Thursday, February 23, 2006

   emotional breakdown

hello peoples!!! don't worry, the subject sounds more depressed than it is... yesterday at school two of my classmates got into a pretty bad fight buring economics class.. thank goodness the teacher got them to break up but it was pretty intense.. they're always in some discussion and this one was just too much..the whole class was like: wow... we want to get out of here... then the teacher said we could go cause we were all too shocked to get more work done and he decided to talk with the two classmates.. and in the hallway I just broke down... I started crying my eyes out hehe... and I still have no real clue about the why of me breaking down.. guess I couldn't handle the situation... and when the rest of my class saw that I was crying, everyone was going like: 'Why is Lydia crying about that?! what's going on?' later on some of my friends told me that they really didn't expect me to cry about that because I always act so tough... it is true.. I'm more sensitive than I'd like to be, so I act like nothing can get to me... ow well, I'm fine now ^_^ I ended up being bored to death while waiting for my test.. I had to wait about five hours by myself... so I played some Mah Jongg to kill time... and of course, I should've known, the cafeteria was CLOSED!!!! of all days, just the one day that I have to eat in school, they close it for no particular reason... so I survived my test on an apple and some licorice(how dutch ^_^) thank goodness my dad picked me up, so we went to the mcdonalds and got me some nice chicken nuggets and fries(that's actually the only thing I ever eat at the Mac, cause I hate hamburgers...) and no, I don't know if my test went alright.. it was multiple choice and I either suck at it or it makes me look like a genius... it's so hard to tell if an answer is right.. especially true-or-false-questions, I hate those... other than the things listed above, nothing special happened at school yesterday... well.. I'm just glad Grifter99 commented late yesterday hehe... cause he was the only one who knew what I got for my birthday ^_^ yes, it are RANMA 1/2 DVDS!!! actually it's a dvd box with about 40 hours worth of fun ^_^ if only I could remember what series were on it.. I think it was at least an OVA.. but I'm happy anyway!!!! I'll watch all Full Metal Panic! first because I won't get my present until saturday, when I see my BF again ^_^ ugh, I'm glad it's thursday.. this means I only have to get through one more day at school and then I'll have some free time ^_^ I don't have that much homework, so I should get a nice free weekend... I just realised that in less than two weeks, I'll be in Kopenhagen!!! but we haven't heard anything about the way we have to pay, when we'll leave, where we'll stay... we haven't had any information yet.. aaaahhh!!!! I just hope it doesn't fall through cause I'm really looking forward to it... I'll just have to sit and wait hehe... well, that's about it from me today.. so here's the greeting of the day: this one is dedicated to my dad, because he keeps bothering me, telling me I have to find a job... I don't want to yet... I mean, I will eventually but at the time I'm just too damn busy with all the things that are going on in my life... but he'll never understand I think.. he's kind of a workoholic that thinks you're not a complete person if you don't have a job.. he must think I'm a disgrace for the family hehe.. but hey, I'm nineteen and I want to have some fun before I start working my ass off ^_^ that's really all I have to say today ^_^ I'm outta here

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