Thursday, August 2, 2007

   There's no place like home...

hey guys! well, I'm sort of back. not sure how much I will visit and comment cause I'm sick >_< (you happy now Silver-sama? I admitted it! *sticks out tongue*) basically, all that's going on is a really bad cold. combined with nasty headaches, a sore throat and feeling like I'm going to throw up. that, and the fact that I'm too darn stubborn to really see that I'm sick, so I still stay up till 3.30 am chatting ^^" I think I'll visit tomorrow. yeah, that sounds like a good idea ^^ get some sleep after this before my mom gets home. yes, my mom is coming home again today. all in all, she had to stay in the hospital for slightly over twentyfour hours. still, me and Silver-sama (thank goodness he was there)visited her yesterday. it was allright, we bought her this cheesy "get well soon" balloon at the gift shop and went to see her. surprisingly enough, she only complained about me being a bit sarcastic (or in her words: complaining too much *see the irony?*) but that was probably because she was sedated. I wonder what today will be like. her leg is feeling all better though (she was operated on a hernia) all this didn't hold back my dad from taking the role of yelling and preaching parent *sighs and rolls eyes* most of the time he was complaining about how I didn't pick up my cell whenever he called. well, excuse me for not taking it with me into the bathroom or shower. sometimes, you're just not available, that's why they invented VOICEMAIL! of course, the fact that my dad has about three cells and can be called anytime, anywhere, didn't help me much in my defense. then back at the house (I say house, not home, explaination will follow) he decided to lecture me about the insurance on my cell phone. yes, I have it insured and I pay a monthly fee. I don't mind, I work, so I make money to pay for it. but of course, my dad still believes that I earn about a nickle a month and that I can't pay for anything 'fancy'. then came more complaining and preaching, but I kind of tuned him out and tried to focus on Silver-sama and getting calm again before attacking my dad. in the evening, he kept yelling that I had to remember that I have to work today (5pm-9pm) and that I should go to bed IN TIME >_< Silver-sama was able to get my mind off things for a bit though. we watched Perfect Creature, which was alright ^^ I had expected more special effects, but I really liked the setting (decor) and the story. but then, Silver-sama had to leave.. thank goodness my dad already went to sleep ^^' I spend most of the night chatting with Silver-sama and Matt, then finally went to sleep. another thing I didn't miss about being in this place: getting woken up by my cat scratching at the door at 5.30am >_< I woke up, let her in and pushed the door back a little bit (I don't like sleeping with the door open) she then decided that she had to scratch the inside of the door. then, she just decided to come sit on my bed and annoy me by trying to get the hair elastics I put on my bedpost off the bedpost. so when I put those away, she decided to sniff my face and purr in my ears a lot, then finally she left again to let me sleep. I say house and 'this place' cause there is one thing that has dawned on me in the past few days. this isn't my home anymore. this isn't where I belong, it's only a place where I spend my time until I will get to my home. the past few days at Silver's were amazing. I felt so free and my depression sort of calmed down for a bit. getting back here, in this atmosphere, got it going full blaze again. there's a storm in my head that isn't ready to subside just yet.. don't worry, I'll live ^^ well, enough of my whining. words of praise: Good job Yensid-sensei in being the only one who noticed, or at least commented about, my new picture!! *applauds* I like this one, since it's a lot lighter than the other one and yes, my hair is getting longer and longer ^^ my wallpapers have gotten beyond the 1.000 downloads border. actually, they're over 1.100 downloads already. this makes me feel so proud ^^ though I did not draw the pictures used in them, people can still appreciate the compositions I make and actually want something like that on their desktops ^^ thank you, everyone of you who has downloaded one or more of my wallies ^^ feel free to check out my portfolio from time to time, cause I will be adding more (when I'm feeling better) well, I'd better get me some more sleep. hope you all have a great day and I guess I'll be back tomorrow then ^^ much clown love, I'm outti. (hold on! no LOLcat?! alright, I'll do one... they're a link now ^^ so purty. gotta love Katamari ^^

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