Sunday, December 26, 2004

What did you get for X-Mas/Hanukah/Other???
I got cool STUFF !
A GIANT TEDDY BEAR@!
DVD'S !!! FIREFLY ESCAFLOWNE ! THE LAST UNICORN !

CANDY!@

FAIRY STUFF !
AND ASIAN STUFF !

Anyway - i'm on a bit of a sugar high from one of the above mentioned gifts.

So share, wil you?
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

Happy Holidays

Merry Christmas
and
Happy New Year

To all you Otakus out there.

If you've already opened your presents, tell me what you got.
Hope you spread the holiday joy.

Joy to the world.
A Happy Day.
And Everyone can smile.

merry day everyone.

- maarii
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

*ahemmmm* *singing* We wish you happy Holidays We wish you happy Holidays We wish you Happy Holidays and many many more *end of song*
I got some REALLY good comments last time.
Rusty and a few others brought up A Christmas Story , fantastic movie! You should all see it, unless you are foreign, like my Polish friend, Fidan, and then you won't get it.

And A Charlie Brown Christmas The little tree thing is sooo cute.

Also don't forget It's a Wonderful Life I need to see the rest of this movie. It's one of the christmas classics.

Thanks people.

Besides that. It looks like everyone is all hyped for the holidays. Yippee!

We finally got SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!

Finally. Sorry all you people who don't get snow. When I move away,I'll miss it.

What would be the perfect gift for you?

Mine- functioning wings. Wouldn't that be cool?!

Well. hahahah. I think so.

Bye now. ^-^
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Monday, December 20, 2004

After All there's only six more days till christmas
You know, one of my favorite christmas movies is The Muppet's Christmas Carol . What a sweet picture. *sigh* I actually really enjoy the music, and it's funny too.
Hehe.
If you've never seen it, you probably should.

How's Holiday shopping going for all of you?

I'm almost done........ well. pretty much done, cuz I'm out of money. But... still have to wrap the gifts.

Christmas movies.........

What's your favorite?

Share please.

Happy holidays.



Yerf.Com. Awesome Site.
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Merry Merry Holiday Cheer
I think it's sad that holiday time has come so fast.

and it hasn't snowed here yet. dang it.
i'm in a good mood rightnow.
yipp ee.
happy day.

hamlet (school play - i play gertrude , queen) is going....... boring but well.

and all other aspets are okay right now

what's about you all?

How are the days treating you?

Do you like snow?
Is there a lot of snow where you are?
How many blankets are on your bed?

(there are five on mine. I'm very susceptible to cold. i'm a total california-type personality)

See's ya later

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Sunday, December 12, 2004

*sigh*
Hello Again. And happy holidays.

Just thought I'd update. Finally got a tannenbaum. (christmas tree - the original german word)

Can't light it yet since our lights are broken again. Seems to happen every year.
Anyhoo.

Ummmmmm I forgot


Yeah. I'm in a strange mood.
I want Christmas to be better.
And it hasn't been.

don't have a job
so no money
don't have a boyfriend
so real lonely
don't have time
so busy busy

and tha's it for you

What does christmas mean to you?
Or
What is a specific christmas memory to you?

Here are my answers.

Christmas to me means lights. Colors. Smiles. Wonder.

A specific christmas memory is when I got my scooter for a present. And I was wearing this pink bunny jumper pajamas. The things that encased your whole body with one zipper. My hair was still curly.

Have a nice holidays.



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Friday, December 10, 2004

If I had a nickel .. . .
I feel lonely
As a cloud
that wanders above the daisy fields

... not original - lines (or almost lines )from somebody else's poem. somewhere I read once. Just seemed to fit my mood.

Anyway - i'm gonna type this random thing. cuz i feel like i should. you don't have to pay attention if you don't want to.

race
and the pace
in my skull
one is dull
one is beat
in my head
its the bed
and the fall
hurts

It's a race that I've been running
and my feet don't know the path
It's my eyes and the things that I saw too much wise it is for me
and the heart in my chest, a machine without rest
and my mind , most of all tireless cords plugging people, slots killing people killing me
I'm dead
It's a dead race
when the end can never be the beginning that you already - past - and the time you lost going so fast
towards that sign of day
it's bright until it goes away
and then you hate it
break it over your knee
if you could only ... just only
give this to someone else
Do I know that I deserve it?
I don't thik so, but to this -
it's a race I've been running - still runing

Keep it out of me though, because I don't deserve it.
Determination in a dead heart that refuses to give up the partiality inside that beats in me keeps in me until
I sleep - with weeping for others who recount their lives , painful ties to reality
Photographs I never see
and Never took becaue its not me who lived that life
anymore - it's like a constant situational theory never reality if always changing and defined in variables
experiments die off inside and thoughts deride.
I'll lose it again when its over
and gain it before I begin
With this - feet and eyes and heart and mind
not whole but hurt, these times are blind
to days we spend in nothing but unend
and nothing
do they see why we toil?
do we know why we creep and steal?
love is a generous thief
Leave it all to the race
leave it all to the pace of my heart
never slowing but I grow to accomodate all that I see
and I know that the end doesn't mean that I'm dead
just remembered
Remember the Race.
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that's the end of that sorry abot the tangent.
I'm going to go catch up on my guestbook and visit sites.

Love you all in very individual and warm and fuzzy ways
Happy Channuaka (sp?)
Merry X-mas
and all the days of all the rest
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Sunday, December 5, 2004

Aloha - I have no reason to say it like that
I'm not in hawaii but I thought that the tie in with the "aloha" might give some warmth to stuff.

anyway - state drama was today - I wrote a piece that made the finals. top eight. it didn't place. but it did really well.
I'm excited but also disappointed. Oh well

Um. Still in the holdiay spirit. and de-stressing myself by saying, "who cares - life goes on and it'll all be good. "

Anyway - yeah. That's the good things.

See you around.

I did visit some sites. yeay for me
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Saturday, December 4, 2004

Holiday
All my posts shall be Holiday themed.

I love this time of year, really I do. But it gets to me in ways I don't realize until 10:48 at night when I come home to the empty house and open my bedroom door wishing that someone was there. Wishing that on the other side was someone who cared enough about me to know how weak I am ... still.

Anyway. No one's there.

Christmas is fast approaching. I'm getting excited to shop and all the lights and everything.

Happy Holidays.
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Thursday, December 2, 2004

Ahh. How Refreshing
I finally got a moment to myself without any homework knocking at the door. *phew*

Hi all.

Sorry for the late updates.

Hope everyone had an awesome thanksgiving. Food's at least usually good , right? I cooked all day, tons of fun.

Um. Got a new laptop. Good deal, it's awesome. For college though. Seems to be like the freaking biggest thing on my mind. COLLEGE MONEY SCHOLARSHIPS THE_REST_OF_MY_FREAKING_LIFE!!!!!

Anyway . Hope everyone's holidays are merry and bright and may all your christmases be white.

I love christmas.
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