Friday, November 21, 2003

Night Log
You know, what...I'm sick, not a cold, but I'm sick with the stomach flu. Bleck, so I've already missed two days of school so far and both days had three tests. Latin, Math, and Revolutionary War tests. Perfect...not. It sucks to be sick, especially with all the daytime shows that are on and because of that, i watched the crappy B movies that we all love and enjoy:
Manos; The Hands of Fate
The Beginning of the End
The Brain that wouldn't die
Cave Dwellers
and the only good movie i watched, was something I found in my brother's room which was Samurai X/Ruroni Kenshin. He didn't even known that we had it O_o
Anyways, nothing much happened yesterday except for this I drew after somebody posted something saying that we are getting boring on our board:
The Original:

And here's mine:

And from 10:30 PM to 11:30 I believe, i did a night log on the computer waiting for Inuyasha to start.

I'm bored. No one else is on and everybody is asleep in my house while I'm waiting for Inuyasha on Cartoon Network to come on. So being the weirdo that I am, I'm going to keep a "Night Log" as you will of my waiting and boredom until the clock hits 1 am or 12:30 pm where I can record it. Ahem *coughs*

Start: 10:21PM
I've been working on a new comic called What the Fish a few minutes ago but then stopped due to an annual puke session and feeling crappy feeling in my hand that my drawings looked like pure shit. I came on the computer, once more, and began fastforwarding downloaded episodes of various series and watched the entire 100th episode of Inuyasha out of pure boredom...My eyes are getting droopy and I hate having this bad cramp in my stomach and my whole body feeling like I'm a 100 year old woman in a 12 year old girls body and just going up the stairs is already a pain. Nobody is on IM, curse it all to be sick and you can stay up however its a school night and nobody's on. I missed a Revolutionary War test in Social Studies and I'm going to miss two other tests in Math and Language Arts tomorrow. *sighs* The Germs absolutely love me.

End: 10:27 PM

Music: .hack//SIGN (yeah, I'm bored, I need to listen to music at the moment...will ya?)
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Start: 10:29 PM

HUZZAH! I sneezed *looking at the glorious sneeze that came out of my body *

End: 10:29:30PM

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Start 10:31 PM:

You know what I'm thinking right now....*looks through all the files of music on computer* I only have Japanese music or music that was in some kind of anime....o.O I've never noticed that till today, in this lonely room. *looks to the side of window* ACK! Attack of the moths are on the window pane because of the light...*starts slamming at the moths with fist*

End: 10:33 PM

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Started on 10:46PM

Working on plans for new story while editing The Last Wind Rider O_O Very bored...very very bored, all your base are belong to us...

End on 10:46 PM

Music: Shinjitsu no Uta
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Start 10:57 PM

I'm deciding just to pop in a tape really soon, around 11:30 because I really just want to go to bed. I've finished Chapter Six of Last Wind Rider editing and closed that off. I'm now working on Chapter One of my new story caleld "The Resurrection Mistake of Kikuyu"...I actually found out in my math textbook that Kikuyu is actually a language in Africa. O.o Whoops...oh well...that happened with my character from The Last Wind Rider, Adam's last name of Zuni as being an ancient proud people who, I think, were moundbuilders. O_O;; I'm having possibly the worst cramp in history. I'm just hoping I can actually go to bed tonight soon.

End 11:00PM

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Start: 11:01 PM

BWAHHAAHA! My first 390th post. Nyah, nyah

End: 11:01 PM


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Start 11:09PM

This is starting to get tiring of waiting and waiting. I don't want to read nor do I want to lie in my bed incase I'll fall asleep. I've been awfully fatigued. Only 20 minutes till I'll have to go downstairs and start recording, I'm too tired that I just guess I should just do that. I've already been told by my brother of what to watch tomorrow since its daytime television and I don't want to watch any big movies that really suck (har, har). Comedy Central from early morning till noon have standup comedy, I'm all up for that and on Vh1, they're having a marathon from noon till beyond of I love the 80s encore. I'll probably be watching that, since I can't really climb the stairs anymore because of my pain in my legs that my legs are now useless to me Damn, this clock is going so slow!!! I guess the only way to speed up the time is to put on the 15 minute midi of background soundtrack (shortened) of Inuyasha. O-o It better make time go by or else I'll kill something!
391st post! w00t. Huzzah! New avatar, I'll edit it sometime to have my username somewhere like all my other avatars have had. I guess I was getting sick of Inuyasha, but I might put that one back up since its one of my favorites so far...woh, this is really showing how weird I am and fatigued I am, I'm talking about f*cking avatars. O_O

End: 11:14 PM
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11:15 PM:

HUZZAH! Pure spamming is a true glory and past childhood of mine!

11:15 PM
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11:16 PM

So far 7 posts, make that 8 posts in this thread...huzzah!

God, Taijiya Sango has been playing for a long time on this 15 minutes midi of mine. O.o Oooh, now it becomes fast! w00t, wait...but sometimes fast is bad..but at the moment its good. *nods head* My 393 post! HUZZAH!

11:17 PM
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11:18 PM

Okay! I'm getting tired of waiting, I'm just going to put in the tape now. *grudges as she trips over cord* F*cking cord, f*cking waiting, f*cking stomach flu, f*cking time change with Daylight Savings, f*cking night, meh...

11: 20 PM
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11:23 PM:
Put in tape, now going to bed. Hallelujah! Jeez, my dad's snoring is freaking me out! O_O G'night finally!
11:23
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Some other people, Kevin and Eric posted in the thread too. I then posted one a few minutes ago:

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Start on 8:58 PM

Watched Inuyasha Ep. 7 where a guy is stuck inside a toad demon O_o. The book, of where it came from, Vol. 3, is right by me oddly enough. I don't have to go school today, however, infomercials are annoying me and my nose and throat are now getting the worst stuffy feeling. Read in newspaper that the flu has come earlier than before. Grrreat. While everyone is healthy, I have to be the one sick and home alone with dinner leftovers to live on.

End 9:00 AM
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I'll write more about today, once I get deeper in it. ^_~

Music: Inuyasha BGM Medley // Website: Merkey.net - Night Log of Waiting for a Show// Going to Do Next: Watch TV and probably watch Manos or Inuyasha the 2nd Movie...meh...//Mood: Crappy feeling and nose is stuffed that you can barely breathe.
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Wednesday, November 19, 2003

Note: I'll write about my day later, but here's an IM I had with Sarah (Anatema/Kajet, whatever which) last night. ^_^

Session Start (AIM - maggiemehve:Luzesybelitas): Tue Nov 18 20:54:19
2003

Luzesybelitas: hey

maggiemehve: Hey

maggiemehve: What's up?

Luzesybelitas: nothing, doing my pi pi homework

Luzesybelitas: you?

maggiemehve: I left my latin in my locker >_< And its due tomorrow.

maggiemehve: Did you do the mix it up thing at school during lunch?

Luzesybelitas: what mix it up thing?

maggiemehve: Where you have to sit at random tables and try to make friends.

Luzesybelitas: lol, no

maggiemehve: We had to -_-;;

maggiemehve: It was completely pointless.

