Thursday, March 15, 2007

   Looks of an angel... and a devillish mind!

dunno what it's from.. some commercial *laughs* I'm not even sure it's completely correct but hey, who cares? (and for those who happen to care, feel free to tell me the source and correct quote in your comment ^^) time: 7.00-8.00 am CET (I'm going back to sleep after this) mood: still a bit cranky, evil yesterday!! physical condition: damn tired song: dunno... currently reading: Morag Prunty: Poison Arrows weather: it's too early to tell, but hopefully it will be another springish day official baby fish count: still 71 if none of them died in the meantime (I mostly only discover that when I clean the bowl >_< ) I think it is about time I posted something other than kitties and do some anime pics instead.. though I do REALLY like the kitties.. hmz, I wonder if there is a compromise... hmm.. maybe I should stick with the kitties ^^" hey guys! I hope you all are well and happy and not sick... I'm pretty much getting to that point, but I don't know if I'll actually reach it ^^" I seem to keep getting lost in the maze that they call 'emotions'.. so confusing.. I have to remember to make a doctors appointment for tomorrow.. or else I'll get stuck without pills for the weekend.. although I would like to experiment, the last, let's say, week or so, tells me not to do that ^^" don't worry about me though, guys, I'm going to land on my feet eventually. since Silver-sama calls me kitty, I must have some of their abilities ^^ but then again, I call him cookie.. *thinks* ow well *shrugs* let me rant about my wonderful days as an inquiry lady *note the once again heavy sarcasm*. the first day wasn't all that bad. spend most my time near Natasja and my inquiry-buddy was no where to be seen.. he kept walking around aimlessly for some reason.. and he kept whining about that if we stick together like we did, we'd get less people to fill in our forms (fault one: we doubled our efficiency since we could get a hold of a lot more people this way, if only one had stood there, a lot of people would have been able to walk by) and that it would look organised. (fault two: O_o' WTF?! organized?! two girls with some papers and those crappy clip-on boards?! HELL NO!) ow well, luckily he disappeared again. after a few hours, we were beat and called it a day. thank goodness. we had interviewed about ten people each and I got to go home YAY!!! but then there was yesterday *dun dun dunnn* yesterday was HORROR!!! I already felt like crap, I hadn't gotten enough sleep, had a hard time getting out of bed and such... a typical bad day for someone who takes anti-deps. or at least for me. then we hear that yet another one of our groupmates can't show up to do inquiries!! something about her boyfriend, a fight and her now hiding out in Amsterdam *shakes head* I think I'll have to have a serious talk with Murphy! he should've thought of another law. something more positive.. like: "everything that can go completely according to plan, will go completely according to plan!" ow well... so Natasja paired up with another girl and I was send out with my inquiry-buddy.. I hate him, I truly do! well, maybe it isn't hate, but I just can't work with that @-hole!! when you talk with him, you have to repeat yourself at least two times. and it isn't cause I talk weird or soft or whatever. I swear, it's cause he DOESN'T FREAKIN' LISTEN!! GAHHHH!!!!!! it's true, he does it during meetings too. we have a huge discussion about some question, solve it, create an answer and the first thing he asks when we are quiet is the EXACT SAME QUESTION!!! I guess his type of person also annoys me.. he's this kind of wannabe pimp who thinks he's the bomb, but I'm probably more badass than him.. or at least, I like to think that, so don't burst my bubble guys >_< anywho, on to his actions which annoyed me! (fun ne?) we were sent to a museum. when we got there, it hadn't opened yet and there was this security guy standing outside. so we had a little talk with him about our project and if we could question people OUTSIDE of the museum. that was fine and he gave us some more info on the surroundings (there were more museums in the neighborhood) and he told us that the museum was free on wednesdays so it should get some people there. we stood outside for a while, I got a hold of a grand total of 1 person. who was really nice by the way.. kind of cute too.. and I think he was american.. hmm... anywho, I kept losing track of my inquiry-buddy since he kept walking along with people and then just decided to walk into some street or something.. but then the biggest of all annoyances EVER! without a word to me, he entered the museum.. now, we were paired up for a reason. it means that no one has to stand all alone somewhere in case someone gets agressive or the cops try to take you in (it's kind of illegal to hold inquiries without a permit and of course nor the school, nor the chamber of commerce (who we have to do the project for!) felt like it was needed to give us some kind of proof that we were doing it as an assignment.. great!) but of course, I was left all alone outside thinking