Friday, October 10, 2003

   WOOHOO! FALL BREAK!
Oooh, they did something, some HTML generator on the adding post thing-a-ma-jig...O_o *gawks at it for a while*

So, I'm finally out of school and now on Fall Break! KILLER ASS! I don't know why I said that, but it just...felt so damn good. :P Whatever...

Anyways I'll go throughout my school day:


In Language Arts we just had to tell our poetry books, my book was the only one that sparked up attention since mine was about dreams and nightmares. Four people did Halloween for their poem topic and James, the failing guy, was acting as a suck-up for Ms. Edoff. Pathetic. Travis and I were both muttering to each other about each thing, I know he has trouble in school, but I'm still friends with him. He's really nice and stands up for me whenever someone makes fun of me, but he's a popular guy? How can that be possible? He even laughs at my jokes, even really stupid ones....i don't get it and we can talk about anything...odd. Sometimes I have this feeling that resides in me that my heart bumps at times, am I really liking Travis? No...I can't be. I can't. Angela has already accused me for liking Miles, but I'm just really good friends with him same as with Travis. I mean...its just very weird. My feelings for Justin have been lingering but not as much as it used to be. I think I'm losing him since I'm not in any of his classes and he already has a girlfriend...I would be cheating, wouldn't I? The boys in my life have really been nowadays just Travis, Miles, and Garret, all really kind, funny, "cute", and people that I can relate to. Dear god, am I actually turning into someone weird? Like a valley or popular girl? I cringe as I think about it. How can this be possible? The girl that said I won't fall for anyone? The girl that wasn't going to turn into a girly girl. Have I lost that goal...or am I just being completely obscure? I'm really confused now, I really need to talk to Sarah, god, I haven't heard from her in ages. *sighs* If I talk to anyone in my family, they may all start teasing me, I hate blushing..blushing...it just...*shrugs trying to think of word* I dunno...it just gets me to go oh dear god.

Angela nowadays, we've been talking to each other quite a lot, it makes me feel good. I mean, walking side by side to each other, we keep on bumping our sides because we just aren't either watching our steps or we just keep on hitting each other in the hallways just because we want to.
In Student Aide I was just hanging up posters until the good sticky tac rang out and I had to use the blue stuff...ugh...EVIL! I hate that crap! It never sticks. I swear, I spent for over 30 minutes on one poster to stick one up. I kept on slamming it with my fist which equals to really REALLY horrible pain...I was glad that I got to leave and I said bye to Mrs. Fritton and made my way for Science. I'm always the first one in science, always. I'm special :P

Anyways, we talked about composting. I remember doing it in the past in one of the plant spots in M.A.P (1st through 3rd grade class). It smelled horrible, but after it started degrating it became a beautiful garden and we had to journal about it and sketch it out. Sitting on that hill, the sun glaring in our eyes and looking down at the plot we had where we created our own life. The prickling of the gates that bounded us around so that we wouldn't escape from school and the brush and the thicket of the desert poking in our backs where it was trimmed. Lately, we haven't gone there since the fifth grade. I miss it. Its so close, yet so far away...*sigh* We also watched a movie by NOVA (wootage!) and the tape worm....*gacks*

In PE we did kick ball, Angela and I were at short stop. I kept on using my trademark phrases of Kill me with a Fork, spoon or a spork; depending on the situation that we were in. Our team lost, Miles flipped out, I was cussing a lot but that's just whenever I felt like it because the other team were big jackasses, Angela started saying "Jack..." and then stopped and I finished her word. She laughed and I grinned back and then came back in serious mode. Before going to PE, Miles made a comment on my bandaged left leg were I bound the mosquito bites i got yesterday, 8 in count...so far. Ugh...and I said I scrapped myself badly on the pool side, well I sort of did, but the other band-aids weren't for that...

At lunch it was just usual, I was almost knocked over by the group of over 60 kids or the popular kids or as I put it teenage pregnancy, teen angst kids. Teehee...and I walked over to my tiny group of friends, Molly, Megan, Margaret and I along with other girls and/or boys at the sides of us like Stephanie and Angela. Whoops...forgot those two...O_o

Anyways, in math I gave Garret the Volume Two of Inuyasha after running downstairs and coming back again to give it to him. He's really enjoying it...I'm glad. ^_^ I've already gotten over 5 people into Inuyasha, the manga so far. Mr. Reed just did a survey for us and did some stories of his childhood (very interesting ones as a matter of fact) and we left for Social Studies downstairs.

In social studies we watched a movie about the Middle Passage, where slaves were kidnapped in Africa and taken to North and South America. They just had to make it depressing, didn't they? They had to have a crying baby and a crying child asking for his momma...god...i hate that. First from feeling ecstatic to teenage disturbance. Thank you Mrs. DeLeon for that wonderful gift with our substitute teacher, Mrs. Mooring...:P

We then had reading where we got to just pack up our backpacks and we got to watch television in class...and it had to be Scooby Doo. Curse it. Angela, Megan and I talked a lot about things, but Angela was more interested in the Inuyasha Vol. 10 book which I brought for her, while Megan and I were gawking at all the volumes of Ranma she has with her...damn, over 10 volumes she got from the library. O_o School then became over, I felt a little saddened, but happy at the same time...I don't know what that feeling really would be called. *sighs* Anyways, that was my day except for listening to my CD all the way back home gazing out of the window...

-Maggie



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