Luzesybelitas: i sat with jennifer and we pointed and laughed
at ppl like always

Luzesybelitas: i've never had to do that

Luzesybelitas: i hate it when ppl force me to make friends

maggiemehve: They made us <_<

maggiemehve: EVIL!

maggiemehve: That's all i have to say.

Luzesybelitas: lol, yes, evil

maggiemehve: But, I was stuck by a person who wouldn't shut up.

Luzesybelitas: o jebus, horrible

Luzesybelitas: i'm quite the rude little girl, so i usually make ppl shut-up

maggiemehve: He wanted us to say "Dr. Pepper" (they were doing questions
at the stage to get candy) for our table to like as our favorite, and I don't
like Dr. Pepper. O_O

maggiemehve: It's pathetic.

maggiemehve: Just to get candy

maggiemehve: >_<

Luzesybelitas: Dr. Pepper is gross

maggiemehve: I know!

Luzesybelitas: it takes like shit

maggiemehve: It tastes like cold medicine. The crappy kind

Luzesybelitas: he should be hanged by his balls and whacked with a stick

maggiemehve: LMAO

maggiemehve: That's brilliant!

maggiemehve: We also in science had to test our selves with our genetic types.

Luzesybelitas: indeed

Luzesybelitas: ^_^

Luzesybelitas: i can't do science

Luzesybelitas: i don't know what type of geek i am, but it's not a science one

maggiemehve: in science, anyways, we had to put in this strip of paper to test
if we can taste something. I was a non-taster, only 8 people were non-tasters,
and everyone was spitting out their strips in the cup in the middle of the table,
while I sat there and kept the paper strip in my mouth and acted bored. It actually
tasted good, or nothing at times. O_O

Luzesybelitas: mmm, i'd probably be a taster

Luzesybelitas: i don't know why, but i have the feeling

maggiemehve: Yeah, I had lots of reccessive genes.

maggiemehve: I'm the carrier of the family that has all the odd things.

maggiemehve: I'm the only one with green eyes etc.

Luzesybelitas: my mom is blonde with green eyes and all
that junk

Luzesybelitas: i look nothing like her

maggiemehve: :-I

maggiemehve: At least you don't have to tell which is the perverted uncle to my
dad--they're identical twins.

maggiemehve: I would love it to find out who is who at the parties we have at
my uncles or aunts.

Luzesybelitas: lol, yea, thank god my perverted uncle doesn't
have a twin

maggiemehve: My perverted uncle, he's the "black sheep" of the family.

maggiemehve: I can only tell my dad with his bump on his head.

Luzesybelitas: I'm the purple sheep of the family

Luzesybelitas: anyway

maggiemehve: Purple?

Luzesybelitas: nah, all my uncles are perverts

Luzesybelitas: it meant to make no sense, lol

maggiemehve: My uncle is dating a woman who has boob transplants, tattooed makeup
etc. 8-O

maggiemehve: I don't get my family

maggiemehve: *shakes head to ground*

Luzesybelitas: how do you know she has fake boobs

Luzesybelitas: unless you've seen her in water, lol

maggiemehve: I've seen her in water, in the pool. *coughs*

Luzesybelitas: lol, they float

Luzesybelitas: freaky O_o

maggiemehve: And also, in the x-mas card last year, I really have to show you
it! Its a huge kick of what it was!

maggiemehve: I can't explain it. :P

Luzesybelitas: lol, i don't mess with my famile and their
ordeals

Luzesybelitas: i'd just rather not know

maggiemehve: I know, but when you're in a family that likes to know "EVERYTHING",
its hard.

Luzesybelitas: yea, i know

Luzesybelitas: it's eleven ppl living here, it's hard not to know

Luzesybelitas: but i avoid it

maggiemehve: Yup...it must be.

Luzesybelitas: meh

maggiemehve: meh what?

maggiemehve: O_O

Luzesybelitas: meh, as in, meh....

Luzesybelitas: what do you mean meh what?

maggiemehve: Yeah, I say meh randomly too.

maggiemehve: Erm..dunno

maggiemehve: I just said that.

maggiemehve: I don't understand my hands...

maggiemehve: they have their own brains

maggiemehve: :P

Luzesybelitas: lol, yes, i have those moments too

maggiemehve: Today I've been varying people's different types of laughs.

Luzesybelitas: i have two laughs...no 3

Luzesybelitas: i have the evil witch laugh, the silent laugh, and the orgasm laugh

maggiemehve: My friend, Margaret, has over 100....I swear. And I hear about 10
of them with each sarcastic joke I make up.

Luzesybelitas: they're all natural too ^_^

maggiemehve: I used to laugh like a lamb. :mellow:

Luzesybelitas: lol, yea, i know this girl that does that

maggiemehve: Also, I just found out today.

Luzesybelitas: she does it on purpose though, i'd like to
hit her with a stick

maggiemehve: LMAO

maggiemehve: I found out today, that I have over five friends that have their
names that start with an "M"...I think

maggiemehve: And I'm the nickname

maggiemehve: of most of them

Luzesybelitas: aw

Luzesybelitas: i've only ever met one sarah

maggiemehve: There are over 4 Sarah's in my grade. O_O

Luzesybelitas: i've noticed, when you write about all the
maggies

maggiemehve: ....and?

Luzesybelitas: and nothing

maggiemehve: oh.

Luzesybelitas: i don't know what would go after that, lol

maggiemehve: Troubling world?

maggiemehve: :P

Luzesybelitas: ok....

maggiemehve: Um...whoops, wrong IM

maggiemehve: I'm sorry.

maggiemehve: Ooops.

maggiemehve: I was saying that to my other friend I'm IMing...O_O ACK!

Luzesybelitas: o, ok

Luzesybelitas: lol

maggiemehve: Yeah, I hate that.

maggiemehve: And in the middle of it , I'm trying to write a professional letter.
O_O

maggiemehve: But thank god, I'm almost done.

Luzesybelitas: lol, yea, multi tasking

maggiemehve: That reminds me of an ep. from Seinfeld.

Luzesybelitas: i'm talking to you and tony and doing homework

Luzesybelitas: yea, lol, i love that show

maggiemehve: Same here.

maggiemehve: I still watch the reruns on UPN

Luzesybelitas: nah, i've seen them like a million times

maggiemehve: Yeah, it was sad when it ended. *cries*

Luzesybelitas: the ending was stupid

maggiemehve: Yeah.

maggiemehve: I know.

maggiemehve: But I was at San Diego at the time, and that was the only thing that
was playing :P

maggiemehve: meh...\

Luzesybelitas: yea

Luzesybelitas: it was actually the first seinfeld episode i saw, lol

maggiemehve: Yeah, lol

maggiemehve: :D

Luzesybelitas: yea, i think it's that way with most younger
ppl

maggiemehve: Mm-hmm...

maggiemehve: I'll brb in about 10 minuts, okay?

