Wednesday, April 18, 2007

   Blessed be the darkness, for bringing the light through...

time: 9 am CET mood: alright, could be worse physical condition: tired as hell and it feels like I'm getting sick.. I"m ignoring it though song: dunno, nothing has really gotten into my head yet currently reading: ICP, Behind the Paint weather: it's been sunny and warm the past few days, but it's cooling down again quickly.. official baby fish count: I think it's still 44 ^^ hey guys!! well, I"m sorry if my last post made some of you think I was leaving this place (especially sorry to Shishou *massive hugs* don't worry ^^) I think I'm working things out alright.. I have chosen a differentiating minor (cultural tourism, since it really interests me), I've decided to do my internship in februari of next year, buying myself some time and I've dug into my savings account, getting myself about 150 buck on my normal account, having paid off all my clothes and stuff and now I just need to focus on not spending it all. at least, not before june *smiles* the anime con is coming closer every day and I'm getting pretty excited for it ^^ my Winry cosplay is complete and I'm pretty anxious for the reactions of people.. it is my very first cosplay after all ^^" I love my fish ^^ one of my oldest ones died on saturday though.. made me pretty sad.. but Silver-sama bought me a pair of Beta fish!!! (fighting fish whoop whoooop!!) a male and a female and they look sooooo lovely ^^ besides, Violent J the Pufferfish lives up to his name ^^" he bit me hehe ^^" but then again, I always ask for it, putting my finger in the water and having my fishies nibble it.. yeah, I'm weird like that, I cuddle and play with my fish ^^ as for passing my exams/midterms/whatevers, I'm only waiting for the results of my casus and the project. I just passed the knowledge test with 55% but I couldn't be happier ^^ I can relax a bit more again ^^ I'm reading the biografy of the Insane Clown Posse, especially of Violent J.. the gangster slang is rubbing off on me and I can't say I really mind.. I just need to make sure not to cuss infront of my mom.. I don't really cuss all that much.. oh, who am I kidding?! I cuss wayyyy too much.. had a nice dream about meeting the two rappers in person last night ^^ it was sooo good I kept telling myself not to wake up hehe ^^" I took a sleeping pill which did bupkiss, but oh well, I feel rested enough for now. yesterday was worse. first day back to college after about a week and a half on break.. it wore me down like nothing else can *sighs* I came home feeling sick and went straight to bed right after dinner. hmz.. maybe I should talk about anime or manga in my blog.. I hung up a poster of Sanosuke (the ever so hot side character of RuroKen) above my desk ^^ so now, I can stare at my fish AND a hot anime dude when I'm thinking ^^ it calms me down too ^^ I have to hold myself back lately.. I just want to go and order a load of mangas.. especially Sensual Phrase which is just sooooo good and the bookstore suddenly only has volume one of it anymore.. the bookstore is getting worse in manga anyway.. it concerns me.. what also concerns me is the hyper people who continuesly block the shelves of the manga.. they stand so close in a group just talking and pointing at stuff and I'm like: erhm, excuse me... luckily, I have the personel of the store on my side. this one dude like to scare people away from the shelves anyway, so when he sees me struggling or just plain waiting for them to go away, he comes and askes me if I can get to it alright. that's the most subtle way to tell them kiddies to buzz off and it always leaves me with this evil grin on my face ^^ I love this pic hehe ^^ oh and for everyone who needs a smile, or just plain everyone!! I want you to check out the little vid at the end of my profile!! it has got to be the cutest thing I've ever seen!!! I need some yaoi.. I might just take my little gift card to the bookstore today.. but then again, I might be able to hold myself back again ^^" Silver-sama and me watched all three X-men movies on sunday. it was great ^^ I've never known much of X-men, but I have always loved Storm. she's the best ^^ I love her hair,well, in the first movie that is.. but I've also grown very fond of Mystique, who just plain RULES!! Magnus was just plain evil to her in the last movie *shakes head* I hope she gets her powers back hehe ^^" I"m expecting a fourth movie coming (well, dah, with the ending they gave the third one..) but I'm afraid it will take some time.. bleh I got some work to do for school.. needless to say I don't feel like it.. especially the presentation for english *sigh* why do they still ask me to prove myself in that? ow well, I'm almost done with it. now if only I could make a decent powerpoint presentation.. notice how I'm totally random today? means I'm rather happy ^^ love you guys *hugs to all* and now, for something cute ^^ (my internet freaked out for a second >_< ) much clown love, I'm outti ^^

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