sounds windy.. hey guys *huggles you all* for some reason, I don't feel really bad today YAY ^^ that's always a good sign ^^ I actually went to almost all my classes yesterday *proud* except the first one.. but screw that, the info will be put on the internet anyway ^^ in (with lack of a better name for it) Personal Development Class, we played Truth or Dare.. when it was my turn, I was asked why they don't see me in class that often.. damn.. but the teach said that it was ok to just leave it with 'Personal Circumstances' so I was pretty glad that was ok too ^^" call me weird, but I don't need everyone knowing I'm on happy-pills and don't have the energy to push myself to go to every single class.. of course, this will probably lead to weird rumors, but meh, let them think what they want, I don't care ^^ the rest of the day was ok too ^^ as predicted, I started the second chapter of my fic in Business Ethics ^^ it's just a boring class and I listen with one ear, so I should be able to pick up some info ^^ though going home proved to be a bit of a hussle.. I spend a whole hour in the bus trying to get out of Rotterdam! (this usually takes the bus about ten minutes) *sigh* so I spend about twice the time in the bus than I usually do.. ugh, I hate busdrives that long.. but I survived YAY!!! when I got home, I ate and then I messed around with ImageReady. made a greeting and I hope it will get accepted by the site ^^ I also made my Christmas Card for this place ^^ I thought I wouldn't do one this year, but I decided to do one anyway hehe ^^ it's kinda sad, but I really love it ^^ most of the people on my friends list have received it, but if you haven't and you would still like to view/post it, it's on the bottom of my site, in the 'Featured Quiz Results' section ^^ if you send me a card, it will be posted with the others in my profile ^^ after that, I watched the last DVD of Arjuna. I didn't really like the end, but it was still good ^^ I love the CG's in the series but I loathe the Live Action parts they tend to put in it.. ow well, overall the series was good ^^ and the music from it is so completely wonderful!! when I've got some money again, I will buy the Soundtrack ^^ (I know of a place that actually has it ^^) and to end my day on a less serious note, I watched an episode of Galaxy Angel ^^ I love it cause it's so darn cute ^^ I didn't sleep very well.. halfway through the night, I felt something tickling my legs.. I was sleeping with my knees up (leaning on my feet.. I sleep weird hehe) and my CAT decided to crawl under the covers with me *laughs* she was just curled up between my legs hehe ^^" so I figured it would be better if she came up a bit and I put her next to me with the covers still over her ^^ she's so cute ^^ sometimes I think she can feel whenever I'm lonely.. in the past few years, I've developed a craving to sleep next to someone.. I wonder if that's normal for girls, or just people, my age or who are in a relationship.. but anywho, sometimes I think Quinty wants to make me feel better, less lonely ^^ so we just lay there for about an hour and I couldn't fall asleep, scared I would squish her or something hehe ^^" but then she decided to go back to the other side of the bed and we could both sleep well ^^ OH!!! Cat's present came in yesterday *jumps up and down* it's mocking me, sitting on my night stand staring at me.. I've already learned that it makes noise if you shake it a little.. and it's square and hard.. I wanna know what it is AAAAHHHH!!! but I promise, I won't open it till Christmas ^^ of course my parents wanted to know who it was from and my mom thinks it's weird that I send presents to people I only know from the internet cause (and I quote) 'You don't really know those people'.. ugh, stupid reason. the people I know on here and WDX understand me better and are better friends to me than the people I know in 'real life'.. I have a way better bond with you guys and I wouldn't have it any other way ^^ *looks at the present* darnit, is it Christmas yet?! today should be a good day ^^ no, let me rephrase that, today WILL be a good day ^^ I'm going to Silver-sama this afternoon and the chance that we will be eating Chinese food is getting bigger ^^ also he reserved places for Eragon, so we will definetely go and see that one ^^ and he even reserved for The Holiday, so if we really want to go crazy, we can see two movies in one night ^^ but we're not sure about that yet hehe ^^' we'll see ^^ today is our three-and-a-half-year anniversary ^^ congrats sweetie *hugs Silver-sama* and I still love you ^^ wo ai ni (indeed, Chinese/Mandarin for I love you, learned that from Ranma 1/2 *laughs*) well, I should let you guys go.. it's true that my posts get longer and happier when I'm happy *smiles* I think it was my honey who noticed that.. ow and I ADORE the long comments!! keep them coming, I love reading what you all have to say ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here ^^

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

   If love is blind, then why do we all buy lingerie?

