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Tuesday, October 14, 2003


Do you know how busy I am?!
Lately, I've been so busy that I've been on the computer for hours at a time with the only food that I can reach for. This break has literally made me hungry for working on websites. I'm tired and my parents have been gone at airens. I feel so unneeded at home and that I feel like shit. I'm such a "scaredy cat"...I haven't called Sarah, I don't know why...I feel a little afraid even though I know Sarah like the back of my hand. I feel like I'm at school and having to go up to an adult and ask for something. I'm too shy with calling up people, it just frightens me. I'm not that big of a social person, but I want to talk to Sarah. I also worry that I'll call her when its like midnight because we have a different time zone. I can't calculate too well. It would be too late right now, *sigh* I feel so stupid.

I feel so icky and I'm in those PMS moods again, probably because my period, low and behold, is back again. It seems its always there. Grr...DIE!
I downloaded lots of fonts today and including Jeremy's SPAM AND TUNA font! ^_^ Its really cool looking! I've also been downloading Ayumi Hamasaki songs over the days, she's a really good singer. Just listening to other languages music is so nice to listen to because the language might be really beautiful sounding or I could focus more on the music. But I do both with her music. Its made me so far on the spirited side throughout this fall break.
It just feels more like I'm staying at home sick, than break. We're not doing any vacations and I'm tired and bored. I mean, I like being on the computer, doing all the editing of my story, reading etc. but I'm tired.
Lately, going to sleep is such a hassle, whenever I wake up I feel like crap, which usually I want to wake up feeling "refreshed" as I did on Friday, that was really nice. I'm beginning to miss social contact. *sigh*
Merkey.net is now planning to do a t-shirt company, hoorah...*slams head on keyboard*
I've made a new layout, I'm so proud of how my html skills have improved! Its right here: summernight.topcities.com/gallery.htmIts for our Evangelion site! ^___^ I'm really proud of how it looks like! YAY! I was working on it all day on Sunday. x_X
God, I hate this, I can't rememeber what I want to say! UGH! KILL ME WITH A SPORK!!!!!!

-Maggie


Music: A Song for XX by Ayumi Hamasaki // Website: Fanfiction.net, Inuyasha Section, New Player Chapter 5
// Mood: Crappy and hungry and drained out.

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