Luzesybelitas: ok

maggiemehve: back

maggiemehve: sorry about that

Luzesybelitas: hooray

Luzesybelitas: Yo!! Im gettin this camara! (Link: http://172.136.51.146:3338/JVCGRDV800USMiniDVDigital.pif)piC

maggiemehve: *waiting for the camera image to open*

maggiemehve: O_O

Luzesybelitas: noooo

Luzesybelitas: if, you happen to get something that says to look at a picture
of camera don't

Luzesybelitas: DON'T

maggiemehve: Closing!

Luzesybelitas: it replaced the fucking text

maggiemehve: Oh.

Luzesybelitas: FUCK!!!

maggiemehve: Heehee..

maggiemehve: I always giggle whenever somebody screams "fuck"...

maggiemehve: I'm strange.

Luzesybelitas: you have a virus now maggie, it doesn't do
anything but replace your text on aim though

maggiemehve: I killed it.

maggiemehve: From downloading

Luzesybelitas: alright

Luzesybelitas: good

maggiemehve: *nods head and feels heroic*

Luzesybelitas: lol, great, you're like...someone heroic
with the heroicness

maggiemehve: I love using words that don't exist! w00t!

Luzesybelitas: lol, they exist!!!

maggiemehve: YAY!

maggiemehve: No wait...

maggiemehve: NOOOOOOOO!!!

Luzesybelitas: what?

Luzesybelitas: O_o

maggiemehve: I want it to not exist

Luzesybelitas: well it can not exist for you

maggiemehve: Huzzah!

maggiemehve: :P

Luzesybelitas: in MY head they do exist

Luzesybelitas: ^_^

maggiemehve: Yeah, same here.

maggiemehve: Just whenever everyone...

maggiemehve: says it doesn't exist, it makes me happy. O_O

Luzesybelitas: lol, ok

maggiemehve: Um..well that's settled. O_O

Luzesybelitas: i like it when ppl tell me i have nice legs

Luzesybelitas: *shrug*

maggiemehve: Wha?

Luzesybelitas: when ppl say, "ooooo, shiny" and
they stroke my ankle

Luzesybelitas: awesome

maggiemehve: I wouldn't like people touching my ankle. *grabs ankle away from
the people*

Luzesybelitas: lol, there are ppl that need seven inches
of space to feel comfortable

Luzesybelitas: in the united states

Luzesybelitas: in europe it's three

Luzesybelitas: on average

maggiemehve: LMAO

Luzesybelitas: me, i'm good with .5

maggiemehve: Woh, you even measure while doing this?

maggiemehve: *is amazed*

maggiemehve: *in awe*

Luzesybelitas: no, lol

Luzesybelitas: it's a study made by some important psychologist

Luzesybelitas: they measured

maggiemehve: Amazing...*jaw drops*

Luzesybelitas: weeeeeeeeeeeee

maggiemehve: wheeeeeeee

maggiemehve: I guess.

Luzesybelitas: lol, i guess as well

maggiemehve: Everybody guesses *nods head*

Luzesybelitas: terrific

maggiemehve: We're starting a new craze!

Luzesybelitas: the guessing craze

Luzesybelitas: where ppl guess

Luzesybelitas: and then they dance an irish jig

maggiemehve: But we need to copyrite it!

maggiemehve: *gasp*

Luzesybelitas: *copyrites it*

Luzesybelitas: it's so easy!!!!

maggiemehve: That's because you're the supreme dictator for life!

maggiemehve: Oh yeah, Kevin has been fined quite a lot for saying anything related
to spuna pie. Heehee

Luzesybelitas: i hate kevin

maggiemehve: yeah, I know.

maggiemehve: That's why I fine him

maggiemehve: He has more posts than me!

maggiemehve: Over a 1000 now!

maggiemehve: And I only have a 300 or so

Luzesybelitas: it's because he liked to but fuck cows

maggiemehve: fuck cows?

maggiemehve: Huh?

Luzesybelitas: i don't know, he just really pissed me off
so i'm talking crap now

maggiemehve: Yes, he has that kind of plague of crappiness.

Luzesybelitas: yea

Luzesybelitas: lol, i was talking to brandon the other day

maggiemehve: and?

Luzesybelitas: and i told him i hated him and he goes, "well
even i find him annoying, but he's an asset"

Luzesybelitas: lol, never laughed so fucking hard

maggiemehve: yeah, Kevin is saying that he was related to vikings etc. in a geneology
thread I started. >_<

Luzesybelitas: he's so fucking ugly

Luzesybelitas: he looks like a white kid that should be black, lol

Luzesybelitas: albino!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maggiemehve: And he says he got all the ladies XD

maggiemehve: LMAO!!!!

Luzesybelitas: yea and he's a cumpulsive liar

maggiemehve: Definetly.

Luzesybelitas: he's such a pervert and that's one of the
big reasons i hate his guts

maggiemehve: I've been talking to Brandon quite a lot lately about things that
are computer freakish things (like PHP, servers etc.) and when I told Jeremy about
this over IM, he said "dear god, don't turn into a female Brandon."
That scared me, yet it made me laugh so hard.

Luzesybelitas: he's right though

Luzesybelitas: completely right

Luzesybelitas: O_O

maggiemehve: O_o

maggiemehve: *looks for exact quote*

maggiemehve: Heres one:

maggiemehve: maggiemehve: Yeah, and the girl can be a real b*tch at times. I sometimes
really hate my kind (females I mean)

Mario Maniac 2K: Bwahahahahah!

Mario Maniac 2K: Be careful.

Mario Maniac 2K: You might turn into Brandon.

Mario Maniac 2K: :-P

Luzesybelitas: lol, jeremy's awesome

Luzesybelitas: a genius really

maggiemehve: yeah, he started the craze of tuna...

maggiemehve: Ooh! Here's another one:

maggiemehve: maggiemehve: Ack. O_O

maggiemehve: A female Brandon would be scary.

maggiemehve: But I'm in those times of becoming a teenager and all the girls are
suddenly all PMS-ish.

Mario Maniac 2K: That'd be scary...

maggiemehve: X-P

Mario Maniac 2K: You'd get into a never-ending spiral of self-loathe and despair...


maggiemehve: I haven't heard the word "despair" in a while.

maggiemehve: :-T

Mario Maniac 2K: ...

maggiemehve: Yeah.

Luzesybelitas: lol, ok...

maggiemehve: Yeah, I just found it funny that he used the word "despair",
I haven't heard it in a looooooong time.

maggiemehve: *cries*

Luzesybelitas: woah, pmsing there maggie?

maggiemehve: No.

maggiemehve: I don't think so.

maggiemehve: I had my period last week.

maggiemehve: *shakes head* Nope, uh-uh

Luzesybelitas: loL.. Check this cam im gettin from bestbuy
(Link: http://172.136.51.146:3338/JVCGRDV800USMiniDVDigital.pif)Pic - Mini DV
Digital

Luzesybelitas: did you not know???

maggiemehve: know what?

maggiemehve: Woh, that's weird they were impersonating you as an ad and made your
lol this: loL

maggiemehve: O_O

Luzesybelitas: well, it's before after and during, lol

Luzesybelitas: wow, horrible

Luzesybelitas: did you get it then

maggiemehve: No.

maggiemehve: Wha?

maggiemehve: Wait...I'm suddenly confused.

