Thursday, November 2, 2006

   If I can't beat 'em, fuck it, I might as well join 'em!

"If You Can't Beat 'Em, Join 'Em"-ICP, who else ^_~ ya, as if! hehe I ain't joining nobody like that muahahaha!! not those people *shudders* but I might join the Dark Carnival, it's fun there ^^ anywho, projectwise things aren't all that bad. when the others found out that we would ALL flunk the project if they kicked me out now, they let me stay. and they said that they didn't want me to do anything anymore except show up for the final presentation. fine by me. I was going to offer to make the complete website with maybe a few neat tricks in it (with the help from someone who knows how to use Front Page and who knows how to make moving pictures.. I really still have to learn so much...) but hey, if they're not going to trust me with anything anymore, they can just suit themselves. more work for them. and less stress for me. they were all just really pissed that I didn't show up on tuesday and that I got mad at them on monday.. to me it seems like they just tried to think of as many things that bothered them about me as possible.. and I was kind of like: I've said a couple of times that I have personal problems keeping me down and nobody EVER asked me if things were better already and if I was able to make all my work. I haven't complained and I tried to do my work the best way I could.. I don't reach out for help that easily and I think that in this project, that was my downfall. the old class would've known.. ow well, it's kinda fixed now ^^ in other news, I don't feel too bad about the case study midterm thingamabob I had today. it was really easy, just thinking up a new concept for some kind of company ('Boston Duck Tours' is going to expand into Europe with a three-day city-trip to Berlin. now you think of something they can do in those three days, while keeping in mind the wishes and characteristics of 'The New Tourist') easy as pie ^^ but that's just thanks to my endless ability to talk (or write in this case) crap from the top of my head and just put in as many information and facts of the classes that I can remember ^^ so basically, I don't think that getting 55% or higher on this one will be very tough. *knocks on wood* but I'll wait for the grading before I say any more ^_~ in other, other news, my shit came in ^^ well, almost all my shit, cause the dog-tag seems to be missing from the package.. darnit!! but I got my ICP messenger bag and Violent Jay's book, so I'm at least a little happy ^^ well, they're still at Silvereagle-sama's, but I'm going there tomorrow, so I'll have my shit for real then ^^ no really big plans for the weekend, we might go and visit a co-worker of Silver-sama on friday and maybe his friend Frank will celebrate his birthday on saturday, but nothing is sure yet. I will be staying over at his place at least friday till saturday and he might sleep over here saturdaynight ^^ my brother is driving me crazy!! he's so hyper.. thank goodness he's gone with my mom for groceries ^^ I'm just so tired from everything that it was becoming hard to handle being around him without snapping. I'm acting a bit weird and hyper myself, but I always do that when I have a huge lack of energy. I just don't want people to notice that I'm not doing well, I guess.. I'm really glad that I can be totally honest on here ^^ well, that's all from me for today ^^ ow and here is a pic of the bag I bought ^^ and hey, I might as well throw in a pic of the dog-tag that I hope I will still get ^^" I'm outta here and clown love to you all ^_~ (yep, I'm really into yet another ICP fase hehe ^^')

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