Sunday, August 12, 2007

   I'm going to kill someone ..... -prepares knives- =D

Hi everyone!
Hope everyone is well.

As you all can see I'm in an adorabley murderous mood ^^. But its not because of anyone on Otaku. For some reason all of last night people I dislike have been bothering the shit out of me and its driving me crazy.

In order to understand there are three things you need to know about me

1. my family originates from this west indian island called dominica. Most of the kids my age are jerks and would likely hump a tree. (sorry for my language).Therfore I avoid going there and hate a quarter of the population on the island.

2. Im highly psychosymatic. which means that any strong negative emotions I have become physical in different ways. For example when I'm sad my body temperture decreases or when I have a bad feeling about something I can feel it in the pit of my tummy which is not fun ^^.

3. Im unusually violent for someone with my personality ^^

So first off my cousin who came to visit says that someone in dominica said they were going to marry me the first moment they come to New York just so they can get their papers ^^. That pissed me of so much. I hate when people talk about me(aka rumors aka lies) and make plans behind my back.

I had my cousin call the person and I told the person that I would marry him but as soon as i did i would shave his skin off and mount it on my wall like a trophy all because I love him ~_^. He kept trying to "stay cool" but I got scarier and scarier. He got scared when I sent him a picture of my favorite knife. When he comes to New York he is soooooo dead -_-.

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Next person to seriously piss me off was my ex friend/crush. His sin is betraying me and being the biggest....you know what I cant even think of a name(thats how bad it is). But I havnt talked to him in a year. For now we'll name him Davis -_-. Mr. Davis decided to message me 1 AM acting as if everything was okay trying to make conversation. Despite the fact that I was pissed off to begin with I was curious as to why he were trying to talk to me.

Hes always playing mind games and I hate it but I never back down which makes me feel pretty good ^^. I've figured out most of the conversation but motives are still unclear to me.

Talking or seeing Davis literally makes me sick. Since the "betrayal" whenever I see or talk to him my head starts killing me and he literally makes me sick. I thought that I had that taken care but apparently not. When school starts I'm soooooo kicking his ass, screw getting sick -_-. Ill tell you all how that goes ^_~.

ANYWHO!!!
Sorry about the long post ^^".

How is everyone?
how do you handle things when your mad?
why do i insist you have a cookie? <<

-gives everyone a cookie-
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