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Monday, September 6, 2004


Is it Update TIME? Really? Amazing. ...
I've found the oddest passion.
Poetry.
Okay - "found" isn't the right word.
"Rediscovered" is perfect.

It's like I've jumped into the pool again, after only wading.
I've found myself adrift on an ocean of words.
It moves me.
My heart will burst when my lungs don't find air, only rhythm and ryhme.
Or freeform feelings
of lover's reeling
in the warm bath of emoting
love
And how many moments can I stay under?
Before I lose all sense of time and life and will and right and wrong and everything before black after white
above heaven
below hell
this wonderful spill of outpouring soul
and go wherever I'll go
and know whatever I'll know
with a chance that it all ends in pain
or a death that is slow as the rain
And in the end
there is no way to tell
The consequence is much too real
but I'll take those consequences and I'll leap into this ocean and I'll drown before I'm great or even missed
And that's alright
that's okay
I'd rather be jumping anyway
and I'd rather be dying anyway
then doing nothing at all

nothing
It's what I'm not doing
and I'm loving it



Eek. Sorry to freak you all out with my brain again

Oh well.

I'm tired now.
Night.



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