"Memento Mori"-The Streets yeah! why do we?! another sentence from this song that I love: memento mori It's latin and it says we must all die well, it's true ^^ time: 10.45-11.35 am CET mood: meh.. *kicks the school* I'm just moody. physical condition: sniffly, not feeling sick anymore though. manga: Saikano volume 2 still, I should be able to finish it today though.. it's so intense, but so good. song: Clown Walk- ICP weather: drizzly and windy.. icky. well, as you all can see, I've changed my theme again ^^ I just felt like it was time to get some Saikano on this place ^^ very few people have heard of this series it seems, but I've just been so intrigued by it lately, that I really wanted to do a theme of it ^^ here's some info on the series: Chise is a small, shy and clumsy high school student who managed to work up the courage to ask Shuji, a tall, confident and athletic boy in her class, to be her boyfriend. The two make a cute couple, but their lives as they know them are thrown into disarray when war begins to tear Japan apart. Even more horrifying, Chise is taken by an unknown group, and her body is transformed into the military's ultimate weapon. With the knowledge of what his girlfriend has become, Shuji struggles to hold onto the Chise he loves, even as the military uses her for their battles and the rest of his friends are also pulled into the growing conflict. Meanwhile, Chise struggles to hold onto her humanity, fearful that herself as a weapon may one day overwhelm and destroy herself as a human. (this info is from The Internet Movie Database) I recommend this series to anyone who doesn't mind some somewhat heavy reading. it has lovely art and a great story ^^ I'm currently reading the manga, but I think that once I get some money again, I'd like to see if I can buy the anime somewhere ^^ anywho, I've been messing around with HTML and I think I'm getting the hang of it.. *points at post box* I used to include the picture codes into my posts every time I wrote one, but now I've finally figured out how to get them in there automatically.. I must sound like such a dork, but HTML is jibberish to me usually, so I'm kinda proud of myself ^^ also, it took me quite a long time to get the pics in my profile done, cause I didn't have a good image editing program lately.. I downloaded Photoshop again, which immediately told me I had to purchase it, but it did leave me with ImageReady, which works without a license code ^^ I'm planning on making a Christmas Card today after school (yep, I'm there right now and I only skipped one class *proud*) and maybe I'll try to make a proper e-card for this place.. *crosses fingers* I just hope that TheO will accept it, since it threw out my wallpapers.. *thinks* hmz.. I could probably make those into e-cards too... I'll mess around with my laptop a little hehe ^^ lets see.. as said, school wasn't as fun as it's supposed to be yesterday, but I survived. Silver-sama came over in the evening and at first I was just boring him to death cause I was trying to find a good version of Photoshop.. and then I kept fooling around on my laptop.. I just wanted to get some things done, but I felt bad for boring him.. *hugs him really close* I'm so sorry honey!! well, after I was done messing around, we played with my cat for a while, which was pretty funny ^^ she's about ten or eleven years old now, but she can still play like a kitten ^^ she's so totally cute ^^ and then we watched Rune Soldier as I thought we would ^^ it's really such a wacky show and I love it ^^ it's great for relaxing a little ^^ and then he had to go home again.. and I was actually scared of him leaving, I didn't want to feel like monday evening again.. as long as he's around me, I feel safe.. I don't know how to describe it.. it's like nothing can hurt me when he's with me.. oh and he scared the heck out of me!! I gave him a necklace some time ago and all of a sudden he said: 'That thing around my neck is annoying me so bad! I'm going to hand it over to you.' and I thought that he was talking about his present, so I was like: 'What? no... T_T' turns out, my ICP dog-tag had finally arrived ^^ so now I'm flaunting that at school, even though nobody notices hehe ^^ when Silver got home, he told me that my bag had also arrived, so I can't wait to see if they send me the correct one now ^^ cause on the site it's out of stock now ^^" I'll go over to his place tomorrow ^^ can't wait, cause it will also be our three-and-a-half-year anniversary!!! *squeel* I really still can't believe that he stayed with me for this long.. *huggles him again* wo ai ni ^^ I hope he can make his parents want to eat Chinese Food.. and I also hope we might be able to go to the movies.. I really want to see Eragon ^^ I saw a trailer of it this week and the dragons look sooooo good *drools* I love dragons hehe ^^" at first I was doubting on whether I wanted to read the books first and then see the movie on DVD, but now I really want to see it *jumps up and down* it would be great fun if we could go.. even though we're both kinda really broke.. well, I think that this was all I wanted to tell you guys today.. it feels like today might actually be an ok day.. but it's still early and I have a lot of classes left to attend (I especially don't want to go to Spanish...) next is Business Ethics.. last week, I wrote my letter to my imooto-chan during that class *laughs* maybe I could start on the second chapter of my fic ^^ for anyone who is curious about that, once it's online in the WDX Newspaper, I might post it on here ^^ I just think that the members of WDX have the right to read it first hehe ^^ besides, it will probably not make much sense if you're not a member of the forum (the links to WDX AND Poisoned Rain are in my profile) (man, those people are making a lot of noise.. can't believe that they're college students *shakes head*) oh and it's totally ok to give me advice in a comment to my posts ^^ (this is especially for Yensid-sensei ^^) I like hearing what other people think I should do or maybe if they have some experience with things, they could tell me how that worked out.. I don't share this all with everyone just to vent ^^ *hugs everyone reading this* much clown love ^^ I'm outta here

