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Friday, August 13, 2004


EEEE.
Today Today. I got my hair cut. Weee. I'm so happy, finally I have a hair style I like! YIppeEE !

Basically my hair was down to almost my waist, now it's just below my shoulders, but with layers and utter cuteness.

Yes. I'm happy.

This weekend I'm going to be busy.

some things I've been thinking about.

The definition of happiness.
Happiness is such an enigma to me, and not really because I've never been happy. But just because I can't think of anything to really describe it.

Another.

Who could really say they know who they are?
I get so confused. I just can't say, "I am this way and always will be."
I can't even say that I know who I am, what I am, what I'm good at, who I should be or anything.
Identity. For some reason it baffles me.

Thirdly

People in general.
Not like this is something new that I've been thinking about. I'm an observer, first and foremost. sometimes invisible in this fact. But I can't help but look at people and just wonder.
Why can't they see themselves?
Why can't they understand themselves?
Why can't they try?
Why can't they care?

Sometimes I think that people are born with blinders, and you can choose to take them off, or not. I think most people don't even notice. To me it's a little sad.


ANYWAY.

Other than that. My hair is sooo cool. I'm excited to show everybody that I know.
but I'm not so excited to go to school.
NOt at all.

Anyway.

See you all later.

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