Friday, January 5, 2007

   They say that I'm crazy. And it's probably true.

"Give it all up"-The Corrs I really love this song ^^ time: 2.05-2.42 pm CET mood: meh, swingy..(at the moment quite happy) and I feel like spending again *sigh* physical condition: period. enough said. manga: Black Knight, I needed my dose of yaoi ^^ song: Teenage Dirtbag-Wheatus weather: grey, but dry hey guys ^^ well, yesterday was spend doing absolutely nothing and I loved it ^^ my mom kept whining about it and now she keeps yelling at me that I should get out of bed more.. I'm tired, on vacation and sick of her whining to me and not my brother, who has made it a standard thing to stay in bed till like three pm.. but he doesn't get all that shit, noooooo, he can just do all that without getting yelled at. why? cause I'm an easier target. my bedroom is on the second floor, next to my parent's bedroom. my brother however, lives on the attick and has annoying stairs to climb before you can reach his room.. but then again, my bro has always been the favorite.. he does great in school, always has loads of money, has had the same job for what.. about 8 years now.. I'm the screw-up kid, that has to struggle for her grades, is almost always broke and still spends and who, on top of all the other things they don't like about me, is depressed and on medication.. *sighs* not to mention my hobbies.. yep, Magic the Gathering, Manga and Anime didn't fall very good with my uber-religious mom.. ow well, I shouldn't be whining about my family life.. I've got my wonderful boyfriend to take care of me and I won't always live in this house. ow well.. erhm, so yesterday, I did nothing of great importance ^^ I stayed in bed for really long, read some manga and some more of 'The American'. let's see.. I showered and watered my plants. that were probably the most energetic moves of the whole day ^^' the evening was spend watching 'Jubei-chan the ninja girl (secret of the Lovely Eye-Patch)' I started watching it on wednesday, watched the first dvd then and I finished it yesterday ^^ (it's thirteen episodes) it was so cute ^^ though it was just plain ridiculous at times, with very badly drawn characters just to show that they weren't really needed for the scene.. but in the end, it helped a lot to get the story some comic relief. it was really fun to watch and it certainly wasn't a waste of money ^^ I can recommend it to anyone who likes magical-girl, samurai, highschool romance, action, comedy stories ^^ in a way, it sometimes reminded me of Ranma 1/2.. but the men in it are quite the perverts.. or just confused with themselves.. they see Jubei's chest and immediately exclaim that they're in love -_-' ow well, it was fun to watch, has a strong story, good fights, enough comic relief (I adored Koinosuke by the way ^^ in his little dog-house *laughs* I just realised that this will make no sense to anyone who has never seen the series..) I talked with Silver-sama a lot yesterday.. I really needed him and thank goodness he was quite available ^^ I've just been confused for a while now about a friendship of mine.. the person I'm talking about never lets me know anything from him anymore, not even a quick message.. and I just keep waiting up for him to show up, to have a little chat.. I'm afraid that I'm losing yet another friendship and though I really don't want that to happen, I can't keep torturing myself, waiting up till 1am, wondering if he really still wants to be my friend.. ever since last summer I've developed somewhat of a fear of getting abandoned.. I guess I'm really a needy friend.. but I'm also getting older and wiser I think, cause I realise that a friend who is never there isn't much of a friend at all and that I have to think about my own mental and physical health and that it might be better to let go.. *sigh* but it still isn't fun. I'm whining today, sorry for that guys, but I need these things off my chest.. onto happier things. I volunteered to be a gopher at the coming Anime Convention ^^ *squeel* even though Silver-sama isn't too happy about it, I had been thinking about it ever since the last Con. you get a lot of privileges, a free t-shirt, a goodie at the end.. plus, you get to help making the whole weekend work ^^ and if that wasn't enough, I might be able to score some extra credit for school, since it could apply for my open study point (or however they call it...) it would be a wonderful experience and with my studies (tourism and recreation) it would also look great on my resume hehe ^^ but I haven't heard anything from the organisation yet, so I will just have to sit and wait to get more info ^^ lets see.. what else.. *yawns* I slept wonderful last night ^^ it's amazing what two sleeping pills and going to bed at around 1.30 am can do.. so at the moment, I'm feeling quite energetic ^^ I think I will clean my room for a bit today, clean the fishy-day-care, get some of the left over baby-fish out of the big tank, clean that up a little too (I especially need to clean out the filter ^^") and after all that, I think I might dig out my dig-a-dino velociraptor ^^ it's weird that I don't have to work tonight, but it will also give me some nice time to relax ^^ maybe I'll even read more of the book, since the stack of books I still have to read keeps getting bigger and bigger ^^" hmz.. I might as well sort those out too, while I'm at it hehe ^^ my dad is going to make me a bookshelf above my door, so that I can clean out my bookcase a little ^^ this means that I can put my 'normal' books on that shelf, put all my mangas in the small bookcase and maybe create some more room in my other bookcase for my dvds ^^ the only question now is: when will he do it? it could probably take quite some time, knowing my dad ^^" but the important thing is that it will get there *nods and smiles* I think I won't post or comment over the weekend. I have to work all day saturday and the rest of the weekend is for Silver-sama (and my homework, I keep pushing it back more and more ^^") on the other hand, I think I will post up the first chapter of my WDX fic tomorrow. this would mean I don't have to type much, so I can put it up before work. I really want some more feedback. I just hope it will be understandable for the ones who are not familiar with World Domination X.. ow well, I'll find out soon enough ^^ well guys, as you've all read, I've got quite a schedule planned for today, so I think I'll let you guys go now ^^ have a lovely weekend ^^ much clown love, I'm outta here part of the song 'Here by Me' from Three Doors Down. I just love this part ^^ too bad Silver-sama can't read it.. I can’t take another day without you 'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own I've been waiting so long just to hold you And to be back in your arms where I belong I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say But everything I've ever known gets swept away Inside of your love And everything I have in this world All that I'll ever be It could all fall down around me Just as long as I have you right here by me

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