Thursday, October 4, 2007

meh...

hey guys! well the past few days haven't been all that great to me.. like I told you all in my last post, I had a feeling this week was going to suck.. so far, it's been half and half. monday was actually a really good day ^^ when going home, I just made it to the subway in time and also JUST got on the bus, since it was slowly driving off when I came running and it ACTUALLY STOPPED!! it was the first time in MONTHS that the bus didn't drive off in front of me.. but tuesday.. *shudders* it started alright, though I was looking for that shirt I've been wanting and couldn't find my size anywhere.. I had been told at the store that they could order it for me, but I decided to look around first. I ended up buying manga (some new series: Hayate the combat butler volume 1 and 2, Rose hip zero volume 1, Gentlemen's alliance volume 1 and the ever so lovely Battle vixens (volume 4)) and headed for college. my lectures weren't too bad, but then came the group project.. long story short, I get to do basically all the work on the project, since the other two believe I'm not doing nearly as much work as them *shrugs* maybe it's true.. but still, they didn't need to be so.. high and mighty about everything.. a very big "we're better than thou" vibe shook me off my feet.. so a lot of stress has come down on me again. in the evening, trying to actually work on this homework, my internet decided to die. several times.. in the meantime, I had two panic attacks, complete with hyperventilating.. not fun. Silver called me to calm me down, then my cellphone battery went flat.. so he called my home number, after a while that phone decided to die.. I think you can all understand that things weren't starting to look up for me. eventually, after rebooting the modem several times, internet worked again so I got some time on MSN with Silver after all ^^ wednesday.. wednesday was really meh.. oh, tuesday evening, I went back to the store where they told me they could order the shirt, turned out they aren't allowed to order below 50 bucks.. >_< wednesday was work, which was alright, though I was tired as hell and not feeling myself. even my co-workers noticed.. in the evening, I got to chat with Matty and Silver again, which is always a good thing. at the end of the evening, I cried my eyes out, just having a little nervous breakdown.. it did me good though, made me real tired, so I got some sleep. at first, that is. I was awake for most of the night. today has been alright so far.. I went to the next town over with my brother and actually found the shirt in my size ^^ so I'm pretty pleased with that. I also had pictures made and requested a new passport, since I REALLY need that *mystery music* I was planning to work on the project, but I need the info from the other two, who walked the route yesterday. fortunately for me, they still haven't send me anything, so I got something to use against them. now, on to happier things ^^ tomorrow morning I got a lecture, but after that I'm getting to see Silver YAY ^^ we're going shopping and we're going to see Rush Hour 3, so it should be a really good day ^^ also, the reason I need a new passport: I'm going to MARRAKECH, BABY!!! now, for everyone going: "who's mother?" Marrakech, Marrocco ^^ another studytrip in the next block. I'll be there from the 25th of november till the 2nd of december and I can't wait hehe ^^ even though I'm going with a bunch of people I either don't know or don't like, I'm still getting to see another part of the world and I'm really excited about it ^^ well, I should be off, got a bit of a headache.. I don't think I'll visit much, sorry guys.. it's just that I can't really concentrate on posts at the moment.. so all you'd get is crappy comments.. so yeah, I don't want to disappoint you all *hugs for everyone* oh, made a new wallpaper on a whim last night. trying to keep myself positive hehe ^^" I'm not going to submit it to TheO, since it isn't anime or manga related. but let me show you guys anyway: I just combined the two pics, but it still looks pretty good to me. to anyone who's wondering where I got the "Failure" pic, check out Dinosaur Comics it's rather.. well, weird really.. kind of like XKCD yeah, I stumble upon many a great webcomic just by following random links on sites I visit ^^" that's how I learned all about TROGDOR!!! but that's another story. postly LOLcat: MCL, I'm outti.

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