Saturday, August 4, 2007

   The GazettE

Filth in the Beauty


Taion
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Friday, August 3, 2007

Today is my little brother's birthday
YAY!!!
10 birthday punches >:D


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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

   Im Back ^^
HI PEOPLES!!!

I missed you guys^^. Im glad to say that I am much better and thing are sorted out and done.

HOO-RAA!!!

But yesterday at the last minute there was an attempt on my okay-ness <<. I made two new friends at my art class and one of them(well call one J and the other El). J called me 1 in the morning while I was talking to my mom. She was crying and hysterical.

The story had been was that she lied to her parents and went to Delaware with some friends, the friends were getting drunk and doing drugs. I got the feeling that I would need back-up and called El and together we tried to talk to J, find her parents and tell them what was going on(despite being desperate J would not inform her parents and would not listen).

El and I found her dad and had him talk to J, but then she told him so BS and I lost all patience. My mom got upset at me when I was hitting my head on the table <.<.

Only "god" knows why but she put one of the "sober" friends on the phone as if this would help and....

well...

I lost all patience and exploded....
and I went into a cursing fit with her friend (I have my moments too ...after 2 hours and 30 min of this youde go crazy too...).El was a big help, she helped me from spiraling back into madness....MADNESSS XD!!

This basically went on for like 3 hours O.O.

Oh-ho-ho but Im good...tired but good
sorry for the somewhat long story ^___^;;

ANYWHO!!!!!
Whats new?
Hows the vacation?
what do you think of last nights situation?
Did I handle it well(or the best to my ability)?
ummm....cupcake?

-gives everyone cupcakes-
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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Hi peoples
Hope everyone is well.

I on the other hand will have to admit that I have not been ok....for a really long time. I'm super tired, wee bit sad and my mind has been cluttered for months(which i learned is why I'm sad^^). I was serious when I said my brain was trying to killing me XD.Thankfully it hasn't succeeded ....yet <<

-throws brain across the room-

So I've decided to take a break to recollect and whatever confused people do to feel better ^^''.I have no idea how long but i will be back soon.

So I'll see everyone later



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Thursday, July 26, 2007

   Mushi

I can't confide in anyone,
I can't trust any of them,
don't you see? you can't see it all
without the light shining upon me,
even now, I'm wilting.
what I can't reveal
is my weakness, my past
there's something to gain but
No doubt, the kindness I hold fast to
will go away.
the simple answer is to live,
go back to the drawing board,
and try again in the next life.

the heart shuts itself
still now falling apart.
days I laughed
holding back the tears.
the heart showed me there was no reason to believe.
the hypocrite who killed me.

the heart shuts itself
still now crumbling apart
days I screamed,
holding back the tears
the heart left me the strength to believe there's a reason
my heart killed me.

--Dir En Grey

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

love·less (lŭv'lĭs) Pronunciation Key
adj.

1. Characterized by an absence of love: a loveless marriage.
2. Exhibiting or feeling no love; unloving: a loveless glance.
3. Receiving no love; unloved: a loveless child.


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   Good-bye
I am sad to announce that Envy-kun aka Inu-kun left Otaku yesterday
.
Apparently hes going through some stuff and needed a break to sort things out.

Basically I lost my pet chicken and my friend all in one day. Fuck that sucks(HA! that rhymes! XD).

But on the bright side he will be back and hopes to keep in contact with everyone ^^
but my chicken will not be coming back -_-;;
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Monday, July 23, 2007

   My chicken is gone.......
My fucking dad gave away my chicken behind my back!!
To me thats as bad as him killing it.

Now I'm super sad....

(chicken kinda looked like this)

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

Sorry about the last post....I was bored and short on time to really type XD.

I got to see Harry Potter 5 yesterday and found myself to be somewhat disapointed due to the many importent details missing and the death scene. But it was still good.
After the movie I went to Barnes and Nobles and the line for the final Harry Potter book was already going crazy. The store was having a party on the inside. There was a dude doing balloon sculpting( I got myself a green/black witches broom), face-painting(got the dark mark on my shoulder) and last but least tarot card reading(she was fake and so bullshited my reading).

The final Harry Potter book came out today and I dont get my copy until monday. I dont have any complaints because I have too much work to do for the animation class to even have time to read as I wish.

Anywho....
how is everyone?
do you like harry potter?
what do you think my next theme should be?
would you like a coOokie?
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Thursday, July 19, 2007

AHHHHHHH!!!
MY BRAIN IS TRYING TO KILL ME!!!!

-runs away screaming-
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