Friday, November 10, 2006

   Hopeless? It's not hopeless. Doubtful. But not hopeless.

"Did Anyone Approach You?"-a-Ha this part of the song just got even more meaningful for me. I'm actually feeling quite well today, thank goodness. maybe I'll be able to recover after all. two sleeping pills last night made sure I had a wonderful night of calm, quiet sleep. I don't feel sick anymore and after I take a shower I should feel even better ^^ so I will be able to work today and tomorrow and I might actually go on that comic book hunt after all today. it seems like a good plan, cause I can use some fresh air ^^ and if I remember correctly, I've gotten paid yesterday and the new Pokemon game comes into the stores today. I think I'll treat myself to a little fun *nods* so shopping it will be today *smiles* *hugs everyone reading this post* I love it that I have you guys as my friends, I really do!!! especially Grifter-san, Yensid-sensei, my imooto-chan Magnus, my imooto-chan in law Tina, Jessikah, even though I was really mean to her yesterday.. sorry sweetie *glomps* please forgive me!!! and of course JD-kun!! (sorry I haven't been around lately JD, but I DO consider you one of my closer friends!!! *glomps* sorry I made you think otherwise) anywho, I'm feeling fantastic at the moment *smiles* I'm talking to Silver-sama AND my imooto-chan and it's so much fun *dances* and I'm going to take the advice some of you gave me yesterday and look at the school trip as a turning point and a way to leave all the shit behind me ^^ I'm just going to enjoy the experience of getting to see another country and they say that Helsinki and Stockholm are wonderful cities. I'll be sure to snap a lot of pics so I can show you all how it went and what it looks like ^^ I'm lucky I'm flying from Schiphol (Amsterdam) cause I have to be there at 9.45 am. the people who are flying from Dusseldorf (we're going with two different planes) have to be at school at 3.30 am *laughs* poor guys ^^ anywho, I'm going to end this post cause well.. I have nothing to say anymore >_< oh, this site really made me smile, so check it out ^^ there are actually some things I do in that list ^^ 248 ways to annoy people also this video on Yensid-sensei's site was really funny ^^ Transformers!!! but those with flashlights can see part of their way ^^ I'm outta here, clown love to all ^^ EDIT: as you can see, I deleted some posts from the last few days. I don't want them on my site anymore, cause they were written while I was in a very crappy mood and I shouldn't have said a lot of things (if not all) I said in them. but I do want to post the lyric to that Dido song again, so here it is: Dido-"Honestly Okay" I just want to feel safe in my own skin I just want to be happy again I just want to feel deep in my own world But I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore On a different day if I was safe in my own skin then I wouldn't feel lost and so frightened But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin And I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore I just want to feel safe in my own skin I just want to be happy again

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