Luzesybelitas: pms=before, during, and after

maggiemehve: Oh.

maggiemehve: Yeah

maggiemehve: Sometimes, but I'm in a crappy and crying mood because it feels like
my legs are chopped off.

maggiemehve: It's really sore and I'm coming down with the flu. <_<

Luzesybelitas: aw, that sucks

maggiemehve: yeah I know *grumbles*

Luzesybelitas: everyone's getting sick, and i'm ever o so
healty

maggiemehve: Lucky

Luzesybelitas: yes

Luzesybelitas: ^_^

maggiemehve: Eh..heh...heh...

maggiemehve: *claps dully* :P

maggiemehve: j/k

Luzesybelitas: fine, don't be happy for my happiness

maggiemehve: I'm happy for you *fake grin* I just don't like being sick...

Luzesybelitas: lol, fake grin, now i believe you

Luzesybelitas: you'll get better

maggiemehve: *fake grin*

Luzesybelitas: *fake belly dance*

maggiemehve: *fake cough*

Luzesybelitas: *fake vomit*

maggiemehve: *fake dance*

Luzesybelitas: *fake irish jig*

maggiemehve: *fake kick*

maggiemehve: brb

Luzesybelitas: lol, ok

maggiemehve: back

Luzesybelitas: wb

maggiemehve: ok

Luzesybelitas: have you ever seen Ringu?

maggiemehve: no

maggiemehve: *sigh*

Luzesybelitas: i saw it yesterday, scared this shit out
of me

Luzesybelitas: what's wrong, why the sigh?

maggiemehve: was it better than the english version?

Luzesybelitas: i've never seen the english version

maggiemehve: same here

maggiemehve: :P

Luzesybelitas: i had to sleep with my sister you know

maggiemehve: it was that scary?

maggiemehve: Woah

Luzesybelitas: well, i'm a coward

maggiemehve: Ay

maggiemehve: *raises hand fakely*

maggiemehve: j/k

maggiemehve: I'm bad with scary movies.

Luzesybelitas: i really am, lol

Luzesybelitas: exactly

maggiemehve: I'm still scared of dolls since I was 4

Luzesybelitas: yea, those porcelain dolls

maggiemehve: *shivers*

maggiemehve: I HATE THOSE!

Luzesybelitas: yea *whimpers*

maggiemehve: Especially whenever they're in old houses. They always mean "evil"
to me.

Luzesybelitas: OMG, and then like they close their eyes

maggiemehve: *hides under the fridge and screams*

Luzesybelitas: *hides with her*

maggiemehve: *hides under the tile under the fridge*

Luzesybelitas: I'M SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maggiemehve: *cries loudly "DEAR GOD HAVE MERCY DON'T SCREAM THAT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
in her ear*

Luzesybelitas: *whispers*ok*whispers*

maggiemehve: *whispers, "what?"*

Luzesybelitas: *burp*

Luzesybelitas: mmm, tacos

maggiemehve: *AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! ITS THE TACO EATING MONSTER!!!!*

Luzesybelitas: i'm not a monster :(

maggiemehve: *Oh my god....*gawks**

maggiemehve: *its...its....its...*

maggiemehve: *its spuna pie!!!!!!!!*

Luzesybelitas: gain with bleach!!!!!!!!!!!

Luzesybelitas: o...wait

maggiemehve: NOOOOOO!!!!

maggiemehve: what?

maggiemehve: ....

maggiemehve: Its tooooo quiet

Luzesybelitas: it's just downy

maggiemehve: Downy?

maggiemehve: Downy?!?

maggiemehve: *cries* ITS GOING TO KILL US!!!

Luzesybelitas: snuggle is once scary motherfucker

Luzesybelitas: downy's good

maggiemehve: No, I like snuggle.

maggiemehve: Snuggle the bear I like. *huggles it*

Luzesybelitas: *gasp*

Luzesybelitas: he's EVIL

maggiemehve: I like the bear <_<

maggiemehve: The bear I own actually.

maggiemehve: He'll do anything evil for me. Nyah, nyah

Luzesybelitas: tell him not to kill sarah

Luzesybelitas: i'm too sexy to die!!!!

Luzesybelitas: o wait....

maggiemehve: LMAO

Luzesybelitas: no yea, that's right

maggiemehve: You sound like one of those idiot blondes :P

maggiemehve: Who scream that in teen movies

maggiemehve: *giggles*

Luzesybelitas: lol, i have red hair silly

maggiemehve: Yeah, I know...

maggiemehve: Mmmhmm...

maggiemehve: ACCKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!11!!!!

Luzesybelitas: hm?

maggiemehve: Its a...its a....*gets stabbed by a toothbrush*

Luzesybelitas: O NO

Luzesybelitas: *mourns*

Luzesybelitas: *vows revenge*

maggiemehve: Um..I'm not yet dead...

Luzesybelitas: *goes off on a quest for revenge*

Luzesybelitas: *gets revenge*

Luzesybelitas: *comes back*

Luzesybelitas: i'm back now

maggiemehve: CANDY!

Luzesybelitas: i gotta go

Luzesybelitas: bye

maggiemehve: bye

Session Close (Luzesybelitas): Tue Nov 18 22:58:54 2003
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Monday, November 17, 2003

Woah...


What .hack//SIGN Character Are You?
And when I chose for a male:


What .hack//SIGN Character Are You?


Anyways, today was of the usual sort. I stayed up too late last night reading this one Inuyasha fanfiction, I was too hooked on it! I don't know why, but I just was. ^_^ My brother has the flu, up to 103 degrees and had to stay home today while I had to lug myself to school, all tired and moany. I just didn't feel at all good of waking up in the cold. Its getting so chilly! In Language Arts, I found out for my latin exam I got a 92%, thank the lord! I'm just happy that I at least got an A. O_O It was a big test. In Student Aide, I helped out with the "poetree" *laughs fakely* Yes, very cheesy...:P The tree that I drew at first was fat, then I flipped it over and it went weird, however, my teacher loved it. X-x Wha? She loved it? Okay....I then went to science and I learned we had to do geneology and make our family tree! Woot! I already have all my ancestors till the late 1700s! XD HUZZAH! But we have to trace our genetic traits, like hitchikers thumb, twins in the family etc. And the good thing is, the book I have even records all their personalities, what they could do! Everything! This was all compiled by my Great-Grandmother. I have this photo of her, and she's kneeling down, she's around my age, probably a year older around 14 or so, and I have the same kind of position as her in a more recent picture and I looked at it and I instantly stared. I look almost exactly like her when she was young, wow. My grandma even makes comments about how much I'm alike with her, we both like doing art, we could play music on the piano or find the beat to it without any sheetmusic...etc. I'm really excited about doing it! In PE we just did whiffle ball, really boring. We were against all the jocks and they kept on complaining and moaning so I kept on saying they were "bakas" and they didn't even know what I was saying! HUZZAH ONCE MORE! *coughs* Ahem...in lunch, Molly told me that one of her friends recieved her first kiss. I was just staring a lot and then she added with her index finger up, "French." I gacked on my pizza and flustered. After lunch, my legs caved in on me and I barely could walk up to math class, I felt so feeble and weak. It also hurt me and then I wondered if I was having the same thing as my brother. I then shook the idea from my mind and raced up (hitting into someone, dropping my books) and got into math class. It was really nothing. I had to go up to the board and make a fraction into a percentage. 1/8 was the fraction I was given and I easily got through it. Fractions are my specialty ^_^ Social Studies was nothing, we just talked about different sides of the story in textbooks about the Revolutionary War and I got my essay question. In SSR, as usual, the guy behind me (I forgot it AcK!) kept on annoying me, I had to race back to my locker to get Angela an Inuyasha book, same with Travis. O_O We got out of school and I got home to eat some ravioli and I quickly came upstairs to get my current events. I'm going to dance now O_O