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

   I need to see you tonight so I can keep from going insane..

"Free Loop"-Daniel Powter it's not what the song really says.. but this way it's a lovely line ^^ and it's true for me as usual I'm working on my site, just have to wait for a proper picture editing program to download completely so that I can finish it... so until then, this site is under construction ^^ time: 2.30-2.45 pm CET mood: calmed down a little, but still worried and a bit sad. physical condition: still a cold, but not as sick as last night. manga: Saikano volume2, it's heavy reading for me right now, but I love the story and the art, even though it's so sad.. the first volume made me cry yesterday.. song: Pump Ya Brakes-Will Smith feat. Snoop Dogg weather: sunny and dry but cold. as wonderful and peaceful and happy sunday evening was for me, as sick, nervous and panicky was yesterday evening.. I felt like I had to puke, my stomache hurt, my head felt like it was going to burst.. old and new worries were raging through my head.. I panicked, my breathing started to hurt again.. Silver-sama called me after I send him a panicked text.. that made me feel a lot better. but I still wasn't able to sleep all night.. yesterday after I went downstairs in the school, I came across my group leader.. she was just standing there with a bitchy grin on her face.. it made me want to beat it off her, but I managed to keep calm.. I called Silver-sama and vented. at home, I slept for a bit and then finished the first chapter of my fic.. I think it's pretty good, but I will have to wait for the reaction of others.. I spend a lot of time on WDX, talking to my imooto-chan (indeed, online sister ^^) Magnus and Cat and Silver-sama ^^ it was fun ^^ I love talking to my 'mooto-chan and we spend a lot of time doing that so it was all good. then I left to watch CSI, but it was an old episode again, so I went to bed.. I felt sick all of a sudden and started to worry about school and work and stuff.. and as said, I panicked.. I finished reading the first volume of Saikano and I just felt so sad.. I'm a lot like Chise. well, apart from being the ultimate weapon ^^" but I always feel like I have to apologise for everything.. and I think I kinda accept my faith with the same attitude as her.. but that made it so that I really felt along with her and she's so sad and scared.. it makes me want to hug her really thight.. I'm weird, I know ^^" ow well, after the phonecall from Silver-sama I tried to sleep.. got a few hours in I think, but most of the night, I was laying awake.. this morning I checked out MyO and WDX and then went to sleep for a little while longer. or so I thought.. I overslept till 10 and that made me late for the group meeting *sigh* we had an english assignment which went great though and after that, I bailed. had a little talk with my english teacher about my 'situation'. she said that it was more important to feel good than to follow all classes. and she assured me that I was still a great student so I could take some time off ^^ that made me feel better ^^ she's really sweet ^^ so now I'm home early again and I think my mom is on to me.. but I keep telling her that classes ended early and that the teachers are sick and stuff.. she has enough to worry about herself, she doesn't need me making things worse.. Silver-sama is coming over tonight. I can't wait for him to get here ^^ it will be so great to have his arms around me again.. I think we'll watch some Rune Soldier, that should cheer me up ^^ he's really trying to work on his, or rather, our future.. it's so sweet ^^ I wish I could do the same.. well, I'm off for a cup of tea, I can use it ^^ I'm glad today is a bit better than yesterday *hugs you all* much clown love I'm outta here

