Thursday, February 9, 2006

   good feeling's gone...

hiya peoples well, I'm not having the best day ever... the crazy people at this school decided to move my last class to an hour later.. so now I have to wait, again... all I do is wait for hours for one lousy class.. ow well, that's what I go to school for I guess hehe... but at least after today my weekend begins ^_^ although I do have to do some homework... not looking forward to that... so now I get out later than I was supposed to... not happy with that.. but it does mean I can update in school hehe ^_^ I've got to do something with all that free time, don't I? I got 100 GB-entries and 400 hits on my site!!!!! ^_^ thank you all so much ^_^ I'm so proud ^_^ I'll try to keep this site interesting for everyone ^_^ *hugs you all* ow well, not much else to tell you guys this time... ugh I feel so beat.. kind of tired from doing absolutely nothing... well there are some good things hehe, I've finally oredered the 7volume DVD boxset of Full Metal Panic ^_^ I will finally see more than just the first episode wOOt!!! and the second volume of Full Metal Alchemist manga came in, so I can read that this weekend ^_^ plus my BF got volumes 5,6 and 7 of inu yasha!!!so my weekend is nicely filled with manga hehe ^_^ well I've got nothing else to say (really!!!) so here's the greeting of the day: I'm outta here

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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

   Blue skies are breaking through

Ahh, can you feel it peoples, spring is in the air ^_^ fel the love everyone!!! hehe, yes I'm feeling better ^_^ thank you all so much for your comments yesterday ^_^ *hugs everyone* I love you all!!!!! well, it's been a good day for me ^_^ I was supposed to still be in school at the moment (14.50 pm my time) but the last class was cancelled cause the teacher didn't know we had it... so I could go home 4.5 hours early!!! if I still had the class I would have had to wait for about 3 hours... I would've updated in school hehe ^_^but now I'm home ^_^ wOOt!!! the weather is lovely today, still really cold and it rains a lot but in between the sun breaks through and you can see patches of blue sky, so pretty ^_^ I love the feeling of spring coming ^_^ (lots of smileys today hehe ^_^) I love rain and sunshine at the same time ^_^ no yelling yet from my parents, I've decided to lay low for a while and go to sleep a bit earlier, that'll teach em muahahaha!!! I'll just start listening to them, that'll really confuse them ^_^ hehe some people tell me I make long posts.. yes I do, I like to talk a lot and I want to tell almost everything that goes on in my life hehe, this blogthingy is a great outlet ^_^ valentine's day is coming closer...too bad it is in the middle of a week, so I can't see my BF, but I'm sure we'll do something fun in the weekend ^_^ we're going to see Fun with Dick and Jane ^_^ I love Jim Carrey ^_^ let's see,what else... I NEED ONE MORE GB-ENTRY!!!then I'll be at 100 ^_^ I feel so loved hehe ^_^ ah and today in school we had the first class of business-economy ^_^ I was, like, a genius in it hehe everybody went 'duhuuuuh?' at the calculations and I was happily making them ^_^ I really like economy and the math that goes with it ^_^ I used to take Management and Organisation in highschool and it's exactly the same as this, so I know how to calculate everything hehe ^_^ for now that is.. but everyone was asking me how to do it ^_^*proudness* (ok, now it's snowing over here.. the weather is acting weird hehe) so, it's been a good day for me ^_^ and !!! I finally thought of a thing to put at the end of each post ^_^ it will be....... the greeting of the day!!! ^_^ hope you all like it, I get them from the e-cards over here ^_^ it will be sort of a reflection of my feeling at the moment I write my post ^_^ so here comes the first greeting of the day: I'm outta here

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

   just when you thought things couldn't get worse...

