Birthday • 1987-02-02 Gender •
Female Location • the Netherlands Member Since • 2005-10-13 Occupation • Student (I study Tourism)/ I sell shoes Real Name • Lydia
Personal
Achievements • erhm..finishing Highschool? Anime Fan Since • I guess... 2003, that's when I really got addicted hehe ^_^ Favorite Anime • All time: Ranma 1/2. At the moment: Hana Kimi and Sensual Phrase Goals • "To one day have everybody stand on one side of the world and flip it upside down." (yeah, I stole Shaggy2Dope's dream, but it's just so good that I have to try it once!!) Hobbies • Manga, anime, magic: the gathering (trading card game), reading, watching tv, anything that doesn't involve thinking too much.. @_@ Talents • Being a huge clutz, giving useless advice and ranting ^_^'
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Friday, September 22, 2006
Never say forever cause nothing lasts
the Foo Fighters, can't remember the name of the song.
ok, new post, cause I know the one I wrote before wasn't supposed to be on here. thank you Yensid-sensei for making that clear to me ^^
I just ask of you all to not think bad about Ran-chan or his girlfriend. I know I've cause a lot of trouble for them both and that is why he has to leave now. she is the most important person in his life and like I always told him, that's the way it should be.
he may be out of my life for now, but I am going to keep hoping that one day he will send me that email asking me if I'd like to talk again. cause I know what a wonderful person he is and he kept telling me what a wonderful person his gf is, so I am sure that she can one day forgive me. I know I need to give them time so that is what I will do.
but there will always be an open place in my heart for him. he is still my friend even though he has more important people to care for. I know that it was hard on him too to leave and I now understand that he has to do this in order to find his true happiness.
I'm going into too personal affairs again.
I've been crying a lot, but that's natural right? losing a friend is not something to take lightly and I for one know that like no one else. it's hard enough to find friends like that and to then lose them that quickly after finding them.. it hurts, but I also know that it hurts him.
I got to go to Silver-sama yesterday, so he was able to comfort me and be there for me. of him I can also be sure that he will always be there for me ^^ he is my all and without him I really wouldn't be able to go on.
my cat has been running around me all day too. licking me and trying to cuddle with me. but I know she is just trying to get some food.(she's not going to get any cause she's way too fat already.. she's on a diet hehe ^^)
I don't really know what to say.. don't worry too much about me, I still have some wonderful friends who I can talk to and who care for me a lot.
the opening for best friend will stay open for a while longer though. it's reserved for someone special ^^
I think that in a few days I will be back to my normal self. well, as far as you can call that normal anyway.
still loving Red Ninja, though some parts are soooo difficult..
I'm outta here
ps:I know, this post still isn't very appropriate. I'm sorry, if you don't want to comment, please don't, it's ok ^^ *hugs you all*
the Foo Fighters, can't remember the name of the song.