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Monday, February 9, 2004
The Letter
I have very little left to write, considering that all the loose ends are being tied up by The Meredian Monks (Malqomb's Organization). However, I found the letter. Actually, I looked at it, through a glass case, and then, with York's help, I stole it from the Fairy Palace. It had never been opened, so I can't see that they would be missing it much.
All I can really do is copy it here, so I can look at it all the time.
Dear Daughter,
I love you. Yes, I will start there.
I had an awful dream tonight, no, not awful, but sorrowful. This dream leaves me with a sense of ending and beginning all at once. So, I decided to write, because my mind will not be calm.
What shall I tell you? I am happy. Your father is happy. I have known him for so many years now, and each day I only have to see him holding you to love him more. You are our miracle, my dove. That is my pet name for you, because your father named you and I am not attached to it. Cassioankaiey. One Who Will Change .
What will you change and why? I do not want to think that you will face hardship, and yet, as I write, I feel the change already taking place. Something in the moonlight. Something in the quiet air.
There might yet be something called Fate. That which pushes us to choose or to act, an intangible force that is as easy to blame for mistakes as the sky for rain. Yet, this untested entity should not be heeded to.
Regret is only for those who do not take chances, those who do not try. And this Fate, this Destiny, is only for the weak of spirit. Those who can not find their own paths, or who can not walk them. So, you must be strong, because no path is clear of obstacles, and those that are have no value, only illusion.
And I know you will find your way, even if you tremble at first or fall. You will walk a path of which no one has come before, and each step will be a mark of your journey, whether of greatness or frailty. For, without one, the other is no more. Without fear you can not know courage.
And be courageous, my daughter, because this is a world full of terrible things that only the strong of heart can overcome.
One last word before I lay to dream once more. I hope you fall in love, and I hope you save the world.
And all I can do is hope for you, my dove. I will love you across all boundries. Forever past all time. I love you.
Your Mother,
Liiruhyi
Now . . . I know my mother.
I have so many things to do, places to go, men to marry. Alright, only one. Yes, that's right, he proposed. I might seem young, but I only want to spend the rest of my life with one man, and that's Malqomb.
And through it all, all of my life, her words will go with me, and my father will watch over.
This is the ending. The ending of a story. Not many people will believe it, but that's what a story is for, I guess. To not be believed.
Only felt and maybe understood.
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