-Maggie

Music: None // Website: MSN ARTICLE // Going to Do Next: Get dressed in leotard and tights and go straight to dance, with the right shoes on!// Mood: Tired and feeble feeling in the wrists

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Saturday, November 15, 2003

Quizzes, becaue i feel like it :P
Well, I just felt like taking some quizzes, I'm just bored that's all:


You are Haruhara Haruko. You are a very strange,
hyper-active, and downright weird alien girl.
You carry around a guitar, and just love
smacking people in the head with it. You also
own a rockin' Vespa!


Which Furi Kuri (FLCL) Character Are You!?! (WITH PICTURES!)
brought to you by Quizilla


Otaku Level 5

Damn straight I am! I didn't neccessarily "drag" my friend to see Inuyasha the 2nd Movie, we both went willingly *nods head*

My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?
Really, I should be PG-13, I cuss a lot etc. :P Meh...


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Really, I wasn't banned which I found out later. It was just the IP address. I told Matt about it and he says he'll try to find out the ones that were signed at the school. I told him the usernames that were being used, and so yeah. I'm back to good old merkey.net

I talked to Brandon today after I had dance (I'll explain that later X_X) and he was introducing me to Apache Web Server. After thirty minutes of downloading it (because my computer was going slow at the time), I've finally made my own computer a "server" however, being an idiot that I am with things that don't make any sense, I was trying to read the httpd text document. Its the most craziest thing in the world, Brandon helped me out through IM, but still it was troubling. I still don't get much of it, so I asked if I can work on it tomorrow and so that's the plan. I'm just tired from intstalling and working on that. >_< I've been also working and reading tutorials of all sorts, and also I installed Trillian, which now makes me have AIM, YIM, MSN and ICQ all together ^_^ However, I only use the MSN for e-mail and I just now use YIM and AIM, because its easier for me.

My neck really aches right now, probably because i'm sitting in one of those chairs that are the most uncomfortable ones of all time -_-;; We're going to get a chair for me that will at least be good for my neck. I had the worst time last night trying to go to sleep, I was so tired and effing hot. >_< Also, I didn't have any dreams which makes it even more frustrating. I also watched the movie Monkey Bone last night, I still love that movie, same as The Mummy, and Twister, mostly I like most of Brendan Frasier's movies however I'm probably not going to see the looney Toons movie, its rated G and also there aren't any horny monkeys or destruction or sarcasm etc. etc. I've also never been a real big fan for Looney Toons that are the cartoons, but I used to watch them a lot when I was little, but now I'm not interested and groan if I see it on Cartoon Network...strange how my interests change -_-'' I don't know why I like Brendan Frasier as an actor, probably because he sort of acts full of himself, yet has that sarcasm or just is really good whenever it comes to movies that have good graphics or interesting perspectives *shrugs* Dunno...all I know he's on one of my top ten actors and actresses and he has my birthday :P I remember reading that in a book that I loved (it was just a random facts book, I was a guru with those) back in the second or third grade and was jealous of my friend, Kaarin's, birthday to and it was Regis Philbin and when I checked mine, I was like "huh? who's brendan fraiser?" and then later on I saw the Mummy, Monkey Bone etc. and now proud Heh..."proud" that sounded stupid. Mrs. Edoff has my birthday, and my Tae Kwon Do instructor, Mr. Hupp, had it also. Strange. and yet at my school, I'm the only one who has that birthday from Kindergarten till Fifth grade until Ed Lee came <_< Grr..

Anyways, I was going to tell about dance. Lily was late coming to carpool me, and I accidentally picked up my old ballet shoe and brought one right ballet shoe. When I put on my wrong ballet shoe, I found out that it was too small and it was itchy and crappy and so I was struggling with it especially wih balancing on one foot and doing coupee`s. When practicing our pre-pointe dance for the Christmas Recital, I told Miss Wendy about dancing barefoot because my left foot (which the wrong ballet shoe was on) was feeling itchy and hot and like red ants were biting in my flesh. She told me I couldn't dance barefoot and asked if I brought my bag. I said "no" and explained I don't bring my bag on Saturdays, only on Mondays. Vanessa, my good ol' buddy of mine (well, even though she's a year younger than me) and understanding my spork jokes etc. offered for letting me borrow her jazz shoes. We put our feet together to check if they were the same size, and they were. After one session of the dance, we both hurried over and I put on her jazz shoes, perfect fit. We did two more sessions of the dance (even though the jazz shoes weren't that easy to move around in because it felt sticky than slippery like the old jazz shoes are) we left dance and Lily started this whole entire thing about her partner in the Nutcracker throwing up and feeling sick last week. (I didn't try out for the Nutcracker, even though I've already been in it as a soldier for two years).
Well that was most of my day so far. I'm tired and groggy and just want to fall asleep or just do something!
-Maggie

Music: Blues Drive Monster from FLCL and Dearest midi and Mp3 versions from Inuyasha // Website: Matt's Forums --> Desktops (woot I started this topic!) // Going to do next: Work on editing story // Mood: Neck aches, in pain, what do you think I am in?