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Monday, December 11, 2006

   So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven, cause without you they're never going to let me in...

"Why Don't You and I"-Santana feat. Chad Kroeger oh my, I didn't even know that they did a song together.. I will have to find a way to download it.. I adore Santana, that guy can sure make a guitar cry.. and Chad Kroeger is just hot hehe ^^ time: 11.40 am-12.02 pm CET mood: happy ^^ (well that's a first..) though it could be better.. (see that's more like me) physical condition: I've got a cold and I'm damn tired.. manga: saikano volume 1 still song: Fit but you know it-The Streets weather: drizzly and grey: autumn yeah.. this day started quite good... my imooto-chan got her package safely and she posted mine today *excited* I had to go to school for a group thingy.. and they said we would do it after the guest lecture that I skipped.. that would end at 11.30 am, so I figured I needed the bus at 10.30.. so I come to school and they had been whining about me not being there already.. (YAY for cellphones *sarcasm*) so when I got to school I tried to find my group.. so I called the group leader and she didn't pick up the phone.. so I called another group member and he told me that they had stopped about an hour ago and were now just taking a break... I was planning on skipping the other classes anyway, cause I'm not feeling all that good.. so I came to school for nothing.. instead of just waiting for me to practise the stupid assignment, they decided to do it without me.. this is going to be last semester all over again *sighs* I hate groups!!!! *kicks something random* the weekend was wonderful though ^^ work was alright, rather boring cause the weather wasn't all that great, so hardly anyone came to the store.. but still, it's work and money and it's still fun ^^ on friday evening, Silver-sama had an unexpected half day and he came over to my house ^^ we watched tv and just enjoyed being together ^^ it felt so good ^^ and on saturday evening he came over again and then we went to his place ^^ they made saturday comedy night again ^^ we watched a show of a comedian that I had never heard of, but he was really good ^^ we both drank a lot, we just felt like getting tipsy.. well, me anyway, Silver-sama wanted to get drunk *laughs* he almost drank a whole bottle of vodka-lime on his own.. I just drank the last bit out of the bottle, I had my own share of Flugel shots again yummm ^^ after the comedy we just surfed channels and all of a sudden, on a German channel, I came across a concert of The Streets and we watched that ^^ it was really cool to see them perform live and there were a lot of songs that I hadn't heard from them yet.. so I really enjoyed that and kept singing along with the songs and telling Silver-sama how much I liked them ^^ we went to bed at around two am or something ^^" on sunday, we just slept in and I didn't really do much.. he had to set up the Christmas tree hehe ^^ it looks really pretty though ^^ and he hung up colored lights in his room and in the evening we watched tv, Bones as always and I just felt so happy. it has been a really long time since I felt like that.. just completely happy and not having a care in the world. after Bones we were kinda messing around and I just couldn't get the smiles off my face ^^ truly happy, I wish every night could be like that.. in time they will *dreams off* my old WDX addiction is flaring straight up again ^^ I'm writing a fanfic for the 'newspaper' we do on there and it's so much fun to think up situations and conversations ^^ I love the place more than I used to and the people on there are so wonderful *smiles* if you want to check it out, follow the link from my last post ^^ also, check out Poisoned Rain, it's a forum too ^^ the link is in my profile ^^ well, I'm posting at school and I'm actually just doing that to fill some time so that it seems like I actually took a class today.. yeah, I lie to my parents about school.. they wouldn't understand me anyway.. don't try this at home, guys.. cause it really isn't the right way to handle things!! I know I'm a bad example.. and I know I shouldn't tell you guys all this.. but I just know that you want to know what's going on in my life and this is it.. I like sharing my feelings with people who understand.. who get me.. sorry that I'm such a bad example.. but despite that, I know I'm getting happier ^^ and that's always a good thing hehe well, I'm off again, time to go home, me thinks. sorry this post was kinda useless hehe ^^" I'll try to make a better one later this week ^^ I'm going to see Silver-sama again tomorrow ^^ can't wait YAY much clown love, I'm outta here

