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Birthday
1986-10-08
Gender
Female
Location
somewhere you are not
Member Since
2003-10-05
Occupation
a storyteller
Real Name
Jess - but Maarii to everyone here!
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Achievements
staying partially sane
Anime Fan Since
a while
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the cute, funny, serious, thought provoking ones
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to one day save the world and fall in love
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watching people, writing
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apparently blowing things up with my mind
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Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Day 16
My plan sort of worked. Well, I got outside, but . . . then it backfired.
Alright, backing up. Yesterday I tried to escape because this place was driving me insane! And that man is not helping. So I tried to kill him. I didn't really try that hard, I just threatened him.
I woke up early, actually I didn't even sleep. Then I made the door open to an armory of sorts. I didn't know if it would work, because I'd never really tried to will it to open on any specific thing, but it did. And I got a knife. Then I went back to my room to wait, except that HE was there. I wanted to kill him, but I held back and just threatened. So he let me leave, he even opened the door for me to the outside.
I ran so fast I couldn't even hear my own breath. But then I tripped over some damn tree and . . . it's hard to write. I recognized it, the landscape. I felt something I've never felt before. Home.
But this isn't my home, this is some other world that I don't belong in! I want to leave. I want to run away. But wherever I go, wherever I try to run to, it's all the same. It's all familiar.
After he came and found me, I apologized. He let me sit in the dark all day, but he watched me. I HATE him, but I need to know what has happened to me.
I think he'll tell me now.
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