Friday, August 3, 2007

   When your colleagues can't recall your name, time and time again, there's a reason for it...

hey guys! well, I promised I'd be back and whaddayaknow, here I am ^_~ yesterday was.. well, let me just tell you about yesterday ^^' at first, everything was just fine. I had slept a lot and was able to avoid my parents for most of the time. my mom came home from the hospital, feeling a bit stiff and achy, but doing better than before. I had to work in the evening (5-9) which was hell for a while.. my boss was being his usual asshole self, so he was annoying me like nothing else can.(he still can't remember my name) a few evil looks made him back off for a bit and actually help me instead of standing there, watching and making fun of me. at the end of the shift, he actually gave me a little pat on my shoulder, which I think can be taken as a compliment. we also had a reasonably civilised conversation about what will happen when the new store opens. so in the end, I didn't feel too bad about work. all in all, it seemed like it was actually going to be a good day for me. but then, in the evening, back at the house.. I was feeling top of the world, talking to my two favorite boys ^_~ (Silver-sama and Matt-kun ^^) listening to The Streets and then it happened *dun dun dunnnn* my brother barged it. yes, my brother this time. he was trying to sleep (gee, that's new, usually he stays up all night) and he decided he had to yell at me because my music was bothering him. normally, the roles are the other way around. whenever I try to sleep, his music comes through so that I can sing along with it. or I can actually hear what the people in his tv-series are saying. or he's just pretending to be a drummer on his desk. but when I threw that argument at him, he said that I'm bothered by everything, so he doesn't care about that. after a short fight, me trying to hold back and ignore him, I decided to turn my music off. there, problem solved. you'd think. but nooooo, my brother decided to give me some more shit first before he went back to his room. and that just broke the dam. I cried for the biggest part of the rest of my evening. my mom eventually came into my room and we had a little talk about what has been bothering me. mostly the fact that no one else complains about my brother and the behaviour of my boss. I'm just glad I'll be rid of my boss in a few months, that's the only reason I keep hanging in there. my mom was really nice for a change (maybe it WAS her leg *gasp*) and I felt better after we talked. though it didn't stop the tears, nothing seemed to be able to stop them.. they just kept coming. which isn't a nice combo with my cold. though it did get rid of a lot of the snot that had been building up in my head ^^" chatted with Silver-sama and Matt for more time, especially the chat with Matt, which was pretty deep and serious, cheered me up ^^ eventually, around midnight, I took a sleeping pill and brushed my teeth, chatted until the pill started to work and then slept. had a dream about me and my bro actually taking the fight to another level, more psychological warfare.. in more happy news, today, I'm not feeling too shabby ^^ though I didn't sleep as good as I wanted, it feels like today will be an alright day. I need to clean my fishtanks, so I got my work cut out for me. also, a new wallpaper got accepted to TheO. I don't think I even spend this much time on a wallpaper since I started making them. but then again, this one means a lot to me, since it shows the feeling I've had lately and I just love Eclaire from Kiddy Grade hehe ^^" check it out if you'd like ^^ Hosted By theOtaku.com. it should open in a new window. I'm really proud of how it turned out ^^ though the idea behind it might be a bit dark, the wallpaper doesn't really pull you into depression ^^' anyway, hope you guys like it ^^ your daily LOLcat: hehe too cute ^^ I'll visit later today. yep, procrastinating some more.. but eventually, I will come by! watch my words!! ^_~ have a great day everyone. much clown love, I'm outti.

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