Saturday, October 4, 2003

   I feel like shit...
Poor me, I'm sick. How wonderful...not. I feel like shit and yesterday, I had to be home alone since Mom was gone at Phoenix, Dad at work, and my brother at school. I onlly durnk orange juice boxes since it was close and easy for me to open and rice, it was the only warm item that wasn't run out. I ran out of macaroni and chesse on Thursday. My dad kept on calling me every single hour and for the first half of being alone, my dad came home thinking I was actually dead. But I was just sitting in the den typing away on stuff. *sigh*

Tomorrow I have my friends Molly and Margaret come over to watch Inuyasha: The Castle Beyond the Looking Glass. They've been begging me since I got last week. I need to get more money, I spent about 90 bucks for two weeks because of Inuyasha manga and that movie on DVD. I'm low on cash, I need more so I can get Habaine Renmei and other new manga. MUST. GO. TO. BOOK. STORE. TODAY. Inuyasha #15 is out and I MUST read it. I sound weird, but I need it DAMMIT!
Today, when I came out of the bath tub (mind you it was 8:30 or so) I collapsed on the floor and began sleeping. I'm so tired because I had malnutrition yesterday from trying to feed myself when we're low on food. My parent's now think I'm responsible since I survived being home alone at the age of 12. WHEE, how wonderful.
My last year of being just a "kid" has been horrid. That's what I call it. probably because of middle school. I missed 4 tests yesterday because I was sick, two big ones by the way. A Science and a Latin test. Ugh...>_< I feel like crap, wonderful...I feel like crap...Ugh... I'm now going to make a deal with my self, a goal to write an entry every other day, or just every day. I've changed some HTML here, but I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE A STUPID BACKGROUND!!! *sigh* I'm pathetic. *head droops on table* even though I know HTML perfectly, probably just the coding doesn't work here..*sigh* I just need someone to tell me...I should probably ask Sarah how to do that, she did it. And its a pretty background, by the way. -_-'

*sigh*

-Maggie

Music: Itzurano Kiss // Site: MehveGhibli
Forum // Mood: Sleepy and Crappy
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Tuesday, September 23, 2003

   ...?
I kept on singing this song all day, not a song that a singer would know and people would immediately shriek in chants of the song. No. Its MY own chant, a chant I believe is so true. *blows harmonica*
Kill me with a spoon!
Kill me with a fork!
Whichever you choose,
ITS A SPORK!
Yeah, I know...stupid, but I like it. I'm sending a letter to the Dear Ashley/Mike thing. Its not a real question, actually I'm persecuting them. *giggles evily*
I'm worried about Sarah, she called me yesterday and we talked for an hour about the situation on merkey. I don't want to explain much, the conversation is stuck in my mind.
I'm really hungry, but I feel so lazy and I'm being a lazy ass that I won't get out of this chair and get something to eat. I had a dermatologist appointment. They had to do laser things to my face and it really stings badly. The lady kept on saying sorry to me and I was getting annoyed. I should feel more sorry for me, sorry that I have acne, sorry to have this life, sorry to have to live up to expectations, confusion, friendship.
My short story is almost finished, I left the floppy disk at school. I'm such an idiot.
I have to go, watch Gilmore Girls. The only american show I watch other than Joan of Arcadia.
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   Well, I found out today I'm not antisocial...riiight.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

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Saturday, September 20, 2003

   Erm...yeah
I'm just really confused and bored. I can't believe its near the end of Saturday already. O_o I haven't posted much. I don't really want to, but I thought I should. I've ordered InuYasha the 2nd movie after seeing it at the anime screening. Waiting....waiting...and waiting...O_o
Bored, yeah...nothing really...legs hurt...erm..yep.
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Saturday, September 13, 2003

whoops, i messed up with my last entry O.O



I'm really having a headache and it won't go away. Its been happening for two days and even banging my head on my desk won't help me out at all.
We're doing aerobics in PE. Its really pathetic and we had to listen to Brittney Spears at the same time. I kept on asking Miles to hit me with the cone which was right by us and throw me over the fence. I guess it was because of the heat. Over a 100 degrees outside standing there. I helped out Angela also with her latin, it was quite fun to be around her. We really talk a lot and its just really nice ^^
I'm sick of coding, please god, let me sleep! But no! My mind keeps on telling me:
"Wait, just do this other page! PLEASE...PLEASE?!?!"
SHUT UP WILL YEH?! But i won't and so I keep on typing in the code like a damn idiot. Nobody has been posting on merkey.net lately. I'm bored. I have nothing to do. I want to stay up late, but I have the anime screening/convention to go tomorrow with my friend, Rachel. *yawns* I need to get some shut eye.
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Friday, September 12, 2003

   September 11, luckiest days of my life


Well, I guess today has been usual. I was one of the only few wearing a patriotic t-shirt. Which is very hard to believe. I'm bored stiff, I really want to sleep, but I have to color and paste this stupid preposition thing. I have my latin test tomorrow, I'm so scare that I'm going to fail. O.O I really need to study, yet i have to code some things for the Evangelion site that Michelle and I are planning to do. The only good thing that happened today was during out timeline thing.
I explained my important event about (Edit: OMFG, it went wacko with my HTML gomen)MehveGhibli and how many hits it got. Mrs. DeLeon gasped, showcked by how many hits I got. Everyone else was asking for the URL. I felt really good. ^_^ Officer T asked me to do a DARE site for him and I would be paid 500 bucks! O_o I'm still stunned by that. I could finally buy my Inu Yasha DVDs and other anime crap that i really want! ^_^ YES!

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Monday, August 18, 2003

   Well, I'm here...what next?



Well, this is my "otaku life" I guess. Nothing much, I'm nearly dying here waiting for Justin to give back my boxset of Evangelion. I hope he didn't forget I still have this Latin based worksheet to do and flash cards. What AM I ever going to use it for? Ne? I guess this is a blog sort of...well, I already have one, why do I need to write another? Oh well...I guess I'm writing because I'm bored. *sigh* Bored...bored...boredboredbored...bored.
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