Thursday, April 12, 2007

   am I crazy? or is everyone around me just really sane?

hey guys *hugs for all* I don't feel my best. I think I'll take a bit of a longer break till certain things are sorted out. I'm trying to juggle finding a job, finding an internship, choosing a differentation minor, passing my exams/midterms/whatevers (passed Spanish with 79% thankyouverymuch), trying not to annoy my mom (who, by the way, spends half her day whining about how much her leg hurts, which is all in her head if you ask me, and the other half about me being a jobless bum who isn't interested in getting a job..*rolls eyes*) and trying to manage my financial business (meaning I'm trying not to go bankrupt while also trying to get somewhat of a new summer wardrobe...). I'm sick of getting rejected for jobs or just not ever hearing from them again... and my mom is acting like I don't give a shit, while every time I realise I didn't get the job, I cry my eyes out in front of Silver.. so we got into a little fight.. but I think we sort of talked it out and it's cool again.. but then again, with my mom, you never know... so I'm going to try and get everything sorted out. and I'm going to try getting some well deserved sleep, even if it means I'll have to take those wretched sleeping pills every night! but! I don't want to leave you guys on a sad note hehe ^^ I bought new fishies *dance of joy* I got a pair of new Black Mollies and a Pufferfish ^^ the pufferfish is totally cute and I called him Jay, since... well, I just wanted to name my fishy after Violent Jay ok ^^" also, the pocky Silver-sama and me ordered came in and it's so totally yummy ^^ oh and I finished an 8page letter to my imooto-chan Magnus *laughs* that'll fill her time she now has free *snickers* and I'm pretty much devouring manga's lately ^^ my dad hooked me up with a huge bookshelf, so now all my books are up there and I've got one bookstand all for my manga and one all for my DVDs ^^ I think my mood is partly caused by the emotional drain I get from reading Saikano.. but it's just so damn good!!! I just need to get my hands on the last two or three volumes... but then again, maybe a little break from that emotional vampire will do me good.. we'll see, for now, I don't have the money to buy them anyway (forgetting I have a gift-card for the bookstore of over 30bucks in my bag) I'll try to keep visiting when I have time ^^ if I don't comment for a while, don't worry, I won't forget you guys ^^ I might even check in and not comment muahaha!! so remember, you're being watched!! much clown love and remember: I just gotta keep those days in mind, right? I'm outta here PS: the first piccie is my very own Quinty ^^

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