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Friday, December 8, 2006

   Send someone to love me, I need to rest in arms...

'Better Man'-Robbie Williams I just love that line.. and as usual, it applies. time: 10.26-11.29 am CET mood: monthly moodswings, ain't the life of a woman grant? *sarcasm* physical condition: a bit of a cold, and a band-aid on my finger cause of the bloodtest shot thingamabob.. manga: Saikano volume 1 AND Hellsing 4.. I adore Saikano already, the art looks soooo good ^^ and Hellsing is just nice and gorey as usual ^^ song: Long Way to Happy-Pink weather: raining and hard, icy winds hey guys!! it's been a while ne? I've been lacking in updates cause well.. I don't know really.. I guess it's WDX that has been distracting me from this place.. yep, the place is safe again and I'm starting to get back to my old addiction ^^ though I'm still pretty careful.. bad memories and shit, ya know ^^' plus, school has been keeping me off the laptop in the mornings *sighs* and I just like to update while most of you are still sleeping hehe ^^ ow well, I'm here now, ain't I? my week.. it's been alright.. I completely finished my Christmas shopping on tuesday and man am I ever glad to be done with that ^^ it was pretty hard to find presents for some people.. but I managed and went completely bankrupt in the process *big sigh* that means no spending ANY money for the rest of the year.. but with the new year will come new money ^^ I just have to find a steady job before the month ends.. ugh, and the worrying starts again.. (by the way, typing with a bandaid is annoying!!) great fun by the way *sarcasm* I had to stand the whole busride home from Rotterdam on tuesday.. and the busdriver was a jerk, cause he kept on breaking with those jumpy stops that make all the people fall over.. and he just kept on letting more people in the bus and it was so crowded and icky warm and moist cause it had been raining outside.. sweat was dripping down my back.. I hate that busdriver!!! *kicks his bus* I've been skipping quite a few classes already again.. but I just don't really feel up to long days lately.. I'm a horrible example *shakes head* but I still feel like I should be working on my emotional health and when that's all good, I can focus on following classes again.. on wednesday I finished all my letters and presents and cards so I could mail them all on thursday ^^ so 'mooto-chan, Cat and Yensid, expect your stuff pretty soon ^^ yesterday morning was good. I went over to Silver-sama and even though I missed my bus and once again had crappy connection with my train, I got to spend a few hours with my love and that just makes it all worth it.. we went to the post office and send all the packages (Silver-sama paid the shipping costs, cause, as said, I'm flat broke.. thanks honey *glomps*) and after that we just went back to his home and did nothing at all.. we just laid on his bed, cuddling and being together and some days, that's just all I want, all I need.. it was so nice ^^ and then it was time for him to go to work and for me to go home.. which meant I had to wait half an hour for the train again, cause I just missed the last one.. ow well, I could read Hellsing, since I borrowed volume 4,5 and 6 from Silver-sama ^^ (though I've started on Saikano today..) when I got to the busstop and waited for my bus, I spotted an old classmate from highschool and we had a nice chat during the busride home ^^ it was actually nice to talk to her again for a change, even though I still ignore all the emails those people send me ^^" I say those people, cause, well... even though we used to hang out during free hours and breaks in school, I could never really consider them my friends.. it's weird and hard to explain.. out of the bus, I thought it would be a good idea to pick up my sleeping pills from the pharmacy cause it wasn't raining all that hard for a change.. bad idea. when I got them and stepped outside again, the sky just all of a sudden turned black and it started to pour, hail and thunder.. I have to walk about two minutes or less to my home from the pharmacy and I was dripping wet, completely soaked when I stepped inside my house.. great fun *sarcasm once again* the