hello peoples!!! well, lets do the fun part of this post first ^_^ I had quite a good day at school yesterday.. I had to be there at 11.30 am, but no teacher showed up.. then we had a class at 13.00 pm, but once again no teacher.. and then we had a class at 14.30 am and that one was the only one that wasn't cancelled... so I've waited for three hours to get a class of about an hour... -_-' ow well, we had fun in the cafeteria, chatting and making fun of people ^_^ I felt so much better when I had to go back home.. me and my mom are ignoring everything that happened, that's how it works in this family... well, the rest of the day, I didn't do much.. I visited sites and played some games... and then I started chatting with some people. and that's where it starts to get worse... I was just happily chatting, feeling less depressed about myself every minute... but due to that great timedifference it was around 12.00pm around here... and my dad was going to sleep.. now that wouldn't be a problem if the flickering lights of the modem didn't give away that I was still online... so my dad barges into my room yelling at me that I have to get off right away, go to sleep or else he'll kill the modem each night at 11.00... I said I'd do that in a minute, but when he was done brushing his teeth, I was still on.. so he came barging in again yelling that I ruin things for everyone and that if I studied harder I wouldn't have to make up my test... it's the first test that I have to do over in, like, my life... and I can't stop thinking about what I am ruining for everyone... who gets hurt when I chat with people I like until 1.00am? I've got more than enough time to sleep before school, and when I don't, I don't stay up late... things are going seriously wrong in this house and I want to know why...if my brother stayed up that late on the comp they wouldn't have any problems...I'm just an easier target I guess, for him they have to climb another stairs... well, after that I said goodbye to everyone, shut off my comp, cried for a while (that gave me a splitting headache btw, but it felt good to get it off my chest) and then I played Golden Sun on my GBA until 1.30 am... so it really doesn't matter what I do, I'll stay awake anyway *sigh* and if I do go asleep right away, I wake up every hour... I just don't get why they won'let me live my life...is it really so bad that I want to talk to my friends? the only other friends I got are the people I hang around with at school and my BF.. he lives too far away to go by every day and the people at school got their own lives... plus, I like talking to you people, it's fun to hear about your favorite anime, manga and other stuff... or maybe it really is all my fault... maybe I do ruin it for everybody... maybe I should just crawl into a little corner and die... but that wouldn't be fun now, would it? don't worry, I'll try to keep my head up straight... I'm not planning on going into that crappy depression again... been there, done that, the past is the past and there is no time for regrets ^_^ well, I tried to find a happy AMV to close this post, but it failed... so here's a sad one with ed elric and the song Untitled from Simple Plan(I love this song..) well, let's just hope today everything will get better... I will see you all around I'm outta here

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Monday, February 6, 2006

   I hate this f*cking home...

well, hi peoples!!! I've had a great weekend. I stayed over at my BF's house on saturday, we watched stand-up comedy all night again ^_^(saturdays are the best) and on sunday e had our old traditional hamburger-breakfast ^_^ it was 12.00 already so it wasn't that bad hehe ^_^ and I told my mom that we'd be eating dinner at my house on sunday.. so when we came home you would think that she was all like: hi, welcome back, come sit at the table and eat dinner with us... but nooooo, my mom isn't that nice a person... I came in the door, first thing she said: I suppose you two still have to eat?! yes mom, cause I said that we'll be doing that... and then the rage started... about me not letting her know anything, about me not having my cellphone on all weekend (it was on, I just didn't hear it, cause we had the music on in the car pretty loud), just about me being to blame for almost everything... I was ready to leave again, but that probably would've made her even more angry... this house sucks... I had such a good time at B-J's and then I just came back into hell... so I cried for a while (thank goodness B-J was still there or I would've done something pretty bad to myself...I hate this home...)if only I had the funds to find my own home... but I'll have to get through another couple of years... Ah, it's nice to get that off my chest... in happier news: I've got more babyguppies and even some baby black mollies ^_^ (guppies are really colorful little fish, black mollies are about the same size but completely black ^_^) they're giving me a hell of a time trying to catch them though... and in once again sadder news: I have to go to school again today... but then again, it's better than sitting at home with my mom... ow and I lost another GB-entry.. hehe, I'm getting closer to the 100 but if this keeps up, I'll be back at the starting point ^_~ well, I will be getting to all sites again today, so that's good too... Miroku-Sama 101 send me this card thingy, and since I still got nothing to put up at the end of my posts, here it is: ^_^ well, I've got to get back to catching fish, then eat something and go to school... I'm outta here ^_^

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Saturday, February 4, 2006

   break down

hello peoples ugh.. I'm exhausted... as some of you might know I worked at a bookstore for two months... yesterday the owner called me and asked if I wanted to help out today since he was a little short-handed.. so now I've worked all day... I'm so tired... and my head feels like it will explode... ow well ^_^ no, hangovers aren't funny!!! but I've had worse than the one yesterday so I lived ^_^ not much else to tell you guys.. monday school will start again... I'm not looking forward to that hehe... and I will not get to any sites this weekend... I'm very sorry, but I've only got a few minutes now and then I have to eat and get my stuff together to go to my BF's house... and when I get back on sunday I won't have any time either so I'm very sorry!!! well, I still don't know what to put on the end of the posts so there will be nothing this time... I'm open for suggestions!!!! I will see you all on monday I'm outta here ps: ok, so I lied.. I went to silvereagle's site hehe but now I'm really leaving!!!

