Friday, December 14, 2007

Will someone please stop the world from spinning for a while?

hey guys! well, this past week has been.. meh.. I spend wednesday evening and all of thursday with Silver, which was good. we went to the city on thursday and he bought me an entire new outfit ^^' well, I kind of made him, cause I was freezing my legs off due to only wearing a dress ^^' in the evening, we went out to dinner to celebrate our 4 1/2 year anniversary (which is actually today YAY!!) the food was nice, but unfortunately, I felt really sick.. so I didn't eat all that much and we didn't even have desert :( but I really just wanted to go home at the time, so it was good that Silver is so darn considerate *hugs him tight* I just came back from the vet. Quinty (my cat, I was surprised to realise not everyone knew that ^^") is doing a little bit better. there's a bit more life in her now than there was on monday and tuesday. she still doesn't eat that much, but she does eat a little bit and she drinks enough water. the vet didn't want to get her under narcosis again, so he only checked real quick and gave her some more shots to stop the infection. we have to go back on monday for another checkup, more shots and to discuss what the next course of action will be if she's not doing better. thanks for all your kind words considering her ^^ know that it means a lot to me and to her as well ^^ special thanks go out to Kikyo-chan, you're such a sweetie!! (I still can't comment to your site though, I don't know why ^^") as for me.. the world's spinning way too fast for me lately.. that is to say that whenever I blink or try to focus my eyes on something new, the world seems to do a little dance.. I've been dizzy for the biggest part of the week now.. if it continues into next week, I'm gonna go see the doc. though it's probably due to too little sleep, too much worrying, too little healthy food ^^" and, and this is the point where I let you all in to a little secret of mine, the fact that I haven't been taking my anti-depressants for over a week now ^^ yep, I've been clean since wednesday last week ^^ I think.. somewhere around that date anyway. I simply decided that I got sick of the pills that didn't seem to do anything and I wasn't going to take them anymore. I haven't broken down yet, which is a good thing, though in the past few days, I did cry more often than usual. but then again, I guess that's also because I'm not feeling well and because I worry about my kitty.. well, the words are starting to dance for me.. I hope my glasses are done today, with a bit of luck, I'll be able to visit and comment tonight.. if not, it'll be monday ^^ here's your postly LOLcat: MCL, I'm outti

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