Monday, January 15, 2007

   It's time that we tell if it's heaven, if it's hell or if it's...

"Hopeless"-Train I really like this song ^^ I've been listening to Train a lot lately (ever since I got the CD on friday hehe ^^") time: 4.40-5.10 pm CET mood: cheery physical condition: very little energy, a bit of a cold manga: none *le GASP* yep, I'm not reading any manga at the moment!! it's all PuyoPOP's fault!!! song: Meet Virginia-Train weather: bright, sunny, but cold as hell.. that isn't quite right, is it *laughs* hidiho peoples ^^ I'm back yet again with an exciting post about my life.. ok, maybe not that exciting, but still.. the past few days were good, even though I had some bad luck as usual. on thursday I went to Silver-sama ^^ and I stayed the night, cause my mom was afraid of the hard winds on the way home. my mom wasn't really happy about the situation, but when I tried to make some clear rules for what I would do that day, she first tried to have me stay at home alltogether (yeah right, like I would..) and in the end she just told me to do 'whatever'. so then a quick decision was made and I went to pack my stuff. Silver and me didn't do much. we just watched some tv and had fun together. on friday Silver had to work.. so I spend a lot of time in his room on my own. not that bad though. I got to play some Red Ninja again (man, did it ever feel good to cut some guys' heads and legs off again tee-hee), sleep a lot and just generally hang around ^^ and it feels so good to have him come home when I'm there.. it's hard to describe, but I think it will be even better when we get our own place ^^ friday evening we went to the huge electronics'n'stuff-store where I bought (with Silver's money) two cd's of Train and some CD-R's for my dad and Silver bought me PuyoPOP Fever for the GBA *huge grin* I had been looking for PuyoPOP ever since I saw Genshiken (I adored the scene where she tries to get closer with her boyfriend and they decide to play PuyoPOP, first round she is beaten without a chance and she immediately decides to be annoyed with everything he likes) so now, I'm addicted and I want to play it all the time, but I keep getting the crap beaten out of me by the comp.. I've got a lot of learning to do hehe ^^" but it's so much fun ^^ saturday was my second to last day of work. I'm not needed coming saturday, but I am the saturday after that and then it's all over yet again *sighs* like I said in my last post, I applied for a job in a casino, got called back the very next day, but got passed because I don't want to work sundays.. it's my own little preference, I want to have ONE free day during the week. with school and work, I need one day where I don't have to do anything and can just spend some time with Silver.. so that sucked.. and on saturday I heard that a girl from a nearby clothing store was going to quit, so I applied there and got denied right there on the spot, cause they are looking for someone with experience in fashion and who can work fulltime.. yeah, two times denied in one week.. that's enough for me for a while.. but I'm still looking. AND I'm looking for a place to run an internship, so I'm damn busy with looking for places where I can work.. argh!!! on saturday evening, Silver picked me up from work and I was so damn tired.. but we still had fun watching stand-up comedy ^^ and me playing PuyoPOP hehe ^^ we didn't really do much else, just be close together ^^ I love those days ^^ sunday was spend pretty lazy. we watched Metropolis, which was pretty good despite the characters being drawn like Astroboy.. I've never really liked that artstyle.. and the story started out quite boring and vague, but it got better after about 45 minutes (less than half the movie, so I'm happy) and of course, Bones. I still hate the new lady. it feels like she could fire Tempe at any time and then take over her role in the business. but I like the way Tempe reacts to her, even though it really shows that they're trying to make her more of a people/social person.. what I like most about Bones is the fact that Temperance is completely honest, no pretty wrappings around what she has to say, no hiding things in pretty words. she can be completely objective and is open to pretty much any approach and possibility. she's like what I'd like to be on some points.. enough Bones-rant ^^ today was meh. there's no other word for it.. the project is in its last week and all that needs to be done is some financial mumbojumbo.. it kind of annoys me that the whole group seems to think that me and one of the other members (Ben) are financial geniuses.. they look at us for pretty much anything.. but that isn't so bad, I'm more than willing to explain things to them.. but what REALLY annoyed me just now is the fact that I explained the whole thing to two of the members, told them what page of the book they needed to look at for REFERENCES and EXAMPLES and then see them completely copy (including numbers *sighs*) the example in the book.. had they read it and looked at it for a little while, they would've known that the example was for just one month, while the thing we needed had to be for a full year. also, I told them to make sure that the numbers were appliccable to our project and that they had to be realistic.. *again sigh* so I got to completely redo that whole thing, PLUS do my own work.. ow well, it's not like I've got a life or anything anyway ^^" I just hope they'll look at my example for the next one they need to make.. just went grocery shopping with my mom and bro to get some fresh air. got to be annoying with my bro in the supermarket and I found a Minun figure (it's a Pokémon) it's cute and now lives in my manga-bookstand ^^ tomorrow I've got a doc's appointment.. I'm finally going to know a little more about the reason why my energy level is so darn low, why my bloodpressure is virtually non-existent and if I need to keep taking them anti-depressives for much longer ^^ cause I don't feel like I really need them that much anymore ^^ that's a good thing, right? some news about some friends on MyO: I'm sad to say that one of my dear friends, Ada Pallas, is leaving TheO.. I didn't talk to her as much as to some others, but I still consider her a close friend. her comments were always fun to read and she was one of my friends who had something to say in their posts.. she hasn't been able to keep her account active lately and today she posted that she will delete it forever.. *sighs* you will be missed, Sarah. no more worries about my good friend Grifter-san, he got into a stroke of bad luck, but returned last week. (also notice that Silver-sama is back and posting again YAY ^^ he's got his comp fixed ^^) now I'm worrying about my imooto-chan Magnus *sighs* she's fighting some demons of her own and seems to forget about our friendship whenever she doesn't get online.. I'm sending her texts every day, but I haven't heard from her yet.. I would like to ask of you to please keep her in your thoughts and pray with me that she will be ok.. well, that's enough rant from me for today. I think I've said everything I want to say anyway ^^ time for some PuyoPOP hehe ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here

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