Edit: Here was the IM conversation over the Apache Server, I was overly stupid at the time:
Session Start (Yahoo! - maggiemehve:echelon): Sat Nov 15 12:42:29 2003
maggiemehve: Hey
echelon: hey
echelon: I just got back.
echelon: Gotta reinstall apache. I think my version is screwed up.
echelon: You should get your own webserver too.
echelon: (Link: http://www.apache.org)http://www.apache.org
echelon: It'll help you develop websites.
echelon: A great deal.
maggiemehve: I would really like to get one of my own, but we've already bought three computers and so I can't buy or get anything. I'm saving up also. -_-;
echelon: What?
echelon: You can't install Apache?
maggiemehve: Well, I haven't yet O_o
echelon: Apache is OSS.
maggiemehve: Oh. Now I see.
maggiemehve: I'm already sick of installing everything. <_<
echelon: Why?
maggiemehve: Because I just got a new computer!
echelon: If you want to be a programmer, that's what you have to do.
echelon: It's just a given.
maggiemehve: I know that.
maggiemehve: But reinstalling, finding all the old websites, transferring old files, connecting to IM once more, etc. etc. gets tiring after a week of studying and wires all over the place. My room is now a mess with CD roms and instruction manuals.
maggiemehve: And my mom is screaming at me for it.
echelon: But this software isn't on a CD...
echelon: O.o;
maggiemehve: I know.
maggiemehve: But also installing from the internet, like Trillian, AIM, and YIM etc.
echelon: Just use trillian
maggiemehve: I am
echelon: delete the other two
echelon: :-p
maggiemehve: I am using it
maggiemehve: *glares*
echelon: good.
maggiemehve: That was before.
maggiemehve: until I was introduced to Trillian
echelon: hey, I'll brb
echelon: Well, you need to be introduced to a lot more.
echelon: For now, remember these three sites:
echelon: (Link: http://www.apache.org)http://www.apache.org
echelon: (Link: http://www.php.net)http://www.php.net
echelon: (Link: http://www.mysql.com)http://www.mysql.com
maggiemehve: Okay
echelon: (in that order)
echelon: Anyway, I'll brb
maggiemehve: l
maggiemehve: k
echelon: back
maggiemehve: k
*** "echelon" signed on at Sat Nov 15 13:14:57 2003.
maggiemehve: so what else am I behind with?
echelon: apache install?
maggiemehve: Not yet. I'm still reading over some things.
maggiemehve: Okay, so I'm at the downloading area, which project should I choose? :-,
echelon: HTTP Server
maggiemehve: Okay
maggiemehve: So download all of this? (Link: http://mirrors.isc.org/pub/apache/httpd/)http://mirrors.isc.org/pub/apache/httpd/
echelon: not the binary
echelon: get the msi
echelon: you can't compile it on your own
echelon: (Link: http://httpd.apache.org/download.cgi)http://httpd.apache.org/download.cgi
echelon: the one that says Windows Installer (MSI)
echelon: Do not get the MSI
echelon: *(MSI )
echelon: do not get the PGP
echelon: just get the actual download
maggiemehve: Is it Win32 Source? Just making sure
echelon: not source
echelon: source is the binary
echelon: get the installer
echelon: ack
echelon: no, no.
echelon: GET the binary
echelon: I'm sorry
maggiemehve: Okay. O_O
echelon: the MSI compiles it
echelon: Win32 Binary (MSI Installer): apache_2.0.48-win32-x86-no_ssl.msi [PGP] [MD5]
echelon: get that
maggiemehve: Okay
echelon: (not PGP or MD5, those are encrypeted)
echelon: *encrypted
maggiemehve: Downloading
maggiemehve: This will take awhile
echelon: it will?
echelon: OH
echelon: 56k?
maggiemehve: So far 20%
echelon: I see.
maggiemehve: brb
Session Close (echelon): Sat Nov 15 13:48:01 2003


Session Start (Yahoo! - maggiemehve:echelon): Sat Nov 15 14:55:44 2003
maggiemehve: back again
maggiemehve: And finished installing
echelon: (Link: http://localhost/)http://localhost/
*** Auto-response sent to echelon: I am currently away from the computer.
echelon: enjoy
Session Close (echelon): Sat Nov 15 14:58:56 2003


Session Start (Yahoo! - maggiemehve:echelon): Sat Nov 15 15:00:32 2003
echelon: there is a file called httpd.conf
*** Auto-response sent to echelon: I am currently away from the computer.
echelon: edit that
echelon: a lot
echelon: and stop being currently away
echelon: :-p
maggiemehve: Sorry
echelon: haha
maggiemehve: And where would that file be?
echelon: in C:/program files/apache group/apache2/conf/httpd.conf
echelon: learn how to use it
maggiemehve: thanks
echelon: apache.org will help
echelon: so will I
echelon: Matt knows too
echelon: but apache.org is your best bet
maggiemehve: okay
maggiemehve: Holy crap is all I have to say O_o
echelon: you like?
maggiemehve: Confusing, but I can understand some of it.
echelon: go do this...
echelon: go to dnip.net
echelon: and sign up
echelon: for something like "maggie.dnip.net"
echelon: you will be highly pleased.
echelon: register yet?
maggiemehve: I'm trying to figure out the IP address. Is it the one with numbers, or is it like this: pimaco01.az.comcast.net?
echelon: numbers
echelon: (Link: http://www.whatismyip.com)http://www.whatismyip.com
echelon: the first is your server node
echelon: your network name
maggiemehve: registering
maggiemehve: Okay, my account is already confirmed etc.
echelon: what is it?
maggiemehve: (Link: http://maggie.dnip.net)http://maggie.dnip.net
echelon: well, it's not working. but mess with it a bit :-p
echelon: you'll have fun
maggiemehve: Erm...how can I mess with it :-I
echelon: what is your IP?
echelon: you have apache on, right?
maggiemehve: Yes, I do have Apache. IP: 68.37.88.152
echelon: Did you set up apache on 80 or 8080?
maggiemehve: :80
echelon: good
echelon: hmm
echelon: I can't see it for some reason...
echelon: can you see localhost?
maggiemehve: Yeah
maggiemehve: *headache*
echelon: hahaha
echelon: now you're me two years ago
echelon: :-p
echelon: when I was new to this
maggiemehve: And yet I'm starting early. I'm only in the 7th grade O_o
echelon: It's good to start early.
echelon: trust me
maggiemehve: I know. *nods head*
echelon: httpd is your main fix now
echelon: learn it
maggiemehve: Heh :-I
echelon: it's okay
echelon: it takes time
echelon: learn "virtual hosts"
maggiemehve: I've heard of that. -_-
maggiemehve: I'm pathetic with this kind of stuff. <_<
echelon: no, no
echelon: you'll be fine
echelon: google "apache tutorials"
maggiemehve: :'D Thank god, tutorials! w00t
echelon: look for "virtual host tutorials" in a bit too
echelon: or "apache virtual host tutorials"
maggiemehve: 'k
maggiemehve: I'll read more about this, later. I'm really tired right now and I've been on the computer for too long. I'll configure this later today or so. O_o
echelon: yeah
echelon: well, good luck
maggiemehve: Heh...X-O
echelon: haha
echelon: you'll get it
maggiemehve: Hopefully. :-I
maggiemehve: Bye
echelon: bye
Session Close (echelon): Sat Nov 15 15:51:30 2003

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Friday, November 14, 2003

Heh...heh...how great can this possibly get? Not so great. Do you want to know why? I was banned from merkey.net for something I didn't even do because of the idiot Chad. I really want to kill him right now, strangle him and chop him up till there is nothing left. BWAHAH! What a great plan! He started this joke that I followed along with and in the process banned the entire school's IP address, and I can't even log in! What a bastard! BASTARD! BASTARD! BAKA!!!! I'm so pissed off after the aftermath of it and I'm hoping to God that I'm allowed to actually to log in at home at least and tell what is happening. I've already e-mailed Brandon about it, I really wish I didn't tell him that Chad was back on the board once again. Idiot. Idiot! IDIOT!
-Maggie
Music: None // Website: None // Mood: Pissed the Freaking Head off // Going to Do Next: Leave for Science, Period 3 and take the test
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Wednesday, November 12, 2003

Ntohing much has happened today. Its been raining for the past two days and sometimes my computer acts up weird and can't get the signals because now its wireless. -_-''

I shown Chad the images, butchered images, on the messageboard of him by all the members. It was so funny looking at some of them. ^_^ I almost fell alseep in science I couldn't stay awake at all and it was horrible. I was like a zombie and I slumped my body on my chair till I was staring at the desk's paneling itself. Pathetic.

