Birthday • 1987-02-02 Gender •
Female Location • the Netherlands Member Since • 2005-10-13 Occupation • Student (I study Tourism)/ I sell shoes Real Name • Lydia
Personal
Achievements • erhm..finishing Highschool? Anime Fan Since • I guess... 2003, that's when I really got addicted hehe ^_^ Favorite Anime • All time: Ranma 1/2. At the moment: Hana Kimi and Sensual Phrase Goals • "To one day have everybody stand on one side of the world and flip it upside down." (yeah, I stole Shaggy2Dope's dream, but it's just so good that I have to try it once!!) Hobbies • Manga, anime, magic: the gathering (trading card game), reading, watching tv, anything that doesn't involve thinking too much.. @_@ Talents • Being a huge clutz, giving useless advice and ranting ^_^'
myOtaku.com: Lytjuh
Thursday, August 16, 2007
I need a break.
hey guys!
I hope everyone is doing good.
this will be a short post.
I know I said I would visit, but I think I only got around to about three or four sites. truth be told, I'm not doing all that well.
though work is getting more fun, since my boss finally understands how to treat me and isn't being a total jerk anymore, I'm not feeling very well.
I've been having a cold for about a month now and it just won't go away. combine that with an everlasting headache which started on sunday and still isn't completely gone and you can see where I am physically.
not to mention my insomnia, I hardly slept for weeks (with a few exceptions at Silver-sama's) and when I do sleep, I only wake up more tired. I dream the weirdest and most random dreams and maybe I move around a lot in my sleep, I don't know.. I just can't seem to get some rest.
mentally, not all things are great either. it seems that the 'storm' in my head is getting stronger again. I won't bother you guys with the details.
what does work as a big factor in my storm is the fact that I can't seem to be able to be a good friend. I neglected a lot of sites and I just can't handle that very well. I like all of you, you're all very good friends to me *hugs all around* so I feel very bad about not having the energy or mindset to come visit and comment. I feel especially bad for the people who do come by every time I post *bows* you know who you are ^^
I hereby give my apologies and I will take some time off from the internet.
I will return as soon as my mind settles down a bit, or work gets less busy (I'm working 25 hours this week alone, while my contract is for four hours I think ^^") anyway, when I get some energy back, I'll try to come around again ^^
also know that I can't miss this place for too long, so I'll probably check around some sites without commenting.
oh, since it was asked, my mom is doing alright. she has fysiotherapy every week and is doing much better. though she does complain about the stretching she needs to do three times a day, she does say that her leg hurts a lot less ^^
lastly, here are some LOLcats to last you for a while:
oh, those damn squirrles!!!
*sneezes* ok, I'm tired now..
hope you guys have a great rest of the week and weekend and I'll be back eventually, don't worry ^^
I need a break.
hey guys!
