Sunday, June 5, 2005

Eelk.
I created another website .. one of those myspace things, a personal blog type. I don't really like it. It's too impersoanl and I really have noloyalty to it.

Basically, this is my web community, it's not like I'm so popular here or anything.. goodness with the not updating everyday thing, I've gone so far down on the list.. sucks kind of. Oh - and the fact that I don't really get around a lot anymore.. to my friends sites. It's hard.

But I still like this place so much better than other internet communities. I feel more at home here, more recognized and just happier. So, basically.. you guys rock. This is a great place to feel like a part of something.

^-^

Other than that.. not anything going on. I'm working at Sears and being a confused and lazy bum. I have no right, but I"m trying to catch a guy.. by the way it isn't working. And so .. yeah.. sadness.

A friend of mine is going back home this week,and it's depressing me. I felt like we were just starting to get somewhere.. and now she's leaving.. and it's awkward, sad, and strange that I really probably won't see her for a very long time. Then there's always the fact that if you do.. it won't be the same.

My best friend has boyfriend who is now like her new "pseudo-best-friend-love-of-her-life"

In all.... I feel like I have nobody. I'm kind of floating along in my own little bubble in this world. My bubble could pop and not really anybody would notice or anything.
So I turn to my writing. Which, in and of itself sounds like a great thing to do, but then it isolates myself from my family.. my little brothers who I only get this one summer with and then it won't be the same trying to come home after I finish my first year of college.

So I can't write. I sit in my house looking at these people who will change and I won't ever know it. They will move on and in totally different directions than me and I won't have any say, I won't even know.

So much for the dreams of the day. Or the things I wished for that never happened. So much for trying to be extraordinary. I've almost accepted the fact that I really can't be. Really never have been never will be.

Almost.... then again. Who knows what I'll feel like tomorrow or what amazing adventure I'll find myself on later in the week. If I can stand to keep my imagination working at full speed still. If I can make my world shine with this extraordinary ordinary magic.

If ...

*sigh*
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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Ahhhh. So much less visitors.
And it was the "I graduated one" Sadness.
Here's the link to my gradutation speech *purposefully mispelled* It's actually Really Intersting and totally not what you would expect a graduation speech to be - Yes. I just made this whole line the link. Pretty weird. I know.
oh well. I need to get over the fact that I'm not as popular anymore. I'd have to be all interesting. I should go back to doing stories.. like actual cool ones. Just make it up as I go along or something. Anyhoo.

Um. This is an AWESOME site to hear some really really good music. SongJapan - listen to freakin' awesome Jpop.
Artists I recommend looking up as per genre.
Pop: Maaya Sakamoto, Chara
L'arc'En'Ciel
Rock: Glay, Dir'en'Gray, The Back Horn

Uh .. that's all I can think of right now. Haha.

Soooooooo.

How is everyone's summer looking ? Mine is boring. More boring and a side of wild/crazy/busy getting ready for college stuff.

Other than that.
Honestly, i need to start doing another story.
But for now *yawn*

You should all read the Sandman comics *no not manga - but just as good *cough* and better* cough*

Bye all.
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

It's Sunday!
First. You should visit this site Kind of because I said so and faeries are so freakin cool.

Also - you should research Rufus Wainwright. What a guy. I'm in love with him, he is awesome and a super good songwriter/singer.

Also - what's up in the anime world? I'm so out of it. What new anime is hot on the charts? Is NetFlix getting new stuff on the anime release list ? Does anyone know?
I need to start renting now that school is over.

And don't tell me to watch adult swim --- i work and write at night, so that's not gonna work... plus I hate dubs.. i just do .. i know it's dumb, oh well.

Okay - I'll end with a dialogue.


M: "What is it?"
Gig: "That's what I'm supposed to ask you"
M: "Well, do you know?"
Gig: "Not really .. though it's kind of pretty."
M: "Dont' you have a cue card or something... with the answer."
Gig: "Right... it says *reads* 'gew-gaw'"
M: "Don't talk like a baby -- seriously what is it?"
Gig: "Gew-gaw.. gewgaw."
M: "That is NOT a word.. in english. Are you speaking another language?"
Gig: "No .. gewgaw. Huh.. a flowery gewgaw."
M: "Oh - don't go incorporating it into your language. Jeez"
Gig: "Gewgaws are pretty, I like this gewgaw. I will one day buy a gewgaw for the woman I love."
M: *silently mortified*
Gig: "Gewgaw sounds like see-saw."
M: "Can we just go on to the next one? "

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Moral of the story: A gewgaw is a showy trifle, a pretty but worthless bauble.
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

It's A Saturday! People Might Visit. Better make this really interesting.

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

Morning All.
So. I'm graduating. I should post my one and only artwork. Or my mermaid too. but I'm not sure I can with my scanner. Because its pretty terrbile. AndI'll have to re-read the fan-art guidelines. and then I'll have art! Sweet.
My graduation is like.. next tuesday. so everyone wish me good luck. My speech , I'm a valedictorian so I'm making a speech, will be posted like the day after I make it or something. I haven't decided yet.

Woo. Better give a space for reading ease.

The Serenity movie review is not up yet, I got distracted. I need to do somethign with my website. My yahoo one. But .. I don't know how to do website stuff. i tried to learn, the basics, you know, but again.. distraction overcame me.

If anyone would like to help me for free - yes, I'm poor, and you know how to create spiffy easy websites - and you are trustworthy, then please contact me and help me make a webpage.

Oh - and I'd love you forever.

_ Hearts _
- oh and .. no save that for later -

- Maarii-girl
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Monday, May 9, 2005

SERENITY - SEPTEMBER 30TH !!!!
YEs, this is the post that you MUST READ!!!!

I went to a preview screening of Serenity - the Firefly Movie. IF none of you know what this is, click this link SERENITY MOVIE

If you do, and you want to join more of the Browncoat Fandom click here JOIN THE BROWNCOATS

If you have NO idea whatsoever what I'm talking about, first of all you NEED to, and second of all.. here's a link for all you newcomers. General Idea of Firefly the show

A will do a more comprehensive movie review later. But please tell all your friends about these websites. We need to send a message.


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You can't stop the signal.

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I MET JOSS WHEDON!!! AND SUMMER GLAU !!! AWESOME!!!
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

This Should Be My Attitude of Late
Wow.
Which Peeg are you?
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey


Anyway - I can't type very well today. Very sloww.

Anyway - who knows how to get rid of unrequited love. No.. nobody's in love with me. I'm in love with HIM and HE'S got a girlfriend. A girl I like too, she's a sweety. Huff.
Any ideas? Any at all?


Besides that. Trying to save myself from my third breakdown this week. Lack of sleep not helping . Stress and then guilt from being a slacker causes more stress. Ooo. Double bubble stress.

Besides that
I'm great!

So go and comnment if you feel like it.

Please?!
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

I know, I know, Updating late again.
I'm graduating. Crazy.

Anwyway - basically just a quiz. And staying alive.


Which Historical Lunatic Are You?
From the fecund loins of Rum and Monkey.
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Monday, April 18, 2005

Told You. Compulsive

Which Extremity of the World Are You?
From the towering colossi at Rum and Monkey.


Plus. my weekend was pretty good. how's about yours?

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Friday, April 15, 2005

I shall compulsively post one a day

You're Lucy
Take Which C.S.Lewis Character are you? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.

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