Saturday, November 8, 2003

Ah...
Ah, it feels nice actually getting to write down in your journal. Its really nice that you don't have to cram up your mind with things to think of to write in here and hope you won't forget anything.

Today, its been an average weekend day, however, my mom was gone at the Craft Show at Copper Creek School all day selling things, so my dad had to take me to pre-pointe. I never knew its so freezing at 10 am! And what was worse is that dad's car heater wasn't working at all...it seems quite a lot lately that everything has been breaking or dying on us. I guess we must have badluck following us. *sigh* I'm such a weirdo, I keep on pressing CTRL S, acting as if I'm saving this. Oosh...there I go again! Even when I'm writing it!

I really like our pre-pointe dance so far for the Christmas Recital. For some odd reason, I get images of the colors of red, oranges and golds whenever I hear the song. It has a nice guitar background to it and reminds me of something from Mexico or Morocco, or just Spain. It was nice that i didn't have to carpool with Lily, she irritates me and only talks about boys and goes gaga over how they look and how popular they are! I mean its absurd! To think that way and to love somebody like that! She would only end up somewhere in a relationship that she won't enjoy. I mean, I don't really care much for her anymore as I used to. She used to be the person on the playground back when I met her in the second grade that we would go across the monkey bars reciting and teaching Japanese words, but now, now she just doesn't seem to care for it nor does she want to care about it, not willingly and doesn't care about what I say about such things like a new series I like.

Soon I'm going to see the series Noir because Jesse is going to let me borrow it on Monday, I just remembered that. However, I have to give Jesse my DVD of Inuyasha; The Castle Beyond the looking Glass. However, I don't want to, nor do I want anyone to have any of my DVDs. So I believe I won't do that. I worry that Jesse will lose it or something. I don't want to be waiting and waiting for a DVD to come back, besides I need it for things to look upon and make me happy at least.

This really sucks, I hate taking so much of medication now, or just precedures for my health. Some I don't care about. Here it is:

-A pill for my acne each morning and night
-Prescription cream put on face each night.
-Wash face with this kind of soap.
-Brush teeth for over five minutes and make sure to do the gums too for the braces.
-Pluck out any food particles, also.
-And another vitamin to take in the morning. Gack, and its too humongous!

I really hate remembering to do what and my mom bickers at me to do it and hurry up. It especially annoys me that whenever I'm going to do it, she then yells at me to do it when I am doing it. O_O Yech.

At dance today, I felt calmed and for sure confident. I could laugh and go insane. There was the one baby blue with these gorgeous blue eyes that brightened his eyes. The baby's name was Fletcher and god was he reminding me of my cousin or just every baby I've met. They seem attatched to me. I kept on smiling at the baby and he started trying to walk over to me, yet crawled. He also was wobbling. I sat in the corner and watched this baby boy struggling towards me. He kept on giving this cute smile whenever I gave a grinned back. The baby boy then got on my knees with the mother watching in the waiting room while this loud tune of "Santa Clause" was playing in the background for the little girls. He then kept on trying to open up my waterbottle with his tiny fingers. His hands were so tiny, I couldn't believe it. Yet, I've seen these kinds of hands and fingers before on my cousin Alison, yet, for a while I just couldn't believe it was a little bigger than the bottle cap. He then tried to get up, but then this was the embarrasing, yet funny part. He grabbed my right breast and tried sticking his other hand in through the leotard. His mother suddenly rushed over and picked him up, apologizing yet I was saying it was okay, I was used to it. And I was, yet, I never knew babies can and like those kinds of erm... *coughs* areas. *coughs* Yet, I know some babies can be a real pain in the cow dung. >_<

I also finished up coding my layout for an Inuyasha website I'm doing with Margaret.

I really need to finish up reading this chapter, so this is the end of the diary entry.

-Maggie

Music: Every Heart Instrumental Version // Website: You Stole My Heart! Chapter 23 // Mood: Nothing, yet feeling odd and mood swinging-ish because of the time of the month *ahem* for the ladies
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