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Friday, February 3, 2006

   The morning after...

*slowly removes sunglasses* hiya everyone, please talk really soft and don't slam the door... I've had a great birthday ^_^ I just kind of overdid it on the booze (don't worry it's legit for me to drink here,that's why I love Europe hehe) lots of family came over and some old friends of mine, who I really didn't expect to come, came too and we had so much fun catching up on things ^_^ around 12.30 am everyone left and then I stayed up until 3 am talking to some people from theO ^_^ and now it's 10.30 am.. but I've been up for about an hour already to change my site.. (man, do I ever have a hangover... where are those painkillers...) how do you people like my theme? ^_^ it's Full Metal Panic and I love it ^_^ well, I promised you guys a full presents list, so here it goes: -about 80 euros in cash(I've got no clue as to how many US dollars that is..) -a bag for my laptop including optical mouse and usb-hub(now I can take MyO everywhere ^_^) -the complete second season of CSI Miami on dvd(I got the second part after making my post yesterday) -two CSI keycords(but one of those is going to my BF I think ^_~) -a huge pile of chocolate -a necklace -a cute kitty keychain(it's soooo soft ^_^) -a notebook -tiny animal stickers(I'm still wondering where to stick those on.. they're so cute too ^_^) -scented candles(they're ice sorbet so I'm really wondering what they smell like) -a giftcertificate for 20 eurs to spend on books(which really comes in handy, because the new Dan Brown will come out in Dutch next week ^_^,looking forward to that) -a gift certificate for 7.50 to be spent a any cinema(so there's another movienight coming up ^_^) -and a mystery-gift, because the gift of my BF didn't arrive in time..I still need to get it hehe ^_^ that's it for the presents...^_^ I'm sohappy with all of them YAY!!! not much else to report.. tell me what you think of my theme (not that I will change it if you guys don't like it, cause I love it!!) and now I'm going to get something to eat and hope that it helpes against this horrible feeling hehe(really, I should know my boundries but noooo, I just keep going when it comes to alcohol...kids, don't try this at home!!!!) erhm.. there's supposed to be an AMV over here, but the good ones are all gone T_T I'm really sorry, I'll see if I can find something else to put at the end of my posts.. even better! QUESTION: What would you like to see at the end of each post? hehe, there, you guys solve the problem for me ^_^ ow and thanks for over 350 hits on my site and for 16(!!!!!)comments yesterday, never got that many ^_^ I'm outta here

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Thursday, February 2, 2006

   on for another go around the sun!!

yes it is my birthday today ^_^ hello peoples!!! I'm nineteen today and go ahead, call me old, words will never hurt me muahahaha!!! let's see, I've started to set some goals for myself this year.. for example: I want to find a new job and keep it!!!, I want to start taking lessons to get my motorcycle drivers license and I maybe want to cosplay on the animecon hehe ^_^ ahh, I don't feel older at all!!! well, not much happened yesterday, when I was done changing my site I did absolutely nothing for the rest of the day ^_^ ow and for the people who want to know how to make nice little textboxes go to this site: http://www.freewebs.com/inulover22/otakuhtmlhelp.htm it's from Inkenyo and all the codes you need are up there ^_^ you didn't actually think I was computersmart enough to do it myself did you?! o_O cause I'm not hehe ow and I hate snow!!sure it's all beautiful and white and magical for the first hour or two, but then the cars drive over it, it gets all muddy and slippery and those stupid little kids decide to throw snowball at my face and window!!! that's why hehe ^_^ but it'll melt away soon enough ^_^ I lost a GB-entry T_T I'm at 91 right now hehe, it's the opposite of my age ^_^ well, the presents I already got: a beautiful bag for my laptop including an optical mouse and a usb-hub, and the first part of season two from CSI Miami on DVD ^_^ I am so happy ^_^ now all I need are the second part and te first part of CSI NY to complete my collection hehe I'm addicted to the series ^_^ well, I'll post a full list of presents tomorrow ^_^ ow and I hope you will all like my theme.. I've been thinking it through really seriously!!(meaning I looked around for pictures hehe) but that's for tomorrow ^_^ well, I wish you all a good day *passes cake around* and enjoy this vid from Naruto ^_^ I thought is was very funny ^_^ and yes, naruto, it is my birthday ^_^ I'm outta here

