Wednesday, March 21, 2007

   Thoughts fly away in a mushroom field, randomly telling what's reveiled...

"What U Thinkin' About"-Violent J (and the gang ^^) time: 6.05-(oh hell, does it really matter? time is relative after all! that and I was playing with photoshop for a while ^^")7.45 pm CET mood: strangely cheery and goofy, I hope it lasts physical condition: coughing currently reading: Battle Club volume 3 (from the maker of Ikki Tousen: fighting, nudeness and light yuri) song: Shiny Diamonds - Violent J weather: sunny but cold again. hell, at least it ain't snowing ^^ official baby fish count: erhm.. 65 or less.. I counted at least six dead ones in between the little rocks.. damn I need to clean that bowl *laughs embaressed* HEY GUYS!!! I know, I know, I still haven't visited a lot of you, but screw that ^^ I'll get to it when I'll get to it ^^ I hope you are all doing alright *hugs you all* me? I'm fine actually ^^ like Yensid-sensei said, it's more frustration than depression ^^ I've applied to a grand total of four jobs and I'm waiting for a reply now. they're not my dreamjobs, but hey, money is money and most of the time I like my work no matter what ^^ the past few days have been.. different. not so much when it comes to things going on in my life, but more when it comes to my mood. I've had a few periods of really bad moods. you know, like: but that's pretty much over now ^^ I've been listening to Violent J's own album (I saw own instead of solo, since the whole crew is there anyway) and it's been cheering me up a lot ^^ that, and the manga I bought.. yep, that's what I do when I get frustrated, I buy things >_< not the greatest way to cope, but I figured I could in fact afford it. I know, confusing, but it's true ^^ I bought: Battle Club volume 3, Gravitation EX volume 1 (I didn't like the art of the first manga series, so I watched the anime, but this looks pretty good ^^), Until the Full Moon volume 2 and for Silver-sama Elemental Gelade volume 3 ^^ yep, even when I'm broke, I want to spoil my friends and my love ^^ makes me feel better too ^^ and then there's today.. today I've just been having fun. I didn't care what I had to do. I just wanted to laugh and not worry about anything that's been going on in my life. of course, I ended up in one of my most annoying happy moods *laughs* and inevitably, I rubbed off on others. mostly Inge, who I have been sitting next to all day ^^ we've just been goofing off during all classes (a grand total of two, so don't worry ^_~) and we kind of drove Natasja nuts *snickers* it was just so funny ^^ at the end of the day, which went on longer than expected because of some problems with or rather questions about the project, but that doesn't matter.. where was I.. oh yes, at the beginning of the project we had to write a research planning proposition or something like that, I don't know the english word for it, but anywho, Natas just wasn't able to pronounce the word no matter how hard she tried. she just kept messing up the syllables and I kept messing up the word more just because I was feeling so goofy hehe ^^" then, on the way home, I was in a touringcar/bus/whatever... and they don't have those handy stop-buttons no don't!!! anywho... (man, am I ever annoying with the kitty-pics today tee-hee)there weren't any of those. and a few stops later, an old co-worker of mine got on the bus too. the bus was late and she had to go to work. so we were goofing around about the bus being too late and the driver (we were sitting pretty close to the front of the bus) kept talking to us. he said she just had to blame him for being late for work and we just got happier by the minute. every time somebody wanted to get out of the bus, they had to walk all the way to the front to ask the driver to stop at their stop. but people don't ask 'can you stop at the next stop?' they ask: 'can I get out of the bus at the next stop?' and just before we got to our stop (we had to get out at the same stop) some other girl walked up to the driver and asked if she could get out at the next stop. the driver said yes and I, in my annoying mood, happily replied: 'Us too?!' to which my old co-worker said: "No, you can't!" *laughs* but just a few seconds later, a boy walked up to the driver and asked if he could get out of the bus at the next stop (where we were going to stop anyway). so me and my co-worker both said: 'NOPE!' and the busdriver went along with it and the guy was all like: "what? why can't I get out?" so the busdriver, me and my friend (I'm getting closer with my old co-worker by the second *laughs*) told him that the bus would get too quiet and empty if he was to get out at the next stop too. it took the guy a moment to figure out we were kidding hehe ^^ so, as you can see, I'm happy today ^^ not everything is cool though.. my mom managed to break one of my Genshiken figurines while dusting my room.. but hey, I glued it and now I just hope the head will stay on >_< that and I managed to get a 46% for the resit of my case-midterm.. so that was a bummer. but yet, it hasn't affected my mood ^^ ain't it like magic? but hey, let's get rid of that negative energy anyway ^^ yesterday, thanks to Cati0vz, I found out I've become an Otaku Legend all of a sudden *dances* also, two e-cards and one wallpaper got accepted to the site *huge grin* so things are looking up for me site-wise ^^ and it also means I'll try and make more wallies and greetings for this place ^^ I also read the letter of my imooto-chan Magnus yesterday ^^ 7 A4 papers written full on both sides >_< most of you guys know how she types.. well, all I can say is: you should see how she writes *laughs* it's so.. squiggly ^^" but aside from that *still snickering* it made me feel really good and happy ^^ she really is my best friend and hell, she's my sister for real!! that's how it feels at least ^^ not to bring you guys down, I love you all too *hugs everyone* but it's still different.. well, maybe not so much for a few of you with whom I'm closer than others.. but still, it's different.. it's hard to explain.. really.. *massive huggles to Magnus* love you sweetie ^^ and I'll make sure you read this hehe ^^ I'll try and get her back to MyO, guys!! well, I should cut this short. (what the hell are you calling short weirdo!!) ugh, evil voices *shakes head* I had a slight Yuri and Yaoi rant in my head, but I'll leave it for later ^^ I'll leave you all with a question: What U Thinkin' About? much clown love, I'm outta here.. ow and this is for some special people, you all know who you are ^^

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