Wednesday, January 3, 2007

   I like it rough, cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

"Pain"-Three Days Grace time:2.36-3.07 pm CET mood: I'm in a spending mood ^^' physical condition: my legs and back are acking, it's terrible *sighs* manga: Furuba volume 15 (During the weekend I have read DearS 8 and FMP:Overload 5 ^^) song: same as in the title, I really like it ^^ weather: rainy and grey.. hey guys ^^ well, this will be my first REAL post of the new year, cause you all noticed how short the last one was *laughs* I've survived the family visits, barely.. it's not that I don't like my family, I actually kind of enjoy being around them at times, but most of my relatives don't talk to me or we just have nothing to talk about.. so after about an hour things get boring.. thank goodness Silver-sama was there with me so that we could be bored together ^^ the visit I enjoyed the most was the one at my great-aunt's house. she's a really nice lady, but also kind of the 'extravagant' aunt of the family ^^' she always worries about if her guests have enough to eat and drink and stuff like that. so she kept on bringing more and more snacks into the room, while we (me, Silver, my parents and brother, my uncle and aunt and my cousin) kept telling her we didn't need anything anymore.. in the end, we all decided to just give up and eat some of the peanuts, chips, crackers and chocolats ^^" if you can't beat them, join 'em, I guess ^^ my brother was the only one who was able to not eat anything cause he kept saying he was on a diet.. he actually is.. sometimes I wonder about my brother.. but I could fill a complete post about that, so I won't go into it ^^ anywho, new year's day was good ^^ I saw in the new year at Silver-sama's and chatting with my imooto-chan Magnus ^^ it was loads of fun and I'm still amazed that I was able to stay up as long as I did (till about 2 am) hardly slept again *sighs* so the next day I was exhausted, which led to some irritation when dinner time came around.. we were going to order food, so I suggested Chinese.. that got rejected right away.. and then my bro said Pizza.. which my parents directly agreed to.. while they all know I don't eat pizza or anything pasta/tomatosauce based *big sigh* so I suggested Greek, cause we all like that, but NOOOOO.. ow well, I ended up eating fries.. anywho.. I don't like fireworks, so I didn't set any off.. I watched what the people in Silver's street set off through the window and watched Silver light some stars in his backyard. I love watching him sleep.. I don't know why.. I just love the feeling of him beside me and hearing his breath.. I know, I'm totally outside the topic (if there was one..) the night was fun though, cause Silver seemed kind of surprised to have someone laying next to him *grins* he was sleeping and cause I couldn't sleep, I kept tossing and turning.. and every time I turned around or softly touched him, he went like: 'Huhn?' it really was quite funny ^^ and when I told him about it in the morning, he didn't remember a thing about it hehe ^^ lets see.. the last two days have been spend counting books.. it's time to make the balance sheet for the bookstore, so every book has to be counted.. I had to count the literature section, which is a good thing, cause if I would have to count the detective/thriller section, it would take me a week cause I'd keep thumbing through the books *laughs* it took me one and a half day to get through about seven bookcases, the books at the bottom (on the ground) and on top.. I got all dusty and my legs and back are just hurting cause of the bending and kneeling *sighs* but now, I don't have to work till saturday, so I've got some time to rest my weary bones *laughs* I'm getting old before my time ^_~ made a ridiculous purchase just now.. I bought the Civilization Chronicles. the package includes the four Civilization games, a booklet, the card game, a video DVD and extra bonus material like wallpapers and such. I couldn't help myself, for the rest of the month, I think I will hide my ATM card ^^" though I still really want to buy Ranma 1/2 volume 36.. but then again, I've been unable to find it anywhere up to now, so I don't think I will find it soon.. it's still out of stock at Archonia.. *thinks* I think that was all I had to say today really.. I'll be lonely and missing Silver-sama until saturday cause he has the late-shift this week.. but then again, it can be nice to be able to just do whatever I want, when I want it, cause we've been together for almost one and a half week. I love being around him, but those times do show me how much I love my own space.. I get kind of cranky after more than three days together ^^" guess I'm not ready for a marriage yet *laughs* well, I'm going to install my new games and play hehe ^^ I'm going to have a nice quiet rest of the day, maybe even read a bit more of the book I borrowed from the bookstore ^^ it's pretty good ('the American' by Andrew Britton) or maybe I'll watch some anime.. or maybe read more manga.. or I'll make homework.. naw, I won't be that bored ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here

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