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1987-01-03
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Ummm....living this long?
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I wanna learn Japanese, finish writing my story, and just get school over with! And maybe get off my online obsession...
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Semi-decent cook, very good memory for unimportant details. And apparently, I can act a bit.
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Friday, April 30, 2004
You can't go back...
I'm discovering that more and more lately. You can't go back to how your life used to be. You can't go back to an old place you love and expect to be accepted as you are, for as you were. You can't go back to an old frind and expect the chemistry between the two of you to be the same.
Things change. Not something I like normally, but at least I've accepted it. But lately, with my current life swirling away, I've been trying to go back, clinging to things that once made me comfortable. What a mistake.
Going back, if anything, can only make it worse. It messes up your routine, and everyone elses. It's not comfortable. It hurts.
And yet I'm back here. I doubt I'll go back to OB. I doubt I'll go back to AHQ. They've changed too much, just like everything else in my life seems to be doing.
But I'll try it here again. Confiding in something. It's like an old friend who, while I haven't seen them, maintains some connection. And it can't hurt. At least, I hope.
Next time I'll try to write about Anime Boston, and my upcoming plans. About my current obsessions, and my loves. About my life. But for now, just coming back was enough.
Ciao.
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