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Wednesday, September 8, 2004
Oh Curse My Soul
That's right. I'm cursing you sentimental, emotionally unstable Me!~!!!!!
*phew* Now that that's all over and done with.
I've got to find a way to de-stress .
This year is going to kill me.
I almost feel like giving up altogether. There are just too many choices, too many decisions, too many ways my life could go right now and I don't have the mental or physical capacity to deal with it all. It's dreadfully unfair.
And today I just had a bad experience.
I'm one of those "just-one-best-friend" kind of people. You've heard me mention her before, Hollie. Well, this other girl started to weedle her way into our group of two , Amber. And for the last week she's been quite pushy, but I've dealt with it. Rather nicely, since I'm more the kind of person to just tell her straight out what I think.
Today I finally did that, but I warned her first, told her I wasn't being mean or spiteful. I just said this, "Hollie and I have been best friends since the 8th grade, and there is so much going on here that you don't understand"
Long LONG stupid story short:
Amber wrote a NOTE *freakin' middle school behavior I swear* And here is my favorite part,
"I'm really surprised about Jessica, I wanted to be her friend. I thought she was a nice person."
Don't you just love the "I thought
Oh yeah. My favorite.
It actually hurt me a lot. And I wish it wouldn't.
Anyway. It all sucks so bad right now.
Any ideas people? On how to make things easier?
I'll take suggestions.
oh - and I hate that I haven't been able to visit sites lately. But I HAVE visited you commenters - sometimes I don't get the chance to leave a comment - so sorry.
See you all later.
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