Tuesday, March 13, 2007

   Once again DENIED!

"It Rains Diamonds"-ICP if only it did rain diamonds.. would save me a whole lot of trouble!! time: 9.05-10.00 am CET mood: energetic physical condition: my butt hurts >_< I really should cycle more often... currently reading: Morag Prunty: Poison Arrows song: there's an Insane Clown Posse medley screwing with my head @_@ weather: it's spring I tell you, SPRING!! the sun is shining and it ain't even chilly anymore *dances* official baby fish count: *cough*71*cough* anyone want some guppies? hey guys!!! man, do I ever have to get used to that annoying new (or rather, old) way of seeing who updated >_< I think I prefer the former system, since it allowed me to miss some sites at times *laughs* but I've been trying hard and I visited a lot of people yesterday ^^ I even got up to date with my GuestBook (only to find a new entry today ^^") oh by the way, thank you all so much for 200 (now 201) GuestBook Entries!! I'd make a picture for it, but I don't have the time right now.. I might do it later though ^^ *hugs you all* thank you ^^ I feel pretty good today, but I'm not expecting the day to go right.. the past few days I've been breaking down more than once and it's driving me crazy.. the weekend was spend with Silver-sama who is now probably worrying his ass off over me.. I've been crying a lot.. and not even over big things.. I cried because I felt like a bother at his place, since his parents have to take me into account with the eating, since I hardly like anything.. but sunday was the worst.. the days started pretty good. that is, if I don't count us waking up first to his alarmclock he forgot to turn off and just when we were sleeping again my electronic pet decided to die, accompanied by A LOT of noise *sigh* but after that we slept some more and just relaxed. we went to the beach before we went to my place and all was well. but then we got to my home.. only to find a letter from the hotel. as you can probably tell by now, it didn't carry good news.. all openings had been filled up. they will however contact me when there's an opening again and they thank me for applying. well, whoopty-freaking-doo! *note the HEAVY sarcasm* I was able to hang in there until after dinner when Silver-sama and me were alone in my room again. and then I just broke down.. I couldn't stop crying.. but the funny thing is, the day after such a breakdown, I feel so much stronger.. I wish that feeling would last.. but FUN stuff also happened!!! we went on a search for a bigger fish bowl for my baby guppies. of course we didn't find one, but the search did put a new spark in an old addiction of mine: cameleons. I LOVE those little critters ^^ they're just soooooo cute ^^ with their little paws and pink sticky tongue *squeels* we went to a petshop that sold them and Silver was having a hard time getting me away from them again hehe ^^" the rest of the weekend I've been acting like a cameleon. ya know, whenever I tried to pick something up, I did it with my fingers together, so I just had my fingers and thumb to use and then first tried three times before actually grabbing it.. it's hard to explain but it was funny as hell *smiles* and I made a sand-cameleon on the beach ^^ but his eyes kept falling off.. I'm also trying to get Silver to buy a turtle ^^ why? cause they're damn cute too ^^ I, of course, just HAD to stick my hand into the tank with the little turtles in another petstore and one of them bit me in the finger *laughs* of course that one became my favorite instantly!! I even taught him to swim on his back after my finger (he was just trying to bite me of course, I know that ^_~) I must sound pretty weird, with my obsession for fish, reptiles and kittens *laughs* I pretty much enjoy all creatures ^^ Silver-sama made me watch Looney Tunes Back In Action.. it was so boring.. and lame.. was it worse than Pirates 2? yes. sadly.. I did however smile when I saw the Daleks from Doctor Who appear ^^ and I guess there were SOME funny moments in it.. and since Bones is on re-runs, we were able to finally watch a complete new episode of the Mythbusters ^^ I really like that show ^^ yesterday, I spend getting a lot of my business in order. I went and handed in an application for a job at a hardware store.. I don't really want to work there, but at the moment, a job is a job and it seems I can't be picky since people keep rejecting me *sigh* I'll keep looking. after that I spend most of my afternoon searching through town for a new fishbowl. eventually I succeeded at a store about five minutes from my house.. I had cycled through the whole town already -_-" so now my butt hurts, but my baby guppies have a lot more space and even a diver's helmet with bubbles coming out ^^ they seem happy ^^ I wanted to buy some new fish too, but I was able to hold back.. which is a good thing, cause when I told my mom she kind of freaked out ^^" saying I can't buy anything anymore and that I should save money and that she has to pay for everything and then I kind of tuned her out *laughs* she makes no sense though, cause she wanted to pay me back for the fishbowl and fishfood I bought.. I kept telling her I could afford it myself and that I didn't want her money and all the while she kept complaining about how she had to pay everything for me.. she doesn't listen does she? parents.. *shakes head* I also cleaned out my room, which was VERY much needed ^^ got rid of a lot of papers that were cluttering pretty much every open space ^^' so now, my room looks neat, my fish are happy and I'm trying to get a job again.. I feel strong and energetic today, but I have to go out and make people fill in inquiries today.. stupid group project *kicks it* BUT!! a sunny side!! at first I had to go together with one of the group members I could very well strangle when left alone with him, but Natasja just called, saying that her inquiry-buddy (as I will call them from now on) couldn't come. so now she will be there with us too, which is WAY BETTER!! YAY!! well guys, I wanted to embaress my imooto-chan Magnus in this post, but it's getting pretty long already.. so I think I'll save it for another post ^^ for now I'll only say that I had some wonderful funny talks with her on thursday and friday ^^ it was so good to talk to her on MSN and it also reminds me of the people I keep on fighting for ^^ I do have friends who care a lot for me and I will keep on going as long as those people have my back ^^ you all know who you are and I love you all *massive huggles to everyone* well, better get ready for project (I don't have to go into school this week. SO GOOD ^^) I'll have fun in the bus, seeing how I now have pretty much every ICP song on my MP3player. a good friend of Silver-sama downloaded them all after hearing some songs from me *laughs* he also got me some Psycopathic Rydaz and Dark Lotus albums ^^ I sound so badass right now ^_~ much clown love, I'm outta here (I'll try to visit you guys later today ^^) can't, I'm done.. though I could tell everyone about Quinty having to take pills.. oh wait, no I can't, I've got half an hour to get to the bus and I still have to do EVERYTHING >_< buhbye guys!!!

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