Tuesday, April 11, 2006

   how long can a person go without sleep?

hello peoples!!! *yawns* I am so very sleepy.. I'm having trouble falling asleep again.. every day I feel so very tired and then when I finally go to sleep, I lay awake all night.. it's getting really frustrating, especially since this week was supposed to be the time where I gain energy for the last semester at school... just a few more months and it will be summer ^_^ can't wait for that actually, I've never felt more like I needed a long break away from everything ^_^ my moms imagination is getting out of hand.. apparently she had a dream a few nights ago, where me and my BF said we were going to the Anime Con, but actually went to some satanic worshipping night... I can't stand it anymore, now she's believing that it's actually the same... I feel so helpless, like there really is nothing I can do to make her see that anime and manga is NOT the work of the devil.. no matter what, she won't listen.. but what makes me feel the worst is that she actually thinks I wouldn't mind going to something like that.. great, so now my mom thinks I worship the devil.. I just can't believe she knows me that bad.. and that she actually doesn't want to make an effort to actually get to know what anime is about.. she doesn't even want to say the words, she just calls it 'that weird stuff' and makes a really icky face while saying it.. *sigh* and it's no use showing some of it to her.. she'll just look at it and seek out whatever little things that make it weird to her and hold on to that.. if she would just open her mind this little *shows really small space between fingers* if she could only understand that I'm an individual with my own likes and dislikes.. if only she wouldn't mind me liking something for a change.. if she could just accept me like I am and not immediatly think that something is the work of the devil once I like it.... *takes a deep breath* I'm sorry guys, lack of sleep is making me rant about things you probably don't want to hear about.. it's just that.. I get a lot of time to think this way and stuff like that pops into my mind, making it even harder to sleep... ow well, I'm almost done reading Deception Point ^_^ although I'm pretty sure what the plot change will be.. I've read too many suspense novels and now I pretty much always know in advance who the real bad guy is.. *sigh* but it will be fun to find out if I'm right ^_^ all I can say is, it's always the one you really don't expect it from.. I must be able to finish it today, so then I can get back to manga hehe.. although I'm thinking of trying to read The Bourne Ultimatum again.. last time, I gave up after one chapter, because I had too little time to read... and since I got the whole series, it might be a good idea to finish it ^_^ (I love big books..) during the little sleep I did get lately, I've been having strange dreams.. I'm finally putting my plots to take over the world to practise and I'm helped by a lot of weird and mystical creatures.. some of which I'm not sure I want to be helped by at all.. evil looking vampires, weird rotting bodies.. I think they might just help me take over the world so I will be in debt with them... I don't really trust them.. and everytime they appear in my dream, I wake up from shock... ow well... I've been messing around with my site a bit yesterday ^_^ made a nice picture to go into my profile and changed my profile text and the text in the bar at the left for a bit ^_^ I'm pretty pleased with the results.. but my site is always under construction, so I'll probably change some other things later.. I've been thinking of maybe doing a new theme.. but I haven't had this one for that long, so I don't know... I also had a huge fight with Photobucket hehe ^_^' I made an account and it took me all evening to get the pictures from Kopenhagen loaded on there... of course, I could put a picture of myself up instead of the greeting of the day.. naaaaah!!!! greeting of the day: I just thought it was funny ^_^ I'm outta here Silvereagle: OOOHH!!! please do borrow them!!! I would love to see them all animated ^_____^ they're soooooooo cute ^_^ *glomps* Magnus Lehnsherr: well, I hope your spiders didn't hurt the delivery man.. or else he'd be too scared to ever deliver pocky to me again.. and then I'll never be able to try it.. *cries* well, you'd better feel special!!! and yes, I was checking up on you.. but hey, I need to keep track of the competition right? you should never underestimate your enemy!! ow and make sure your brother is actually under the influence of the chloroform an not just pretending so he can spy on you!!!*glomp* Highwind Phoenix: well, that's ok ^_^ I didn't visit that may people either, so we're even 'kay? ^_~ *glomp* mewmewlover55: well, I did have fun ^_^ DiGi Charat rocks hehe ^_^ *glomp* ChibiIchigo: Evolution is sooooo darn funny!!! I command you to see it!!! you'll LYAO ^_~ *glomp* darkfairy2007: *bows* thank you very much for forgiving me ^_^ *glomp* ow and sorry if I don't respond to pm's, the system still doesn't work properly... *glomp* Bushidoblade: well, playing video games all week sounds like fun too ^_^ hmz.. I still got one free week.. sounds like an idea *loads Gameboy* muahahaha!!! *glomp* inkenyo 2.0: that's not completely true, but I do try my best to visit as many people as possible ^_^ *glomp* tsnade 26: well, I quite like the shojo beat, it's pretty fun to get to read parts of manga's I wouldn't normally come across ^_^ *glomp* Grifter99: well taken care of I'd say ^_^ but then again, you probably knew I would say that... feh, who cares ^_^ I like getting stuff from my BF and once I get a new job, I'll buy more stuff myself, pay him what I owe him and give him presents so HAH! *glomp* rockinwithkiss: well, I wasn't actually too busy.. I was just doing other things hehe ^_^ sometimes I just need a day off from theO I think.. but not longer or I'll go into withdrawal ^_~ *glomp* DarkElementKitty: Dejiko is the cutest!! after Coo and Petit Charat hehe ^_^ I'll be sure to enjoy ^_~ *glomp* setosgrl19: NYOOOOOOO!!!*glomp* I try my best ^_^' JD Person: I'm saving up for a second chicken.. but now I think I want a cow hehe ^_^ *glomp* Phantomstep: funny that you think me and Magnus are real-life buddies.. sorry to disappoint you, but we are sworn arch enemies!! and we never met in real life ^_^' (don't tell anyone, but me and Silvereagle are in fact real-life buddies, he's my BF ^_~ ow wait.. all the others knew that already... ^_^')*glomp* *suddenly realises that I'm very lucky for not getting as many comments as usual* I'll be writing comments on comments all week just to finish one post... ow well, it's fun to do and as long as I got the time to do it, I will ^_^ I glomped everyone!!! YAYness *glomps everyone again* muahahahaha!!! that ought to show you guys!!! *note I've gone insane from typing too much*

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