rest of the day was spend not doing anything in particular, though in the evening I watched the movie Mean Girl\\\\\\\\\\\\\€p;,kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk\kk========-======i excuse me for that, my cat decided it would be fun to sit on my laptop.. attention addict *shakes head and laughs* just thought I'd leave the prove in for once.. anywho, I watched the movie Mean Girls and I actually, against my expectations, liked it ^^ it was entertaining and I loved the inner conversation of whatsherface.. the red-head ^^" I'm horrible with names.. it was a nice picture of how highschool girls are and can act towards each other.. I'm scared of Queen Bees.. ow well ^^ I'm kinda the outcast in my school anyway.. I'm just glad that the real school life isn't all that bad as they showed. but of course, in movies, they always have to make it all a bit worse ^^" today has already been quite busy. been to the dentist. nothing wrong, just a half-year check up ^^ though he did warn me to watch my brushing.. I'm even slacking off in that department.. and then I went off to the bloodbank to donate again (no, we don't get money for that out here) but.. they didn't let me.. my bloodpressure was 89 over 69 and that is just too low.. it's probably because of my happy-pills.. that's what they said anyway. I myself blame the fact that I took a sleeping pill last night.. ow well, I'll just have to wait for the next call now. which should be in a few months. now that I think about it, the low blood-pressure might have been because of a combination of sleeping pill, happy-pill and period.. *nods* that's probably it ^^ anywho, I couldn't give blood but they did do the nast hemoglobine test which means an evil sting in your finger.. *keeps trying to get Quinty to try and eat my bandaid* usually, she starts to bite on it right away.. ow well and now I'm home again ^^ the rest of the day shouldn't be too busy. I have to work tonight, I hope it's busy, I love working hard ^^ I should make some homework, but I'm going to try the trick a girl in my class did last week. she never turned any work in and thus, she wasn't preached to by the teacher.. *shakes head* he's such a dork and he just annoys me to death.. it's actually a student giving us Excell-class.. and he's just.. UGH!!! the problem is, the class is about Business Economics in combination with Excell.. and he doesn't really have any Economic insight.. while I do.. so we have nice discussions on that every now and then.. *sigh* he annoys me.. I said that already ^^" ah yes, Sinterklaas, some people asked about it, so here is the explaination (I'll make it short) Sinterklaas is really a holiday for the kids over here. it all revolves around this old guy dressed in a bisshops dress who has loads of helpers called Black Petes (hehe, it's fun to translate that into english ^^) every year half way november, he arrives from Spain in his Steamboat packed with presents. and until december 5th, he leaves small presents in the shoes of kids who have been nice during the year. on the evening of december 5th, the big presents are given and a lot of candy too.. chocolate letters and stuff yummm ^^ I don't exactly know if he was the inspiration for Santa Clause, but I've always been told that Santa was invented by the Coca Cola Company to boost sales during the winter.. but he might have stood model for it.. Sinterklaas is really the holiday of gift giving in the Netherlands, while Christmas resembles the American Thanksgiving. Christmas is more about being with family and friends and being thankful for what you have ^^ in my house anyway, there are families who also exchange a lot of gifts during Christmas. and, in Silver-sama's house, we'll be celebrating Christmas with gifts ^^ well, just one last question and then I'll let you guys go. would you like to see a 'something of the day' again? I used to do AMV of the Day, Greeting of the Day and stuff, but I haven't in a while and I thought that maybe you guys were missing it.. and if you do want it back, what would you like to see? so give me examples of what you'd like, please ^^ much clown love, from me and Quinty I'm outta here

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