My flash cards were fine, I passed for that, so I can use them on the final exam on latin. When Ms. Edoff asked for me to see her about the scrapbook, I actually found out that she was wondering if I actually took it from the Internet! I can't believe it! I know I write like I'm from the Internet, I've had experience from it since I usually have to do it in e-mails I recieve, but she believed i was doing plagarism. I still can't believe it! I told her I wrote everything and the graphics were from my own folders on the computer, and I thought it should be typed. Geez...suspicious isn't she? Sure I had Inuyasha images, but it was just pointing out Japanese things to it. o_o


The only exciting thing that I was looking forward to was SSR, which is the last period. I was sent to Mrs. Flemming's room for my prize of winning the "Write the Next Chapter" contest! ^_^ I was given a lollipop, a nice green gelpen, and a soft journal. Its also one of my favorite colors, green with three flowers on the front that was sewn through with beads. I really love it, and it'll special for me whenever I can't enter this computer, or I just don't feel like sharing anything to the public and keep it all secret to myself, which might be rare. I also might write my dreams etc. in there. I'm still deciding on what I should do with it. She also took a photo of me for the school newspaper.

We had a pop quiz in Math class, which left me unprepared. However, it was simple, very simple and I was one of the first people to get it done. For the rest of the class i drew a modern day girl, its a nice image and I like it. I've also been starting and planning out a story that I'll be writing after I'm done with editing The Last Wind Rider. Its probably going to be called "The Resurrection Mistake of Kikuyu". It will draw on some legends like The Last Wind Rider did, and it will bring indepth characteristics with the main character. So far, its not all magical, sort of real life, only with a girl who still remembers clearly as being a priestess in the past reincarnation etc. I love the idea so far! ^_^

Nothing much really, I IMed Chad and it was a chat that was regular and not so comfortable. Oh well, I guess I couldn't think up many topics at all. >_< Ack.

-Maggie

Music: Every Heart by Boa from Inuyasha // Website: None // Going to do next: Watch the recorded episode 2 of Inuyasha // Mood: Tired, and uneased
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Monday, November 10, 2003

OMG! WE GOT CAKED!

I can't believe it! Just a few minutes ago, my dad came home all grumpy and I asked why. He brought me outside towards the garage door and I noticed, somebody has thrown a cake at our garage door, a chocolate one too. It seems possibly the person was driving and then threw this good cake at our garage door, "fuckers." was what my dad said. And mind you its now like 9:30 here, almost, and well, when you come back from the community college with my brother for his classes and find that, that is just so wrong and also...we've been caked! I never knew there was such a sport called caking. :P
Anyways, nothing much has happened, I almost fell asleep in Social Studies and also with Math. Jesse gave me the Noir thing and i forgot my DVD. >_< Ugh..Bleh...I turned in my scrapbook, Margaret told me that she saw something that said "see me on one of these pages", great, just great. Now I'm hoping its nothing horrible and I didn't fail. >_< Ugh, I spent like 3 hours typing, illustrating and doing all that crap. Crapizoa.
I just came back from dance an hour ago, I like our tap dance and also our jazz dance, very fun except my thigh is killing me and I hate walking around. I'm hobbling like an old lady after I hurt my hip and thigh by trying to do this really hard move in our jazz dance and I f*cked it up while practicing. >_< Oosh, I hate that!! Anyways, I'm right now at home and have nothing to do except watch this one FLASH movie that makes me lmao...ahem, in short terms.

Music: Dearest by Ayumi Hamasaki; Inuyasha Soundtrack // Website: The End of the World Flash Movie // Mood: Tired and neutral // TV Show going to watch soon: Noir then Inuyasha! I can stay up all I want because I don't have any school tomorrow! w00t!
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Saturday, November 8, 2003

Ah...
Ah, it feels nice actually getting to write down in your journal. Its really nice that you don't have to cram up your mind with things to think of to write in here and hope you won't forget anything.

Today, its been an average weekend day, however, my mom was gone at the Craft Show at Copper Creek School all day selling things, so my dad had to take me to pre-pointe. I never knew its so freezing at 10 am! And what was worse is that dad's car heater wasn't working at all...it seems quite a lot lately that everything has been breaking or dying on us. I guess we must have badluck following us. *sigh* I'm such a weirdo, I keep on pressing CTRL S, acting as if I'm saving this. Oosh...there I go again! Even when I'm writing it!

I really like our pre-pointe dance so far for the Christmas Recital. For some odd reason, I get images of the colors of red, oranges and golds whenever I hear the song. It has a nice guitar background to it and reminds me of something from Mexico or Morocco, or just Spain. It was nice that i didn't have to carpool with Lily, she irritates me and only talks about boys and goes gaga over how they look and how popular they are! I mean its absurd! To think that way and to love somebody like that! She would only end up somewhere in a relationship that she won't enjoy. I mean, I don't really care much for her anymore as I used to. She used to be the person on the playground back when I met her in the second grade that we would go across the monkey bars reciting and teaching Japanese words, but now, now she just doesn't seem to care for it nor does she want to care about it, not willingly and doesn't care about what I say about such things like a new series I like.

Soon I'm going to see the series Noir because Jesse is going to let me borrow it on Monday, I just remembered that. However, I have to give Jesse my DVD of Inuyasha; The Castle Beyond the looking Glass. However, I don't want to, nor do I want anyone to have any of my DVDs. So I believe I won't do that. I worry that Jesse will lose it or something. I don't want to be waiting and waiting for a DVD to come back, besides I need it for things to look upon and make me happy at least.

This really sucks, I hate taking so much of medication now, or just precedures for my health. Some I don't care about. Here it is:

-A pill for my acne each morning and night
-Prescription cream put on face each night.
-Wash face with this kind of soap.
-Brush teeth for over five minutes and make sure to do the gums too for the braces.
-Pluck out any food particles, also.
-And another vitamin to take in the morning. Gack, and its too humongous!

I really hate remembering to do what and my mom bickers at me to do it and hurry up. It especially annoys me that whenever I'm going to do it, she then yells at me to do it when I am doing it. O_O Yech.

At dance today, I felt calmed and for sure confident. I could laugh and go insane. There was the one baby blue with these gorgeous blue eyes that brightened his eyes. The baby's name was Fletcher and god was he reminding me of my cousin or just every baby I've met. They seem attatched to me. I kept on smiling at the baby and he started trying to walk over to me, yet crawled. He also was wobbling. I sat in the corner and watched this baby boy struggling towards me. He kept on giving this cute smile whenever I gave a grinned back. The baby boy then got on my knees with the mother watching in the waiting room while this loud tune of "Santa Clause" was playing in the background for the little girls. He then kept on trying to open up my waterbottle with his tiny fingers. His hands were so tiny, I couldn't believe it. Yet, I've seen these kinds of hands and fingers before on my cousin Alison, yet, for a while I just couldn't believe it was a little bigger than the bottle cap. He then tried to get up, but then this was the embarrasing, yet funny part. He grabbed my right breast and tried sticking his other hand in through the leotard. His mother suddenly rushed over and picked him up, apologizing yet I was saying it was okay, I was used to it. And I was, yet, I never knew babies can and like those kinds of erm... *coughs* areas. *coughs* Yet, I know some babies can be a real pain in the cow dung. >_<

I also finished up coding my layout for an Inuyasha website I'm doing with Margaret.