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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

   snow

ok, I'm pissed.. it's snowing.. grrrr I hate snow.. thank goodness I can stay at home and watch some anime ^_^ ow hello peoples ^_^ just one more day and I'll be nineteen hehe.. I AM NOT OLD!!!! you guys are just really young ^_~ well, I've been screwing around a bit with the layout of my page and it works!!! wOOt!!! it's all thanks to Inkenyo 2.0's site with HTML help ^_^ thank you so much ^_^ well, on friday my new theme is coming on here ^_^ you all excited yet? curious to what it will be? well, it will be..... all here to see on friday muahahahahaha!!!! if everything works that is.. in the meantime I've got a nice pic of my Shii-chan to enjoy next to my post hehe ^_^ I don't really have much more to tell you guys... no really this time I don't... well, here's another Gravitation AMV ^_^ I can't wait for tomorrow ^_^ it'll be a funny one that day ^_^ but for now you can enjoy this one hehe and I just discovered that the vids are not completely visible... hmz... does anyone know how to solve that? hehe, I'm really a klutz with HTML... well, I'm outta here

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

two more days...

hello peoples well, not much to tell you guys... I finished reading my book (it was still life with crows from preston&child, really good books, nice moviematerial if you ask me...) and I read the first volume of Full Metal Alchemist in the bus while going to school/home.. I had to go to school for a talk that lasted about ten minutes.. I have been gone for two and a half hours... -_-' stupid busses... I'v past all but one of my midterms and now I've got to do a makeuptest on the 22nd.. bleh!!! that means I still got to study... *sighs* ow well, it's my own fault for not studying in the first place... but it was the easiest test.. weird... multiple choice can be deceiving I guess hehe, I'm not going to worry about it ^_^ well, FMA was great I laughed so hard that the people in the bus were giving me weird looks... I know where my birthday money is going to be spend on ^_^ ow, wait, maybe I should save some for the AnimeCon cause WE GOT TICKETS!!!!!so there's a whole weekend for me and my BF to enjoy lots of anime and manga ^_^ I'm so happy!!!! ow, and ging to denmark is pretty cool, but don't feel sad everyone: I've never been outside Europe.. I wish I could go to the States someday hehe ^_^ so that makes us even no? well, I'm going to watch some more Tenchi Muyo ^_^ and you can watch this FMA AMV ^_^ enjoy I'm outta here

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Monday, January 30, 2006

   ROAD TRIP!!!!!

hello peoples ^_^ ah yes, the choice for studying Tourism is finally paying off ^_^ I'm going to Pragtfuld Kobenhavn or in other words: beautiful Kopenhagen ^_^ I will finally get to see something else of the world than annoying France ^_^ I will be gone from the 6th of march until the 10th and I'm already quite excited ^_^ I just can't wait... of course there will be homework assignments linked to the trip but I really don't care hehe ^_^ watch out Denmark muahahahahahahaha something closer to home: just three more days until my birthday hehe ^_^ can't wait for the presents ^_^ plus we are almost able to order tickets for the Anime Con coming to the Netherlands in the end of june ^_^ good things are certainly coming my way ^_^ my weekend was good and my monday too ^_^ I watched some Tenchi Muyo this morning (I'm up to the last dvd..) and after that I've read the whole day ^_^ the book I'm reading is really scary and I can't wait to see what will happen in the end ^_^ so I'll just finish it after I've posted and after that there's more Tenchi for me ^_^ the new theme will come after my birthday, a new year, a new style ^_^ at least, I hope I've figured out what I want by that time.. it's between Ah! My goddess, Tenchi Muyo and Full Metal Panic... I want to thank Ada Palles for the great tip of animegalleries.net ^_^ it's a really good site and I'll be able to make a customised avi ^_^ wOOt!! thank you ^_^ well, nothing else to report, so here comes the AMV for today, enjoy: I'm outta here

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