Thursday, February 15, 2007

   Even though (everything,) everything's fine, I wish (I just wish) I could find some peace of mind...

'Peace of Mind"-Krezip (Yensid-sensei, don't you dare poke my kitteh!! *laughs*) nothing much to say, this will be one of my shortest post ever!! brace yourself... time: 8.05-8.30 am CET mood: don't ask physical condition: insomnia for the last week or so.. currently reading: Oh My Goddess volume 1 song: durrr.. none weather: sounds rainy and cold official baby guppy count: at least 61, they be breedin' again... hey guys *hugs you all* I think I might take some time off from here.. I haven't been able to visit a lot of people lately and I just feel really guilty for updating without visiting.. I only get around to some sites in the morning, while in the afternoon and evening my energy seems completely drained.. I've been going to bed at 10pm, which is damn early for me, but I still spend most of my time at night tossing and turning.. also, I feel like I might really be getting sick now.. or at least, I feel like staying in bed for a couple days will do me good.. but alas, I can't, cause I HAVE to go to school. I'm on such a good roll when it comes to visiting classes now that I really need to keep going before I once again get the taste for skipping almost every single one of my lectures *sigh* ok so the news about me: college: project is going alright, some tension in the group, but screw that... people really seem to dislike me.. I hear them talking about me and making fun of me in classes.. in English class, the two girls NEXT TO ME were talking about how stupid they thought I was.. hey, I can't help it that I'm bored out of my mind in english class! it's too simple!! and then there are the guys who like to make stupid comments whenever I give an answer cause no one else in the class will make a freakin' sound whenever one of the teachers asks something! I really hate this class (they act like highschoolers..) and I'm so glad when I get home to see some of my friends on here ^^ oh and I learned that I failed one of my tests.. so I'll have to redo it next week *sighs* oh well, at least 40% is still 8% above average (96 of 100 failed the test) work: I didn't get the job. wasn't unexpected really. the main problem was that I don't have my own transport so it's hard to get home after 3.30am (that's the time evening shifts end) it's really a relief to be honest. besides, my dad says that there might be a spot for me in the hotel in my town, which would be WAY better. just need to apply now ^^" love: Valentine's Day was spend rather lonely.. Silver-sama had to work and I had school, so we missed each other. but we did get to call a few times. short, but it's better than nothing. thank goodness Vday doesn't mean much when you can surprise the other any time you'd like ^^ anime: I've began watching Please Twins, which is a great spinoff (mind you, it's not a sequel!) from Please Teacher. I loved PT, and the first dvd of PTw is great ^^ really cute artwork and a great story, with nice small roles for the cast of PT ^^ busrides: well, the busses just plain annoy me lately.. and the people on the busses even more.. this one guy sat down next to me, practically on my lap by the way.. but, I'm polite, so I keep staring out of the window with both my ears receiving blasts of ICP from my MP3 player.. what does this guy do? he starts flirting with me O_o' I have this button on my bag that says 'Bad girl... Go to my room' so I guess I kind of asked for it.. but still, don't just start coming on to someone who just happens to sit next to you on the bus! and I tried to make it very clear that I wasn't interested at all, but he just wouldn't give up.. most of you guys know that I'm a huge flirt, but maybe I should start wearing a sign that says 'Only flirt when flirted to!' I only enjoy it when I start and when I know I'm in full control. I mean, I have my sweet boyfriend and I really don't want things to get out of hand, so I'm not really as bad as I look ^^ (love ya sweetie *glomps*) well, that's it from me ^^ sorry it wasn't as short as promised ^^" I'll be around again eventually. sorry for not getting to all your sites. I'll be reachable through PM though and I will probably still visit the people who updated when I wake up. but I can't promise anything ^^" much clown love, I'm outta here

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