I really need to finish up reading this chapter, so this is the end of the diary entry.

-Maggie

Music: Every Heart Instrumental Version // Website: You Stole My Heart! Chapter 23 // Mood: Nothing, yet feeling odd and mood swinging-ish because of the time of the month *ahem* for the ladies
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Friday, November 7, 2003

Yeah, I know I haven't been here for a long time. Btw, I'm not going to format the text, I'm too lazy.
I haven't been on the computer lately for two reason, 1). We just got three new computers and the original one lost internet access so I couldn't visit the Internet nor write in myotaku.
2). I was gone for a few days in mexico
I feel like I've worried some people, like Miche and some others. They even thought I died, or it was just some kind of a joke. *fake ha ha* Anyways, let me start with Halloween, I dressed up as Sango, sewn the costume, found the supplies etc. i really loved it and I was proud of it. It was also good because the smoke from Southern California, and i have asthma, came here and I had to wear a mask and whaddaya know, Sango does too! (Exterminator one). I was trick-or-treating with my friend Margaret who was a vampire (demon) which was odd because I kill them. So I kept on poking her with the sheathe of my sword. Later on, since my brother and his friends were gone doing things (filming etc.) I got to have my first year of scaring the people outside. I hid in this one corner where everybody passes by me, but can hardly see me (my costume, I was all black from head to toe) and I covered myself with a cloak, I looked like a thing just hanging down, which was said by one of the fathers. My first scare was a 15-year old and she was a cheerleader, I freaked her out so much she ran down the runway and begged me not to scare anyone. I didn't answer, I kept still. The next batch came and when I scared a boy (a boy who acts like the new toughness) his father was making fun of him saying that he was scared by a girl! I guess he might've or could've tell which sex I was, probably by my chest or something. O.o Another girl was saying that it was not scary (our house too was scary!) but when I scared her, oh god, it was so funny. ^____^`
Anyways, today, it was the usual sort, I feel sort of lonely (even though I'm by Margaret), but I miss Rachel a lot, she's just gone thru surgery, back surgery for her schlorosis, they're putting the rod back in...*sigh* I just hope she'll get out okay, I've been told she's okay, but I still hope. I really miss talking to her and I just really really wanted to talk to her about Fushigi Yuugi, I've just gotten the manga and she likes it too, so I wanted to talk more about it. :(
Nowadays, I've been noticing more people flirting or loving or just boy and girl connection. I was walking up the stairs to Period 6, math, when I noticed my old first friend, Kaarin, walking hand in hand with an 8th grader boy that i do not know of. When they parted ways to their classes, I couldn't see their reactions, just nothing. It made me freeze and then think, why am I thinking about Kaarin still? Haven't I gotten over the heartache of not being friends anymore, best friends? I think I haven't. She doesn't notice me look at her and spy on her, I feel so petty doing it. Does she still think about me? I know I do sometimes, like something around the lines of signifying our friendship. Comics was one, we drew comics together and back in the third or second grade, we both were saying we would become co-partners of a poetry book like Shel Silverstein. I would illustrate and she would write the poems, and what do you know? I now am a writer and an illustrator and I don't know what she is. Even my cats reminds me of more things, Smokey would marry her cat Nikki, how stupid, but just...it hurts to think of it. I miss her and I hope she does too, but I know our ties will never come back. I've gone to other things while she has done the same. She's gone to another neighborhood while I stay in my old house. It hurts when I think about it, I think I should stop...and yet, I still am thinking, like her old crush, her 'die-hard' crush of Jose and now she's in love with someone else, and never even told me except on the stairs walking to class, with hands full of a textbook and a notebook with an empty waterbottle. I felt like I was the computer nerd for a while (and I am) as I watched her go to Mr. Creighton's classroom. I was the geeky old best friend, the girl that isn't popular.
However, I seem to be noticed in my classes a lot. When I recieved the Principal's honor roll in my SSR class, lots of kids, some popular, were cheering for me. I especially blushed when it was coming from Travis, my friend, but could he be more? I question about this, I'm afraid to admit that I love someone. I don't love anyone, but I think I do have something...I just don't feel ready for it. i'm scared I'll lose my friendship with him or someone else like Miles or Garret. I mean, Travis I think is one of the popular kids however he notices me, just like Sarah Mockbee and others. I don't get it. He even made Sagar poke my shoulder during Technology and being a person who gets irritated with Sagar trying to mess up my typing, I sort of got hussy because I had my earphones on and I couldn't hear him nor Sagar..so I don't know what Travis was trying to ask. I even helped out Travis and gave him more attention for our project, he was the one that made me join his group. I'm the only girl however, I fit in. Probably because I feel comfortable around these boys. I haven't felt this feeling since the third grade and it feels like I can understand and not feel stupid. I let him read my Fushigi Yuugi book and he was pointing out things that were just perverted, or just trying to, it was funny, I couldn't change my page in my book, "Time Windows" on pg. 6 because I kept on trying to hold in my laughter. Throughout the class I kept on staring at him, peeking from my book and looking. probably I was looking at the manga pages (like I do sometimes, its a habit to see where they are) and he kept on muttering, "What is it?" "Huh" "What?" And then when he made a joke again I muttered, "Travis, you're such a perv" and finally reached to page 34. Later on, i asked Lily if she was coming to dance tomorrow on Saturday and said no, I understood because she was being in the Nutcracker at the same time. Soon, my backpack hit with another backpack, I turned around and noticed it was Travis, for some odd reason, my heart was pounding wildly.
"Wh-What is it?" I asked stuttering.
"I'm sorry about doing that," he said.
"Sorry about what?"
"For acting like a pervert."
"Oh that!" we started walking by eachother, right by the clumps of the popular groups, wow, I was right side by side to a boy (I've done this) but I was amazed right by the popular groups.
"It's okay," I replied quickly. I nodded my head. "I was just hoping the substitue wouldn't hear you and take away my book. She could've been thinking we were looking at porn, you know."
"Yech, porn you say?! That's just gross."
We passed by the oak trees in the middle of the courtyard on the way towards the buses.
"Yeah, porn and hentai (I know its the same, but whatever) is just wrong. I mean, the magazines for it...*shudders*"
He began telling me a short story.
"My friends and I were having a sleepover and since it was late at night, my friend and I went downstairs to the computer and noticed his dad was looking at porn! Oh god, that was just wrong!" he exclaimed.
"I know, I've met some people doing that also, well...few."
"Okay, Maggie, Later!"
"late--"
Before I knew it he was gone at his bus. I couldn't even say the "r" in later.
When Rachel was still here on Monday, he even came by and admited that he and I were friends, I was amazed and right in front of my friends. I don't know what he's going through his head, but I'm still wondering. Wonder, wonder.
-Maggie

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