he'd come back outside pretty soon.. but NOOOOO! he didn't come back! so I didn't know what to do.. I decided to call him.. conversation: me: where the hell are you?! him: inside the museum, oh shit I'm not allowed to call in here. just come inside. me: wha.. where will I see you then? him: hangs up. I called Natasja, who then told me it's not about having fun and being together (I wasn't enjoying myself anyway!) and that I should try and get a hold of him somehow and wait a bit longer. I decided to go inside the museum, which was free anyway, to try and find my inquiry-buddy. I had to give off ALL my stuff when I went inside: jacket, bag, everything! so I had no forms with me and I figured I'd find him soon enough.. I had been through the entire museum, without a sign of him.. (I have to admit, I took my time. I'm somewhat of an art lover and they had some pretty good pieces ^^ I especially enjoyed the sculpture of 'la petite danseuse' a piece of.. *thinks* Egas or something like that.. I've loved that work ever since I was little ^^ too bad they had a lot of modern art too, I hate that stuff.. I did also enjoy the two works of Salvador Dalí they had hanging. they used to have more though...) at the end of the museum, no sign of him, no filled in forms and a very unhappy Lytjuh. I went outside again, he wasn't there.. I called him again, only to get his voicemail.. and then receive a textmessage saying only this: 'I can't answer my phone here!' so I texted the jerk back, saying that he could go and f.. no, that's not true, I held back. I told him good luck and that I would to Natasja and the other girl. on the way there, he called me. where are you? at the end of the street you fucking twat! ok, so he found me eventually, after a lot of him saying WHAT? and a lot of me getting angrier by the second.. he joins me on the way to Natasja and all the way there, he keeps bragging about how he's got 27 forms filled in, how the security was looking for him, why I didn't get anyone to interview anymore, how I should've handled things, blahblahblah... (two other girls were actually kicked out of the museum) when he was done talking to me (not that I really listened) he decided to call his work to tell them he was going to come in early.. I wanted to yell at him for not even considering helping out the others, but ow well.. counting till ten really works. when we found the others, he boasted to Natasja for a while and I tried to get some people to fill in a form.. no luck.. I don't even like doing it.. I don't want to talk to complete strangers about a subject that doesn't even interest me.. at around 1.45pm, we went towards college, since we were going to get information about our differentation minors (don't feel like explaining it) and Natasja told me about how that freaking jerk told her he had introduced himself to the staff of the museum and that he was allowed to go inside to interview people! now, that was quite different than my version, where we just chatted OUTSIDE and he told me he was being chased by the security inside! so I got pretty angry and told Natasja that he was just plain lieing through his teeth.. and this is the guy who told me to be more social and friendly to my groupmates and who wants to get better at communicating! *shakes head* I wanted to kick his ass.. but I held back, which wasn't great for my mood, or my energy level. back at school things stopped being so bad. I found some minors that are pretty interesting to me and I think I'll make a choice out of those pretty soon. I got to act silly with some guy who I know from highschool *laughs* he was going down the escalator and I was standing next to it talking to some classmates. he suddenly started waving and as I waved back, we both started to get more extreme in our waves. made everyone on the escalator look at us like we were insane, but who cares, it made me laugh ^^ on the way home I had some more small annoyances, but I won't go into that. Magnus and I send texts back and forth, which cheered me up too ^^ she's so great *huggles for her, even though she probably won't read this* today, me, my mom and my brother are going into the city to shop YAY ^^ I've seen some shoes I really want, I need something else than my skate-shoes for the summer.. and I don't know, I might buy something else too ^^ if my mom allows me to *laughs* and tonight, me and my mom are going to see the musical 'My Fair Lady'. I have no idea what it's about, but it will be fun spending some time with my mom again and not fight ^^ oh, I promised you all I'd tell you about Quinty (my cat) and her pills! oh.. well.. alright then.. I guess this did become pretty long already ^^" I won't be around much this weekend, I'm going to Silver-sama tomorrow since he's got the day off ^^ and I won't be able to visit much.. so I guess I'll see you all on monday *hugs to everyone* have a great weekend guys and in the meantime, tell me if this is a Gundam or a Transformer: it's in the middle of Rotterdam and I didn't even know it was there until yesterday!! ow well ^^' much clown love, I'm outta here

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