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Tuesday, November 11, 2003


Day 16
My plan sort of worked. Well, I got outside, but . . . then it backfired.

Alright, backing up. Yesterday I tried to escape because this place was driving me insane! And that man is not helping. So I tried to kill him. I didn't really try that hard, I just threatened him.

I woke up early, actually I didn't even sleep. Then I made the door open to an armory of sorts. I didn't know if it would work, because I'd never really tried to will it to open on any specific thing, but it did. And I got a knife. Then I went back to my room to wait, except that HE was there. I wanted to kill him, but I held back and just threatened. So he let me leave, he even opened the door for me to the outside.

I ran so fast I couldn't even hear my own breath. But then I tripped over some damn tree and . . . it's hard to write. I recognized it, the landscape. I felt something I've never felt before. Home.

But this isn't my home, this is some other world that I don't belong in! I want to leave. I want to run away. But wherever I go, wherever I try to run to, it's all the same. It's all familiar.

After he came and found me, I apologized. He let me sit in the dark all day, but he watched me. I HATE him, but I need to know what has happened to me.

I think he'll tell me now.

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